You're the echoes of my everything
...I love you. However...

- Motion City Soundtrack

Beyond these walls, I can feel you.
But I don't feel for you anymore.

Why do I write?

Because it's not a hobby. It's a way of life.

Writing may be a form of schizophrenia but it's probably one of the most common cures of stress or cynicism that God has handed to us. If some of use who write constantly didn't have this output, the world may be in need of more mental hospitals. Especially if you (for example) find yourself with people who you don't trust (anymore or always) or have all these thoughts running around your head like the Tasmanian Devil, killing every other coherent thought.

Worlds beyond the barriers of logic are my favorite kind because I mean, would you want a world where murderers are hunted down until caught or a world where if you don't have enough evidence, they walk? Just knowing that the worlds of Graceling (Kristin Cashore), The Mortal Instruments (Cassandra Clare), Sunshine (Robin McKinley), The Seer and the Sword (Victoria Hanley), Wicked Lovely (Melissa Marr), FullMetal Alchemist, Tsubasa RESERvoir Chronicles's multiple worlds and hundreds others could maybe exist somewhere across the planes of this world, it just makes me wanna jump around like a Mexican Jumping Bean.

What makes me want to write so very much?

The very fact that it calls to my blood like Krispy Kremes do.

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thirtieth.day.of.the.ninth.month.of.the.year.two.thousand.and.ten.

My dearest readers,

Writing here has been a magical journey. I've been here for close to three years and I can't help but want to thanks each and everyone of you for all your support. I've had the most fun writing and chronicling all the not-going-to-happen stories of the Gakuen Alice characters for all this time and really, it's been a dream. I have also got to thank all of you for the gracious replies to my work, even though reading it now makes me want to gut myself with a knife.

Several times over.

Unfortunately, it's gone. That spark to write about characters-not-my-own has wiltered and reading it now, I can't find that train that used to barrel into me with all this inspiration. I can't write for them anymore because that train has left me to go find someone else. I know, I'm quoting Elizabeth Gilbert but yeah. So, it's this or that - I am either going to get run over with that train or I am going to find another one. I sincerely hope you all understand and feel free to message me! Writing for all you, for this site has really helped me start living the real dream - writing my own stories. I hope all of you writers out there make it and be brave to post your own stories here. I am still writing and you can visit my blog (link above!). I thank all of you again and again for your readership and encouragement.

Yeah, I know I sound really stupid and formal but that's the only way I know how to tell you guys. So thanks again and keep loving them characters. Natsume's still my boy and Mikan's still my girl but I'm moving out of the Academy.

Cheers,

B.C.

P.S. I'm still reading the manga :)