May 9th, 2006 12:19 AM EST

Much has occoured since I've written then last. In December I began a wonderful relationship with a young man named Keith which sadly ended long before it's time just after midnight of April 26th. Our demise had many faults, some his, some mine, all things I'm willing to work through if he will give me a chance. As of this writing I do not know when I will see him next; the earliest is tonight. I miss him so much, and I desperately need to talk to him. The more time that elapses, the more I am driven insane.

I will fight for us until I feel I have nothing left. By that time I will leave, although I don't know where I will go, how I will get there, or if I'll come back. Mind you, this is if, and only if, I cannot reach some sort of closure with Keith. Good or bad, I need finality, ayes or no, and just some sort of reasoning that he'll still be in my life. I've known him for going on 8 years, and for a while he vanished from my life. I don't stand to lose him again.

Fanfics? Who can think about fanfics when you've lost the man who wanted to marry you?

September 20th, 2005 10:21 PM EST

Leon and I have come and gone, and there's nothing more to say than that.

There's still no working computer at my place of employment, and it pisses me off. I need to find a new job. Better yet, I need to get to college.

Fanfics, fanfics fanfics fanfics... I WILL finish all of them, I swear. I may be 95 by the time it happens, but I plan to create and post conclusions to every single one of my fanfics. Of course, if I die before that happens, we're all out of luck... but during the time I plan to be alive, anyway, I plan to get them all completed, and who knows? I might even get to the planned sequels.

June 8th, 2005

Woah, wtf happened to FFN? I don't remember all this fancy HTML editing stuff being here...

Anyway...

Last some of you knew, I was dating Sonic19902, an author of this site. I'm sad to say that on April 10th of this year, we broke off our 19-month relationship, but to this day remain good friends. Currently I'm being courted by a wonderful guy by the name of Leon, and it's a slow process, but one I know will be worth the wait.

Since I have last updated I have not written a continuation to ANY of my fanstories; I have gotten 2½ chapters done in a new story, but.. not much else here. The computer at my job is down, and that's where I did most of my fanfiction, so further updates will be slow.

February 27th, 2005 3:35 AM

Time and thoughts have most definately changed for me, especially since I turned 18 last October. I'm not sure, but I think becoming a legal adult had some mental effect on me.

I can't wait until I turn 21.

New fanfics and updates are coming slowly... very slowly... but they are coming. At least I'm not ata total standstill like I was for like 3 years.

Contrary to what I said before... now I think that all my fanfics WILL get done. But it will probably take me another 4 years. I only hope that you find what I have to offer worth your wait.

Also, regarding e-mail... if anyone has questions/comments on my fic, PLEASE be sure to use the word 'FF.N' somewhere in the subject line, or else I may delete the e-mail by mistake. Thank you.