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Joined 05-27-06, id: 1054871, Profile Updated: 06-04-10
Author has written 6 stories for Van Helsing, Charmed, and Wizards of Waverly Place.

hey my name is Sara.

my fav movies: VAN HELSING, UNDERWORLD, X-MEN (ALL OF THEM), LION KING i'm wierd MULAN, HERCULES, NATIONAL TREASURE, SAHARA, PHANTOM OF THE OPERA, RENT.

SHOWS: BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER, INUYASHA, FULL METAL ALCEMIST, FRESH PRINCE, TEEN TITANS, AVATAR, and CHARMED!

MUSICl: I LOVE ALL MUSIC.

a little bout my self: my hobbies are drawing, writing, reading, hanging w/ friends, oh and i got a boy friend. he's so sweet. lets see. i'm adopted! got a loving famialy. have a twin sister.


Wish as I might I can’t see who I’m meant to be.

I try so hard, but I can’t find me.

I used to be so happy, I never used to cry.

My soul and heart had wings and I would fly.

Now that feeling is gone and I’m cold.

Yet I listen to what people have told.

They say one day I will remember

The feeling to be so care free, I will cherish forever.

I’ve had many chances, but I let them slip away.

And my tears come pouring out, I’m not okay.

I don’t know why I feel the way I do.

Always so down, always so blue.

I’ve been hurt, I’ve been thrown to the floor.

My feelings are behind a locked door.

I’ve been pushed and shoved now listen to me say.

That I will never be okay.

People come and people go away.

But what they do will always stay.

The words around me don’t mean a thing.

For all I care they can even sing.

I try so hard to be happy and free.

But these feelings I have to get out of me.

I’ll scream if I have to, to get you to hear.

I’ll do what ever I have to do to make you see I have fears.

I’ve been hurt, I’ve been thrown to the floor.

My feelings are waiting to come out of that door.

I’ve been pushed and shoved now listen to me say.

That I’m never going to be okay.

I was told to forgive and love.

To let the angels guide me form above.

But as I sit here and think about what they say,

No angels will ever come my way.

I’ve been hurt, I’ve been thrown to the floor.

My feeling are going to burst through that door.

I’ve been pushed and shoved now listen to what I say.

I’m never going to be okay.

I’m sick of being bossed around.

I’m tired of never being found.

I’ve been lost so many times before.

And its not going happen anymore.

I’ve been hurt, I’ve been thrown to the floor.

My feelings just burst through the door.

I’ve been pushed and shoved now listen to what I say!

I don’t know if I’ll ever be okay!

But now as you can see.

How deep these feelings are in me.

I’m going to scream, I’m going to cry.

What’s the use of me even trying to lie.

I can hide behind a mask of smiles

I can fool everyone for miles.

But the one person I can’t seem to fool is me.

No matter how hard I try to make it be.

I’ve been hurt, I’ve been thrown to the floor.

My feelings are coming through a broke down door.

I’ve been pushed and shoved. Now listen to what I have to say.

I don’t know if I’ll ever be okay.

So now all I ask is to understand what’s happening?

Why do I feel the world around me is crashing?

Down it comes and time has stopped on me.

And all I want to do is make them see.

That I’ve been hurt I’ve been thrown to the floor

My feelings are rushing through that door

I’ve been pushed and shoved now listen to me say.

Eventually I will be okay.

I’ve been hurt I’ve been thrown to the floor.

My feelings are rushing out that door.

I’ve been pushed and shoved now listen to me say.

I’m going to be okay.

Yes, I swear I’ll be okay.

One of these days, I’ll be okay.

