Update (12/11/2011): Hello everyone. So...I'm not dead although it kind of seems like I am. College has been rough and me being the lazy bum I am, I haven't been able to write and what not. I also kind of lost my interest in writing...Don't worry though, for me things run in cycles. I may not have the will to write now but over time it will come back and I will write again. I'm hoping I can start again sometime during the month that I have off for Christmas break but I really don't know. I've also revived my obsession with Transformers and I really don't know when it'll stop. My obsessions usually last a year but with how awesome Transformers Prime is and how badly I want to make a doll, scarf, and bag all based around the character Soundwave, I really don't think it'll just last a year. On top of that, I've lost my interest in Hetalia and I don't know if or when that interest will come back. I can only obsess over one thing at a time. However, this will not necessarily mean that I'm giving up on writing for the fandom, it just means that updates will be really, really slow.

My good news following all of that is that I've finished like 3 chapters of Fallen Angel and that the story is almost done. I just have to post it. The same goes for a bunch of other stories too...

On the subject of LTLABL, I'm probably going to rewrite a lot of if because, frankly, I don't like how it came out so far and there is no way it can move on with out a bunch of time skips that I really don't want to write. This massive make over will probably occur during the summer so don't expect any updates till then.

New Policies as of 1/14/2011

Regarding Updates:

Updates will be posted once a week on Monday evening (This may be changed due to work scheduling and I will post the changes). So far, ten chapters have been written up so as of now, the next ten weeks are covered.

Regarding Responses:

It has come to my attention that I have forgotten to thank everyone for their reviews, faves, and alerts on "Learning to Love and Be Loved" and I feel horrible about it. So with the new year comes New Year's resolutions. For one of my resolutions, I have decided that I will respond to every fave, review, and alert from now on. If you fave or alert, I will try to thank you as well as I can without sounding like a general, mass produced thank you (I honestly don't know how that will work...). As for reviews, I will thank you and respond to any questions or other things you put in your review. My responses to everyone who faves, alerts, and reviews will be sent only on the weekends, not including Friday.

Thank You Everyone!

Disclaimer

I do not own anything and all characters belong to their respective owner.

Stuff About Me

Hello! Welcome to my profile :)

I'm in college in Colorado (first time I've admitted something close to my age...) and I'm writing so that I can improve my terrible writing skills and horrible grammar, although it's not really working...

I love manga of all sorts and have a huge collection. I even own Japanese printed manga such as Hetalia and Naruto (although I can't read them jsut yet. We haven't learned enough in my Japanese class...) I absolutely can't wait for Dark Horse to start releasing more MPD Psycho books. I also love cosplaying a lot. I just got into styling my own wigs and I'm excited to start working on my Grell cosplay. If you've seen Black Butler, my cosplay will be Grell in that dress he wore in episode 3. So far, all the cosplays I've made are:

Zetsu

Kakuzu

Hidan

Shino

Professor Stein (the screw I made for this cosplay actually makes that creepy clicking sound)

Canada/ Matthew Williams

Denmark

These are totally not in order...I'm really excited about my Denmark cosplay. If I can get into the woodworking shop at my school, I'll be able to make his axe. If not I'll have to think of something else to make it out of.

Hobbies: Playing my alto saxophone, drawing, writing fanfiction, playing sports, marching band, reading fanfiction, and finding doujins ;p

What else is interesting...Oh! I know!

Favorite Pairings: Hetalia: FrancisxMatthew, GilbertxMatthew, IvanxMatthew, and sometimes AlfredxMatthew ( They aren't in any order)

HeraclesxKiku, SadiqxHeracles, uhhh...IvanxAlfred, FrancisxArthur, and some others that I can't really think of at this moment.

Naruto: KakuzuxHidan, ShinoxKiba, ZetsuxIno, ZetsuxSakura (I know it's strange...), and some others I think

I'm not really that into any other series right now. I used to be a hard core Naruto fan until I discovered Hetalia. Now, I can't really stand it anymore, Naruto that is. My favorite characters are either dead (Kakuzu, Hidan) or never shown (Zetsu, Shino) so whatever...As for other series goes, I really like anything done by Tezuka like Phoenix, Astro Boy, Black Jack, etc as well as a few more random series such as Blade of the Immortal, Air, and a few others. For main stream ones, I like Ouran High School Host Club, Trigun, XXXHolic, and sometimes in low doses, Naruto.

As you can see, I love Matthew, he's so cute and lovable :P I cosplayed as him too. It was my first time working with a wig and I think I did a pretty good job with it. When my friends and I went to PMX 2009, a lot of the people there liked it so, you know, I was really happy. They especially liked how the curl I made for the wig was really big and noticeable. :D

Current Projects:

Learning to Love and Be Loved (LTLABL): After saving Matthew and taking him into his own family as a foster child, Gilbert finds that caring for a child is harder than it looks, especially with a child as special as Matthew. Through the drama of adoption, therapy, and the impending case against the kidnapper, Gilbert must learn to adapt and help Matthew through his times of need, all the while learning how to love the little boy who never experienced love in the first place.

I'm so stuck on this story right now. I feel terrible about just leaving it but I can't really think of anything to move it with. I still need to solve some problems and I feel that using time skips may confuse people. Hopefully I'll be able to work it out right soon.

A Secret Hidden From You: Matthew, a boy taken from his native land, is bought with five other boys by an unknown man and taken to a mysterious castle. As servants start to disappear, Matthew can't help but feel that something is strange about his new master...AU

I will finish this story. I have it all planed out till chapter fifteen and it's still not done. Many of the chapters have been written out and are just waiting to be typed. I also need to plan out how the story will end. I have an idea but getting to it may take some time.

The Monkey's Paw: When Alfred and Matthew stumble upon a mysterious shop, Alfred somehow manages to obtain the cursed Monkey's Paw. When he finds out of it's wishing powers, he foolishly he uses it, not knowing of the dangers that come. Oh, Alfred, what have you done? AU

The rest of the story has been written out...I just need to type it out D:

This Old House: When Alfred discovered the house he knew he had to buy it. Too bad he never really thought about why it was left vacant for almost a century or about those footsteps in the empty halls, the feelings of being watched or about that picture of the little boy

Complete! :D

Wherever You Will Go: (This will be the Kink Meme Fill) When Matthew dies suddenly, Alfred can only watch as he begins to fall deeper and deeper into the pit of despair. He feels as if his life is nothing without Matthew and contemplates whether or not to end his own. His cycle of pain continues until he finds a little black bird in need of care who suspiciously has eyes the color of violet, the same as Matthew's own.

Chapter three is done and waiting to be posted. The rest of the story will be written out when I go on spring break in about two weeks.

Fallen Angel: This story has really changed a lot from when I first planned it. It is a sci-fi fic and will have neat little elements that I really don't want to disclose right now. Yeah...I'm trying to make it as epic as I can.

It's new and won't be posted until I finish The Monkey's Paw. Even then however, updates will be slow as I want to continue and finish either A Secret Hidden From You and Learning to Love and Be Loved before seriously working on it as it still isn't fully planned out yet.