Triune Prophet,

About me:

I am a 20 year old college student trying to work out work, school, and love. "Failing at the last" I have dark brown hair almost considered black by this point. My eyes are also a deep brown. I am 6'4" and male. Cali boy all the way, although not a real Cali boy, I don't surf, land sports are more fun.

Hobbies:
I enjoy sports both watching and playing, I play - Volley Ball, Tennis, Baseball, Basketball, Football, Soccer (Goalie). I enjoy video games and poorly rocking out on my guitar. (Been playing under three month) Read some manga but not as much anymore.

Influence:
My brother is my greatest inspiration. He can write better then anyone I have ever met. My Family as well as My extended family that live from my street to Georgia.

Contact Info:
The best way to contact me is by IM'ing me at my AIM account which is "TriuneProphet". You can also E-mail me at Dezerteagl@aol.com

Quotes By Me:
"Friends claim a piece of your heart whether you wish it or not. So be careful who you let take your heart. They may just crush it." and
"As soon as a good deed needs acknowledgment it ceases to be anything but a petty excuse for attention."

I'm Sorry

I'm sorry
that I bought you roses
to tell you that I like you

I'm sorry
that every moment with you was special for me
but just a way to pass the time for you.

I'm sorry
that every word you spoke was taken to hear.
While every word I spoke was taken lightly

I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk

I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants

I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised

I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"

I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not a jerk

I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things

I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club

I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you then just screw you
like some random guy.

I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date

I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with another guy

I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,
but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend

I'm sorry
If I start not being there because it hurts being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new jerk comes around

I'm sorry
If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work

I'm sorry
that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along.

I'm sorry
If you read this and know somebody like this
but don't care

But most of all

I'm sorry
For not being sorry anymore

I'm sorry
That you can't accept me for who I am

I'm sorry
I can never do anything right, and nothing that I do is good
enough to make it in your world.

I'm sorry
I caught your boyfriend with another girl and told you about it, I thought that was what friends were for...

I'm sorry
That I told you I loved you and actually meant it.

I'm sorry
That I talked to you for nine hours on Thanksgiving when your boyfriend was threatening you instead of spending time with my family.

I'm Sorry
That I cared

I'm sorry
that I listen to you at night talking about how you wish you could have done something different.

Ladies always complain and gripe to their friends that there is never any good guys out there, and they always end up with assholes who mistreat them. Well ladies, next time you're complaining, maybe look up to see who you're complaining to, maybe that special someone is right there hanging on your every word as usual, screaming in his head "Why won't you give me a chance?"
Because the person you are usually searching for is right by you.

If you're a guy and you agree with this letter, copy and paste into your profile as 'I'm sorry'

If You're one of the FEW girls with enough BALLS to copy and paste this into your profile, and you would never make your guy feel this way, copy and paste into your profile as 'Girls Don't Realize These Things'

Girl Next Door by - Christopher J Pepitone

1. A friend who you can confide in, and I mean anything is safe to tell them.

2. A girl without dating or even considering dating at first, makes you want to rescue them.

whether the issue is small or grande

3. She seems to get you even when your holding everything as far away from her as you can, because you think it would hurt her to get to close

4. She sees through your bullshit but has a great time because of the bullshit you throw at eachother.

5. Teasing her ends up biting you in the ass because she knows your humor and can throw it right back at you.

6. When your in the darkest moment, for some reason their smile, makes the world bright even without a glimpse of the sun.

7. Happiness above your own, no matter how sappy it may be to say, “Even if it’s not with me.” The fact of the matter is, if you feel it, then it shouldn’t be sappy.

8. A girl who will hold you through the dark times and late nights, when that girl who just crushed your last shred of hope in relationships.

9. The girl who can pick up the broken pieces of your shattered heart and still see it as a whole treasure, while convincing you it’s beautiful as well.

And number 10.

10. The girl you don’t even notice but when you do, she becomes the girl you sit back watching, madly in love with, even though there is only a 0.001 chance in your mind that she would ever go out with you, yet you still watch, and feel like every moment is the wrong moment to take the chance. Every moment would ruin everything you've built. Yet your fear locks you in place. The odds are better than you think sure, but convincing yourself of that is impossible. Having the guts to take that chance... I guess that’s really what’s needed.