If you are reading this, then welcome to the inside of my miiind! O.O Hehe.

You want updates of my stories and such, go to the very bottom for the latest update - it's right above where you find my stories and choose and such

Sci-fi is life.

I'm always looking to improve my writing: so if you can help, don't hesitate to voice in a review or whatever :)
Constructive criticism is what I'm looking for - I wanna be really good at writing one day, but right now, I'm sort of a beginner.

I used to have SO much here but I decided to delete half of it, considering I am much more mature now than I was years ago. I'm still very much a geek - and not afraid to show it, but it was just getting too long here.
Key things
I am obssessed with Doctor Who and have a lot of strong opinions considering many things.
- Female Doctor? Heck no! There's Romana for a reason. Seriously, literally could write a book how amazing she is and is basically the female version of The Doctor yet still her own character. Seriously though! ROMANA! Also add to the fact that I'm sick of women being slapped into what used to be a male role and calling it "a strong female character." Um, excuse me? Woman are awesome on their own! We don't need to imitate what men have done in the past! NO! #CreateNotSlap
Add to the fact that there really isn't many male role models like The Doctor. I mean, why take that away? Why slap a female into a very unique male character and call it a day? What if one does that to an action hero that's female? Would you view the same way, considering there's not many female action heroes? I honestly think that, you, the reader of this, wouldn't do that. Can you imagine the outcry?
Then why insist on it for The Doctor to just tick an imaginary box? Leave The Doctor male cause goodness knows we need male characters like him, considering the amount of male action heroes we have. Hence why I bring up Romana. She is answer.

- River as a strong female role model? Haha, no... She's condescending to The Doctor and even says he's a psychopath like her - I kid you not! You can find that near the end of The Angels Take Manhattan. He may be mad, but he's not that; he's more of a maverick, like Romana says in Gallifrey: Intervention Earth. And the "marriage" I view as them playing house, nothing more - a glorified version of house that is: like they come together, play house as husband and wife, then depart their separate ways. Zero chemistry between her and The Doctor though one could argue for the 12th and her: they seem more mature. I'll give you that cause I'm not blind to the obvious. The 11th? Haha, no...

- Rose? HA! She treated Mickey like dirt and is praised for being a strong female role model. How is treating someone like dirt AND ignoring them in front of their face view as something to look up to? And she's quite selfish and don't get me started on her jealous rages. She's fine in Series 1 (for the most part) but Series 2... *facepalms* The actress is awesome playing The Moment though: that was a nice surprise in the 50th.

- And Big Finish IS cannon; I can argue with you on that all day. #NightOfTheDoctor
- Doctor Who is different: usually British shows one can interchange the word "series" with "season" and it's fine. But did you know the Classics used the word "season" instead? It hasn't always been "series," which is why I'm quite insistent (in a light manner, of course) about Whovians using the right term. Series 1 = Season 27 while Season 1 = Season 1 with Hartnell (and not Eccleston). The Classics are SO not gonna get ignored on my watch!

I'm in many fandoms - specifically sci-fi - but I mainly write for Harvest Moon, considering you can do SO much with it.

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Now here are my fan fics so far:

Something To Do: Bored, Claire decides to calculate when the festivals in MFoMT are in real life. Two unexpected guests come to her house.
*related to A Secret Not So Secret but not in storywise; this gives the dates in the actual game and such in real life; how I did it: I used the equinox thingy for the 1st of Spring (in real life), etc. then I counted from there; so say in game Spring 14 - times 14 by 3 you get 42 and then count 42 days from the 1st day of Spring in real life; sciencey stuff lol!; the dates are an estimation... and really, I may "adjust" some of the dates and such in A Secret Not So Secret cause... I dunno... to spread things out *shrugs* I'll wing it x)*

A Secret Not So Secret: "N-no w-way! I can't believe it!-" Mineral Town, a town located on an island far from normal. Claire moved there, not expecting romance or any surprises. She didn't even expect to find things that she thought didn't exist in the real world, little did she know that there's a lot more to the island than she had originally concluded: fiction would take a whole new meaning to her. [work in progress]
*my likes play a BIG role in this, cause I can xD; lots of references; it does start of slow (and is to some extent), but it definitely gets interesting, so stick with it (and give it a chance); it is a Graire story, but it's slow: I didn't wanna rush things; there are other pairings as well; based on one of my daydreams - the basic storyline follows what I made up, but since I'm messed up I changed the details lol; oh, and it's done according to OUR time, not the games - hence the slowness? of it*