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Because I Fear You by I'm Exceptional reviews
Justin mixed a spell when he was a little kid. Alex has no clue what happened to him and doesn't know why he is this way, but she will soon find out. Rated M for sex and rape. (Dark Justin)
Wizards of Waverly Place - Rated: M - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 14 - Words: 31,792 - Reviews: 125 - Favs: 108 - Follows: 131 - Updated: 9/12/2014 - Published: 9/15/2008 - Alex R., Justin R.
Born of Darkness by Angel's blue eyed girl reviews
Connor's birth gives Angel a moment of happiness...well you can guess what happens next and the first thing Angelus wants is to find Buffy and make her pay for sending him to hell...*smut warning* Also this is a dark fic for me, so be warned.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 21 - Words: 131,015 - Reviews: 912 - Favs: 341 - Follows: 297 - Updated: 11/23/2010 - Published: 7/31/2009 - Buffy S., Angelus
Hand of Fate by Creative-Insanity reviews
Sequel to A Girl Called Destiny. Cross a vampire with an angel and what do you get? One runaway angel and three angelvamp hybrids. Destiny's been on the run from Dracula for years, but when another angel enters the picture, it may not stay that way...
Van Helsing - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 26 - Words: 46,441 - Reviews: 227 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 53 - Updated: 1/26/2010 - Published: 10/16/2005
Eye Candy by Joker-is-sexy reviews
A much darker and twisted Joker/OC story. This is not the cliche, Joker takes hostage and she falls for him within a day story. Insanity doesn't happen overnight. Insanity is a process.
Batman Begins/Dark Knight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 48 - Words: 380,149 - Reviews: 757 - Favs: 536 - Follows: 339 - Updated: 9/20/2009 - Published: 9/23/2008 - J. Gordon, Joker, OC - Complete
Jackson's Secret by Mismatched Letters reviews
One boring day, Miley asks Jackson what's wrong. She gets more of an explination then she ever wanted. Warning: Severe Child Abuse mentioned. NOW COMPLETE!
Hannah Montana - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 7,995 - Reviews: 127 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 12/18/2008 - Published: 8/24/2006 - Complete
New Beginnings by Mrs. Vladislaus Dracula reviews
Dracula has been lonely and depressed, but when he sees a mysterious girl during one of his hunts, its love at first sight. Who is this girl, and can she return Dracula’s love? Or will horrors of their pasts destroy the start of something new?
Van Helsing - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 36 - Words: 46,294 - Reviews: 168 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 39 - Updated: 11/19/2007 - Published: 7/4/2006
The Valerious Line by WhisperedMuse reviews
Her family were dysfunctional. That was for sure. They’d been plagued by Werewolves, Wannabe Vampire Hunters and Vampires themselves. As a family, they faced so much, but came through it all fighting. That was something Anna had to live up to. Chap 17 up.
Van Helsing - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Horror - Chapters: 18 - Words: 31,237 - Reviews: 107 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 11/18/2007 - Published: 8/16/2006
Growing Up Cursed by infinityrose88 reviews
Our family is forever cursed to live between worlds, the live and the dead, the light and the dark. This is the story of how one princess, ANNA, lived both in a world of purity and light, and in darkness and hate.
Van Helsing - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 7 - Words: 9,292 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 8/1/2007 - Published: 2/19/2007
The Princess' Revenge by Angel of Beauty reviews
Again written with a very dear friend! After Van Helsing´s death Anna is the first person Dracula goes after. It´s the beginning of many deadly games... Ch.45, the last chapter, up!
Van Helsing - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 46 - Words: 31,008 - Reviews: 420 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 42 - Updated: 7/28/2007 - Published: 3/12/2006 - Complete
Beware: Too Dangerous by ScreamChosen reviews
AU. Buffy gets a job at Rileys bar. Angel is a big time, rich, law firm owner. Riley is a gross perv that messes with the wrong girl. Imagine the possibilities! BA all the way! DEAD
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,300 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 7/23/2007 - Published: 7/22/2007 - Angel, Buffy S.
The Inevitable by iwassixteenonce reviews
Sequel to Oblivious. Picks up about 4 months. Things are going great for ColeLilly and OliverMiley. Their new relationships have been holding well. But what happens when you add in a jealous brother, a devious classmate, and Hannah Montana?
Hannah Montana - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 25 - Words: 33,997 - Reviews: 157 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 6/22/2007 - Published: 1/3/2007 - Complete
Remember Me Always by Love Is Always Binding reviews
With Van Helsing dead and Anna trapped with the castle walls of Dracula, Stories unravel, Feelings pour though tears, and blood is spilled on precious ground. Now Anna must decide on her heart, or life. My first Fanfic! R&R
