Returning home for a year, Bella struggles both with chances lost and taken and what to do with the last one she'll ever have. It's more complicated than she'd ever imagined. Raw, realistic and messy, this isn't the typical JxB. Takes place 8 years after BD wedding.

Moving to Forks for her senior year, Bella finds a very different Jacob than her sunny, extroverted best friend of the past 17 summers. Taking the concepts of Twilight and spinning them with a dark realism and emotional depth, this is the tale of the havoc that Phasing wreaks on the Rez's young Pack, where youth evaporates in the fires of duty and even love is cursed.

Bella runs from her wedding after Jacob has been missing for months. She returns to Forks 2 1/2 years later a stronger, stable person, praying that Jacob needs her in his life as much as she needs him in hers.

Bella dreams of Jacob after she breaks his heart following the newborn battle. He is forced to leave town to protect her from a continuing threat, and the dreams continue. They are more than they appear. Rated M for lemons/violence. Won a Non-Canon Award for Best Lemon; runner up for Best Romance. Also nominated for JBNP, Energize WIP, and 5 Fandom Choice Awards.

This picks up right where New Moon left off. The threat of losing Jacob shakes some sense into Bella Swan. She finally realizes that what she felt for Edward was only fascination, and that love, REAL love, has been staring her in the face all along.