Dishes: Dishes... ugh! I didn't know exactly why I hated them so much, since I love to clean; but I guess even with unpleasant things - not just dishes, by the way - something good can happen, something totally unexpected, something that I wouldn't even have thought of. And it all started with Jack of all people. A one-shot which morphed into a three-shot.
*Told from Ann's point of view; it's a Jack/Ann fic - they are an awesome couple!!! There should be more fics about them!! It's a one-shot that morphed into a three-shot lol; and a story which doesn't seem to be popular since not many people read it *shrugs* maybe it's the couple - I personally love these 2 together :3*

Memories of My Chair: Little theory on Oswin Oswald from "The Asylum of the Daleks"; so definitely *spoilers* up ahead to those who haven't seen it. Come in and read at your own risk. *may change summary in the future.
*Didn't expect a great reception to it, but surprisingly people liked it - thanks every one of you out there :3*

Letting Go: Marlin prepares himself for asking the big question...
*Heck, I don't really know what else to write up there - just know that it's a Jill/Marlin one-shot and a contest entry with "leafs" being the theme*

Hide and Seek the Bowtie: The Doctor realized something he should have a long time ago
*Oh my goodness... this one was a flop: NO reviews on it .-. ehh, don't matter: wasn't the greatest and was sort of on the silly side*

Before It's Too Late: Related to A Secret Not So Secret: takes place around chapter 17-18
*Too lazy to write the full summery here lol*

The Hermit And The Farmer: Sick and tired of the mundane city life, Claire impulsively moves onto a farm, located in the quaint little Mineral Town. Her life will never be the same, especially not after she is informed about a hermit living around. Just exactly who is this hermit? *least on my list to update, though I do know where I'm going with it*

The Rapid Raindrops: After fleeing for his life from a planet, The Doctor arrives on yet another planet, one which he never freely chose. There, he meets interesting people like a peddler and... but when he is forced one night to stay indoors due to circumstances outside, he finds out that even the simple things are complicated. This summary will be changed once I find better words to type out here. *still on my mind but again, least on my list to update*

The Woman In The Shop: "The woman in the shop wrote it down. It's a help line, isn't it? She said it's the best help line out there. In the universe, she said." "What woman? Who was she?" "I don't know. The woman in the shop." This story visits the time Clara met 'the woman in the shop,' amongst other stuff. Read at your own risk. *kind of disappointed with what they ended up going with; really wished this was so, or at least something like this, but that's probably because I really want her to return*

Why Can't We Be Friends?: They say the third time is the charm. Ha, not in my case... *basically my feelings of recent events (2015, October)*
*may even add another chapter of it to reflect in the story my feelings on the matter currently.

Ya know - I'm considering on doing a Doctor Who/Stargate crossover or just a Doctor Who or just a Stargate or even all 3 ideas lol! Whatever I decide, I'm really REALLY considering on putting my made up Ancient in it as well: and yes, she is unlike the rest of her people - like I mean WAY off; she's quite rebellious! :P So those who know Stargate might go o.O at her or simple hate her lol but like I said, she's TOTALLY unlike the rest; so expect her to act non-Ancienty if that makes any sense. (and of course, I'll be adding some romance involving her) And also expect some non-Ancient tech too (and yes, some maybe inspired by other sci-fi shows lol) cause well, like I said, she is TOTALLY not like the rest of her people.

Upcoming Fics:

A Lost in Blue one for sure! Though not sure what storyline per say -- may base it off of Lost in Blue: Shipwrecked.

I would like to do another Harvest Moon, a long one specifically, featuring Jack and Ann. There really needs to be more fics of them! Not Ann and Cliff or Jack and Mary but JACK AND ANN!! They are epic together! And I refuse for them to be with anybody else lol! The first one may be based on the classic story The Prince and the Pauper.

Oh, planning to do a Jack and Claire fic - BUT! It's a sibling one lol I don't like ones where they are a couple - it's just not my tastes... But it'll be about... hmm, I guess you can say long lost siblings? Claire doesn't know who her parents are and has no idea that she has a brother. Meanwhile, Jack finds out that he has a sister and goes out to find her. Need to work out the details though. :P But like that. :)
Ooo, for this one, I am SOOO considering on during a sci-fi twist on this with Claire's character and maybe even Jack's... though not sure on his. lol, I need a life! :P hehe, gotta love my sci-fi :D ...but maybe I won't do a sci-fi twist and just do something different. Like lots of lots of drama, maybe hurt, maybe angst - like that. Idk, I'll wing it X)

Alright: since I recently watched Firefly and all this story will be inspired by it: there is this brother and sister in Firefly, right? Well, their story will sort of influence my Harvest Moon one with... Jack and Claire being brother and sister! :) Cause well, you all know I'm a sucker for brother and sister stories lol

Sort of a rich guy, poor girl story... sort of: you'll know what I mean when I get around to it - again, Harvest Moon. Most likely Claire and Gray but will include other pairings.