Van Helsing - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 36 - Words: 48,055 - Reviews: 279 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 4/10/2007 - Published: 6/1/2006
Hannah Montana EXPOSED! by amourx33 reviews
OFF HIATUS! Miley Stewart's alias as Hannah Montana crashes down when her wig falls off during a concert! Check it out to find out how she deals. R&R!
Hannah Montana - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 10 - Words: 6,395 - Reviews: 70 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 49 - Updated: 12/1/2006 - Published: 8/20/2006
Corset by VampNauler666 reviews
What if everything you belived was a lie? and now the one thing that makes you happy is strugling with his duties as a leader? what would you do if it was choking you like a corset.
Underworld - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 7,457 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 11/12/2006 - Published: 8/25/2005
What Could Have Happened by xiNHiSDREAMSx3 reviews
Oliver decides that he is going to tell Miley that he loves her, but after an incident at a concert he has to put those plans on hold... What happened? R&R to find out! 1 MORE REVIEW AND YOU GET A NEW CHAPPY!
Hannah Montana - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 2,213 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 10/28/2006 - Published: 10/6/2006
The Stalking of Hannah Montana by RJBsComputer reviews
Almost every Celebrity has one. On the safe end was Oliver. But what happens when one comes from the other end? Can you figure out who it is first? Chapter 22: Answers and Epilogue
Hannah Montana - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Mystery - Chapters: 27 - Words: 27,991 - Reviews: 150 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 9/16/2006 - Published: 8/15/2006 - Complete
Hannah's Worst Nightmare by hola222 reviews
When Amber and Ashley win the contest A Day in the Life of Hannah Montana, Hannah, Lily and Oliver have to figure out how to keep Amber and Ashley from finding out Hannah's secret...but it's not as easy as it sounds.
Hannah Montana - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 903 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 8/11/2006 - Published: 7/25/2006
Together Again by jimmy-barnes-13 reviews
Well this is just a short story about Van Helsing and Anna at the end of the movie. Its my first fanfic so see how it goes...
Van Helsing - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/27/2006 - Complete
Bittersweet Love by TheEmeraldVelvetDress reviews
hi! my first fanfic story about Anna and Dracula. Anna is annoyed by Dracula of his silly things of what his doing to her. Chap. 3 is up! :D
Van Helsing - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,256 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 6/6/2006 - Published: 5/30/2006
Runaways Don't Make Good Steady Girlfriends by IsleofSolitude reviews
A/U B/A and others. Buffy leaves home to stay w/ her mom's old friend, where she meets her knight in shining armor.But can he protect her from her past? also has alot of drama
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,122 - Reviews: 62 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 5/4/2002 - Published: 3/29/2002 - Buffy S., Angel
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The way I loved you reviews
A songfic to how Alex handeled her pain when Mason hurt her. The song is "The way I loved you" by Selena Gomez. listen to it, its an amazing song.
Wizards of Waverly Place - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,462 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/29/2010 - Alex R., Mason - Complete
Deadly games of the heart reviews
Piper is kidnapped by the source and Leo, paige and pheobe have to survive trials in order to save her, will they get thier in time, or is piper doomed to watch her sisters and the man she loves die all because of her.
Charmed - Rated: T - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,261 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 6 - Published: 7/9/2008 - Piper H., Leo W.
The Devils Revenge reviews
William and Anna go to a party and Drac gets sent to hell for a Meeting with his father. When he's tricked into thinking Anna loves him no more, hell surley breaks loose. And Anna has a few suprises for Dracula as well.
Van Helsing - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 7 - Words: 9,866 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 8/13/2007 - Published: 10/7/2006
Raise me up reviews
Anna remembers her father on his death day. Song by josh Gorban you raise me up. Please review. or at least read it.
Van Helsing - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,069 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/12/2007 - Complete
Once upon a december reviews
Anna has a dream about christmas. Sad i think. First song fic. Please read and let me know what you think! from Anistasia.
Van Helsing - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,430 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/10/2006 - Complete
Two worlds one love reviews
GUYS. REVIEWERS. I NEED YOU TO READ THE AUTHORS NOTE! PLEASE!
Van Helsing - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 26 - Words: 32,362 - Reviews: 172 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 10/6/2006 - Published: 6/1/2006
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