Fangirl. Basically sums it up.

Maybe if I'm lucky, a golden ray of light will burst through my window and inspire me to write something brilliant. (You know it just took me four tries to write "write")

Man what I wouldn't give for a nice cup of ramen...

I think I want to make a manga. But do you know how FREAKING LONG it would take someone like myself to do it? It'd basically be a never-ending process. There's drawing it, and inking it, coming up with characters and a good plot... scanning it, cleaning it all up, then I don't even know how I would post it. And there's also getting the paper for it and making boxes. I absolutely loathe taking forever on things, and it takes me long enough to do sketches!

I'll just have to think about what to do...