28.02.10 - HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
- so I suppose it was time to get off my ass and make a fanfiction (guess who caught a really really bad ear infection, ON THEIR BIRTHDAY?!)

Hmmm, where to begin? ..Hola Amigos! :D
..Sorry to burst your bubble but sadly im no Mexican! -_-

Watashi wa ni baka o ashite :)
nope, not Japanese either-.- ...but I do love a certain idiot very much so ;'):$

Anywaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.., about myself :)

Basic Information:

Name: Lil'Stressnut
Nationality: Welsh!
Relationship Status: Riding Solo :)
Date of Hatching: 28th February 1996
Age: 16
Mental Age: 5..
Quotation: Growing old is inevitable, growing up is optional
Problem with this? ima get my imaginary dinosaur to kick you.. in the butt!-.-

Appearance:

Eye Colour: Hazel.. brownish/greyish/green..?
Natural Hair Colour: Dark Brown
Current Hair Colour: Plum Red
Height: funsize!
Build: Slim/Average
Shoe Size: 3/4/5 ..depends on the shoe-.-
Righty or Lefty: Righty :)

Edumacation:

- Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry
• Defence Against the Dark Arts
• Advanced Witchcrafting Technics - Black Magic Development
• Care of Magical Creatures

Do You:

- Have a Strong Opinion: on most things, i guess so.
- Shower Daily: 'course.. squeaky clean me :)
- Smoke: ewwwwwwwwww, no!
- Drink Alcohol: occasionally.
- Believe in God: I guess so..
- Believe in Ghosts: there's got to be something supernatural out there... not sure about ghosts though.
- Believe in Aliens: yeah, we cant be the only living lifeforms in this sparkly universe!
- Like to Text: alooooooot :)
- Play an Instrument: the triangle and recorder.. badly want to learn the guitar though!
- Have any Piercings: ears.
- Have a Tattoo: nope.
- Hold Grudges: forgive, never forget.
- Like Winning: who doesn't?
- Have freckles: a few.
- Snore: no but when im nervous I talk in my sleep apparently?
- Wear Glasses: yes, they're big and geeky and have no lenses and I love them!
- Like roller coasters: I do! :D
- Think About the Price of Petrol: yeah, too high!
- Sleep With a Night Light: Oddly, yes. I'm scared of the dark..
- Want to Get Married: no, last legal form of slavery in my opinion.
- Miss Being a Little Kid: everyday.

Confession 1: I have made various facebook accounts for play dough people..
Confession 2: My room looks like a hurricane has passed through it.. destructive and overly messy.
Confession 3: I have an xbox clan called the Midget Midgetos... self explanatory.

Overall Comment:
- unphotogenic surreal imperfectionist trying her hardest to fit in with a messed up generation of teenagers :)

Any Last Words?
Do not be fooled by their cuteness! Midget Mexican Midgetos are going to take over the world and kick all your asses... mwahahahahahahha!

WARNING

- Inexperienced writer unleashed on line.
..do me an iddy bitty favour and leave a comment when your done stalking my page please? ..thankies! _

Sooooo.., currently in progress:-

- Lost In The Darkness
- The Last Dragon
- Evanescent

Preview:
Okay, so yeah I'll admit it, It's a lot easier to say you never cared, then to admit you were actually hurt... I guess sometimes its just easier to pretend everything's okay, but it doesn't really matter now if you "never meant to hurt me" because in the end it hurt just the same; you've broke my heart... yet again. But I cant think about those things any more. I've gotta move on. Because this, this is pointless... I had a heart of glass and you were careless enough to break it - Thanks a lot asshole :)

DUN DUN DUN! :O
Hope you enjoy reading my sh-- I mean, tremendously amazing stories! _

OTHER WEBSITE: Lil'Stressnuto.O - FictionPress.com ...please check it out! :D

WAIT! ..I seem to have forgotten something! o.O ...hmmmmmm, nope that's about it! :D

Lots of Love,
Lil'Stressnut.O.o

Walking this road,
Without you,
To remake forgotten promises and meet you at roads end.

Faded memories.
Reconstructed memories.
A dream - a dream of you,
In a world without you

The dream I see in the world without you,
Torn dream, like a memory from the far past,
I'd like to put it together,
With you...

A scattered dream that's like a far-off memory.
A far-off memory that's like a scattered dream.
I want to line the pieces up -
Yours and Mine.

- x

Small Realisations...

When I met you, something happened; I wanted to figure you out and unmask the mystery behind that smile that drew me closer to you.
When I knew you better, something happened; I wanted that very same smile to be reserved just for me.
When I was your girlfriend, something happened; I wanted no one else to be as close to me as you were.
When I trusted you, something happened; I wanted to tell you everything, because nothing could come between us.
When I loved you, something happened; I realised no one else could mean more to me then you did.
When I let you go, something happened; I realised love was blind, and I could never trust you again after you betrayed me.
When I hated you, something happened; I realised what we had meant nothing to you, because you gave my smile away to someone else.
When I hated myself, something happened; I realised I was filling my time with strangers meaningless kisses, that meant nothing compared to ours.
When I missed you, something happened; I realised I wanted nothing more then for you to look at me the same way you looked at her.
When I needed you, something happened; I realised you were always there for me and I confessed the mistakes I'd made trying to forget you.
When I became your friend, something happened; I realised how much I missed having you around and how we could never be the same as before.
When I trusted you again, something happened; I realised you were pretending to move on, and had missed me just as much.
And now your my best friend; I realised how foolish we'd been during the last year and couldn't imagine my life without you anymore.

Quotations!

Waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this drought - useless and disappointing Sam, A Cinderella Story.

Quite frankly my dear, I don’t give a damn Rhett Butler, Gone With The Wind.

The hardest challenge is to be yourself in a world where everyone is trying to make you be someone else E.E Cummings.

The greatest thing you’ll learn is to love, and be loved in return Ewan McGregor, Moulin Rouge.

You never know how strong you are until STRONG is your only choice - Years Gone By.

I had an adrenaline rush. Its very common, you can Google it! Edward, Twilight.

Do you remember when you told me I didn't see myself very clearly? - you obviously have the same blindness Bella, Twilight.

Look after my heart, I left it with you Edward, Twilight.

I’ve never seen anyone so prone to life-threatening idiocy Alice, New Moon.

I was just wondering why you stabbed him, not that I object Edward, Eclipse.

How strongly are you opposed to grand theft auto? Alice, New Moon.

Life sucks. Then you die Jacob Black, New Moon.

Without the dark we would never see the stars Bella, Twilight.

Your not going to let this go are you? - No - Then I hope you enjoy disappointment Edward and Bella, Twilight.

The outside world holds nothing for me without you Edward, New Moon.

You give me everything just by breathing - Edward, New Moon.

I don’t like this plan, it sucks Yuna, FFX-2.

Will you be with me until the end? - Not until the end…always Tidus and Yuna, FFX.

Disasterific Rikku, FFX-2.

The closer you are to the light the greater your shadow becomes Kingdom Hearts.

I’ll come back for you, I promise Sora, Kingdom Hearts.

But there’s another promise you made - a promise to someone you could never replace. She’s your light. The light within darkness. If you remember her… all the memories lost in the shadows of your heart will come into the light Namine, KHCOM.

“What are you making me choose now?” - Will you take the road to light …or darkness? - “Neither. I’m taking the middle road” - You mean the twilight road to nightfall? - “No. The road to dawn” KHCOM.

I am capable of really anything, I can cut you into pieces but my heart is broken Pink, Please Don’t Leave Me.

My status is gonna be affected if I keep it up like a lovesick crackhead Kesha, Your Love Is My Drug.

You cant feel anything that your heart don’t want to feel. I cant tell you something that ain’t real. Oh the truth hurts and lies worse. I cant like it anymore. And I loved you a litte less then before James Morrison, Broken Strings.

Running back through the fire, when there’s nothing left to say. Its like chasing the very last train when we both now its too late. Oh, it tears me up. I try to hold on but it hurts to much. I try to forgive but its not enough to make it all okay. James Morrison, Broken Strings.

But because truly being here is so much; because everything here apparently needs us, this fleeting world, which in some strange way keeps calling to us. Us, the most fleeting of all - Rainer Maria Rilke.

She smiled once. It was almost painful...She followed slowly, taking a long time, as though there were some obstacle in the way; and yet: as though, once it was overcome, she would be beyond all walking, and would fly - Going Blind, Rainer Maria Rilke.

Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you; you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for - Bob Marley.

If your not willing to sound stupid, you're not worthy of falling in love - A Lot Like Love.

I think I'd miss you, even if we'd never met - The Wedding Date.

He makes me melt like a Popsicle on the 4th of July - The Little Rascals.

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return - Moulin Rouge.

The truth is I gave my heart away a long time ago, my whole heart, and I never really got it back - Sweet Home Alabama.

It is not our abilities that make us who we are...it is our choices - Albus Dumbledore.

The brave may not live forever, but the cautious do not live at all - The Princess Diaries.

Let's go get the shit kicked out of us by love - Love Actually.

What if someone you never met, someone you never saw, someone you never knew was the only someone for you? - Sleepless In Seattle.

Love means never having to say you're sorry - Love Story.

Oh yes, the past can hurt. But the way I see it, you can either run from it, or... learn from it - Rafiki, The Lion King.

Hearts will never be practical until they can be made unbreakable - The Wizard Of Oz.

I have crossed oceans of time to find you - Dracula.

There are only four questions of value in life, Don Octavio. What is sacred? Of what is the spirit made? What is worth living for, and what is worth dying for? The answer to each is the same: only love - Don Juan DeMarco.

I would rather spend one lifetime with you than face all the ages of this world alone . Arwen, The Lord Of The Rings.

Do you ever put your arms out and just spin and spin and spin? Well, that's what love is like. Everything inside of you tells you to stop before you fall, but you just keep going - Practical Magic.

Some things are true whether you believe in them or not - City Of Angels.

I think of you, I dream of you, I conjure you up when I need you most. This is all I can do, but to me it isn't enough. It will never be enough, this I know, yet what else is here for me to do? If you were here, you would tell me, but I have been cheated of even that. You always knew the proper words to ease the pain I felt. You always knew how to make me feel good inside. Is it possible that you know how I feel without you? When I dream, I like to think you do. Before we came together, I moved through life without meaning, without reason. I know that somehow every step I took since the moment I could walk was a step toward finding you. We were destined to be together - Nicholas Sparks, Message in a bottle.

My dearest friend, if you don't mind... I'd like to join you by your side. Where we can gaze into the stars and sit together, now and forever. For it is plain, as anyone can see. We're simply meant to be - Jack and Sally, Nightmare Before Christmas.

The greatest trick the Devil ever pulled was convincing the world he didn't exist - The Usual Suspects.

Me? I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw, I'm scared of what I did, of who I am, and most of all I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life the way I feel when I'm with you - Baby, Dirty Dancing.

I would rather fight with you than make love to anyone else - The Wedding Date.

Take love, multiply it by infinity and take it to the depths of forever.. and you still have only a glimpse of how I feel for you - Meet Joe Black.

I'm rich! Isn't that what you wanted? Aren't we happy now? Don't you understand that everything I do, I do it for you? Anything that might be special in me... is you - Great Expectations.

"Your the most selfish person in the world!", "Now thats just silly, have you met every single person in the world?" - Two Weeks Notice.

You wear a mask for so long, you forgot who you were beneath it - V For Vendetta.

They say, when you meet the love of your life, time stops, and that's true. What they don't tell you is that when it starts again, it moves extra fast to catch up - Big Fish.