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There is a Light by belladonnacullen reviews
This was 1987; before the Internet, before Twitter, before Facebook – this was back when it was still possible for people not to know about things: big things - like bands, and little things - like G-spots. AH, ExB, with some other parings along the way.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 23 - Words: 142,142 - Reviews: 5389 - Favs: 4,190 - Follows: 2,598 - Updated: 12/19/2018 - Published: 5/23/2011 - Bella, Edward - Complete
More Ferarum by IReen Weiss reviews
I'm still technically married. I still technically wear my wedding ring. It's on a chain around my neck. With his. He still won't sign the divorce papers. I still don't want him to. 1st Place Winner: TLS Angst Contest
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 14,892 - Reviews: 368 - Favs: 842 - Follows: 1,065 - Updated: 6/25/2015 - Published: 8/21/2013 - Bella, Edward
A Heart Arcane by iambeagle reviews
There are people you get over. And then there's Edward Cullen.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 16 - Words: 14,272 - Reviews: 2255 - Favs: 1,523 - Follows: 1,875 - Updated: 11/3/2014 - Published: 8/29/2013 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Lies by scorpsifer reviews
"I love him. He loves someone else. Someone who is not me. And it doesn't matter. Every day I gave to him; I gave everything to everyone and every morning I would wake up with nothing. They say I love too much. Maybe they're right."
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 48 - Words: 41,729 - Reviews: 417 - Favs: 230 - Follows: 359 - Updated: 7/20/2014 - Published: 8/4/2013 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Honest Liar by aWhiteBlankPage reviews
Bella once told me that there was nothing braver than a flower growing through a crack in the sidewalk. I laughed because she was always giving feelings to things that don't feel. If she was standing next to me, I'd tuck the dandelion behind her ear. Or she'd blow on it and make a wish. A hundred wishes. Or maybe just one.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 29 - Words: 86,792 - Reviews: 3200 - Favs: 2,153 - Follows: 2,072 - Updated: 5/18/2014 - Published: 6/26/2012 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Secrets by HelliesWorld reviews
Some kids are cool, some kids aren't. Edward and Bella have a secret relationship.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 21,272 - Reviews: 447 - Favs: 747 - Follows: 662 - Updated: 4/17/2014 - Published: 12/25/2013 - Bella, Edward, Garrett - Complete
The B Sides by MrsSpaceCowboy reviews
Select EPOV scenes from The Give Away Girl. This is not an independent story and will not make sense unless you have already read The Give Away Girl. *Complete*
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 27,667 - Reviews: 242 - Favs: 382 - Follows: 399 - Updated: 12/13/2013 - Published: 10/31/2012 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Substance Clad in Shadows by hollelujahs reviews
Re-post: AU/AH Bella's only release comes in the form of distantly orbiting the life of Edward Cullen. As with any addiction, however, she's always left wanting more. "Mad is a term we use to describe a man who is obsessed with one idea and nothing else." [Ugo Betti]
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 28 - Words: 106,250 - Reviews: 580 - Favs: 547 - Follows: 394 - Updated: 5/17/2013 - Published: 1/28/2013 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Sideline Collision by Nolebucgrl reviews
A cocky QB runs into a snarky band geek. What happens when they collide on and off the field? Rated M.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 32 - Words: 196,343 - Reviews: 12658 - Favs: 8,856 - Follows: 6,407 - Updated: 4/11/2013 - Published: 2/15/2011 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Insatiable Desires by ItzMegan73 reviews
What happens when the paths of two highly intelligent hypersexuals cross?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 15 - Words: 87,528 - Reviews: 1824 - Favs: 3,345 - Follows: 4,208 - Updated: 3/29/2013 - Published: 11/8/2011 - Bella, Edward
Dusty by YellowBella reviews
She loves him. He loves her crazy. She's a hopeless romantic. He's just hopeless. She's afraid to let go. He won't let her. A story about a silly girl in love with a foolish boy. Here, forever is a lie. TeamBella23 - the realist and YellowGlue - the poet
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 38 - Words: 409,514 - Reviews: 8428 - Favs: 5,077 - Follows: 4,328 - Updated: 12/20/2012 - Published: 12/21/2011 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Cracks in the Pavement by VampiresHaveLaws reviews
Life is never perfect, the cracks always appear. "My Polaroid would show the face of a girl who has forgotten how to truly smile." Even the strongest of dreams can fail to become enough.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 20 - Words: 148,857 - Reviews: 5123 - Favs: 3,081 - Follows: 2,429 - Updated: 8/30/2012 - Published: 2/21/2011 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Lack of Color by coldplaywhore reviews
He paints; she inspires. Together they are whole, until one day they are separated, breaking him of his soul. Five years later, she's not his. Can she be again? ExB AU AH M for language and lemons.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 29 - Words: 98,320 - Reviews: 2147 - Favs: 1,128 - Follows: 837 - Updated: 4/25/2012 - Published: 9/4/2011 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Someone Like You by IReen Weiss reviews
Age of Edward Judges Choice Winner: Bella struggles with mental illness, Edward struggles with fidelity. Story set in 1950 with flashbacks through the 40s. Title based on "Someone Like You" by Doris Day. Fair Warning - Macabre. AH, AU B/E
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,439 - Reviews: 185 - Favs: 267 - Follows: 95 - Published: 1/17/2012 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Brazilian Chocolate by AwesomeSauce76 reviews
In 1994, he was an arrogant college student & she was dating his little brother. He was always haunted by the memory of her until fate brought them together again 16 yrs later. What happens when a forbidden attraction is no longer forbidden? EPOV, AU/AH
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 29,697 - Reviews: 1407 - Favs: 1,418 - Follows: 705 - Updated: 9/5/2011 - Published: 9/3/2011 - Edward, Bella - Complete
The Art Teacher by spanglemaker9 reviews
He gave me art and words and passion and life, but all I wanted was him.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 16 - Words: 97,635 - Reviews: 7337 - Favs: 5,700 - Follows: 3,410 - Updated: 8/1/2011 - Published: 11/7/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
A Thousand Leaves by BellaSunshine reviews
Isabella Swan grew up as the best friend of Alice Cullen, younger sister of Edward Cullen, who was never nice to Bella despite her being an "honorary Cullen." Everything changes when Edward is sent to prison for the murder of Bella's mother. AU-Human
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 41 - Words: 196,783 - Reviews: 7524 - Favs: 5,265 - Follows: 2,975 - Updated: 6/9/2011 - Published: 8/27/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
One Weekend by 22blue reviews
Entry for the Summer of Smut contest. Bella rents a lake house for the weekend and when she sees the man who lives in the house across from hers, fun things happen. Rated MA for language and lemons.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 10,293 - Reviews: 160 - Favs: 692 - Follows: 211 - Updated: 6/25/2010 - Published: 8/14/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete