Haha, I can't get over how weird my avatar looks, but it's the only recent pic I have of myself sadly.

Wow, I haven't logged on to this website for almost 4 years...anyway I graduated last year and now I'm heading to college soon to become a graphic designer. My favorite show since I was 12 (i'm 19 now) has been Naruto, of course I've seen many others, but no other has ever kept my interest for long. My cheating alcoholic father committed suicide a few months ago. I wasn't very close to my father, him and my mother split up finally when I was 13. I didn't stop talking to my father though until he tried fighting for custody of my little brother, out of all people in the world, I'm closest to my little brother, even though he's 4 years younger than me, and now a lot taller, I still feel the need to protect him. To top off the many wonderful things that have happened to me, I lost my baby when I was 17. I never meant to get pregnant but when I did the thought didn't scare me so much as fill me with unbelievable excitement, I understand now why my mother loves me so much, even though I never got to hold my baby. I loved the father as well, he reminded me of my favorite anime character of the past 7 years, Itachi. I don't mean he looked exactly like him, he had black hair and an average build but that was about it as far as similar looks went. It was more his silent/smirky kinda personality that reminded me of him. I never told him though that's the original reason I began liking him haha. I'm happy to say we didn't break up on bad terms, even when I told him I was pregnant he didn't run away. Half a year ago I took my little brother and move halfway across the US to help my grandmother through my fathers death, she was the one who found him, I can only imagine how much it hurt her. I don't know why I felt like sharing these things, I guess I'm just feeling upset right now. I'm sure a lot of you don't care, but maybe some of you have had similar experiences and feel alone and like no one else understands you. I'm always happy to share advice or just be there for you if you feel you need someone to talk to.

lol, Here's me 4 years ago~

"Ok, I don't like to talk about myself so i'll make this as simple as posible. I'm really an angel most the time but sometimes i'm sure you would rather be in hell or some place close to that rather than be around me. Well that pretty much is the best way to describe me, well exept for the hundreds of details I left out but as I told you I don't like talking about my self.

There, short and sweet"

Kinda fun to see how much you've changed :)