Claire gets raped and moves to Mineral Town - yeah, not exactly the most happiest story lines here: I will try to insert my humor in it when it is deemed appropriate: but I will warn you: it WILL deal with controversial themes. May give her a brother in it too though it's not in stone yet.

Alright - THIS idea is SOOOO asking to be done and I am going to do it eventually. Okay, you know how there is a character named Romana in AWL/AnWL? Well, there's another character with the same exact name in Doctor Who - yup, you guessed it; MAJOR cross-over for this one. Heck, a prequel for this one may come out as well. Don't know details but lets just say that I am pumped for it all!

Another Doctor Who/Harvest Moon cross-over: it will be like the show how The Doctor picks up a companion but ever so once in a while they will come back to her town (may have a reason for that but I'm not sure). Most likely there will be NO romance between her and The Doctor: she may have a boyfriend but she is SOOO not treating him like Rose did with hers - Rose was cruel to him... one reason why I don't really like her. I may give her the some traits of Romana in her - you know, treating The Doctor as HER companion (cause that's what Romana did lol)

Jenny and Romana in Doctor Who meet! Don't know the details but I'm soo doing this cause these two are SO some of my fav characters in the show - ROMANA IS AWESOME!!!

Another theory on Oswin Oswald - it's similar to my other theory but at the same time it's not - you will see once and if I write/post it :) (not sure if I'll write it though...)

This one is a HUGE iffy cause the category isn't even on this site: I may just hold off indefinitely, considering it's a main goal of mine - trust me: this movie series NEEDS to be remade either in the form of movies or a TV show: it can do both well, if done right and I would love to be the one who does. And the way it ended... well, lets just say it's asking for a continuation lol

And many other ideas!

UPDATES*
NOTE: I do delete updates when they are obsolete so to say -- if that makes sense.

Days to remember: November 15, 2012 (sometime around 11AM), Minnie, my cat, died. RIP, my Dittle Min Min.

Please keep this in mind that my job now really eats up my time. I do the very best I can do - that's all one can do. Plus, there's been some really stressful things happening in my life... that doesn't help either... and now I go to university...

Sept 4, 2014
Well, well, well... I've got nothing here.
Things really REALLY have been crazy. Still at my job - full time too. And looking to finally start college at some point. Difficult stuff happening at home too, but nothing I can't handle, though I will admit it's very hard at times. I really do apologize for my lack of activity here. It's just... well, you know: things. Whether good or bad, things always get in the way. I AM done FINALLY OH MY GOODNESS - finally done chapter 20 of ASNSS and I hope to upload it really shortly: just as soon as I'm done cleaning up some stuff here on my profile and even the little author notes in the story cause since then I have really matured.

June 4, 2015
Yup! It's 3AM at the moment... which is totally not relevant. Almost a year later... totally not my fault! D:
I've been busy! With going to university now, work, and juggling TV. Not to mention - here comes my love life - trying my absolute hardest to get over a crush who has a stupid girlfriend. One thing is for sure: GREAT WRITING MATERIAL! But still... ehhhh, he choose 2nd rate. I know my worth :)
I have a bit more free time than before; however, I have SO much TV to catch up in that writing will be scarce. But I am trying and that's all that matters. I have lots of story ideas and those ideas really don't go away. They stick with me till I write them completely! So just bear with me.

October 8, 2015
Almost 4AM and I decide to update this ol' thing...
University is CRAZY!!! I get hardly any free time to do anything - and when I do, I have to catch up in like a zillion shows that I couldn't watch due to school work, leaving me with no free free time to write! I did get some done tonight though... then I got distracted with Facebook...
Oh, I'm even friends with my crush on Facebook which is like awesome - well, what's more awesomer is the fact that he and his girlfriend broke up recently. Maaaybe I have a chance now? Who knows. And quite frankly, who cares. My gut's always told me that we probably would never work out to begin with -- and besides, I have myself and university to think about. I know this: I won't be against the idea of a relationship with him. The ball really technically is in his court: he knows I like him but that won't stop me from hinting.
...Sorry, I guess I needed to get that out! I'm gonna try to get writing (which I'm stuck on) for ASNSS as soon as I can but I can't make any promises. I know what I want to do - what direction to take - I just don't know some of the order I want to do it in. I know what plots I want to convey though and boy are they dandy XD

December 9, 2015
Instead of studying of a Calculus exam this Saturday, I am here... I regret nothing.
But in all seriousness, I REALLY want to update my long fic. Believe it or not, I still know the direction I'm taking it in. Shocker, right? Though, I have always struggled on the order of events for the fall I'm going to write... so... but I simply am swamped lately. Drama in my life - which I SO hope is over. I'm trying to move on: I just hope said person does to and leaves me alone, since I'll be leaving him alone. But whatever. Exams are coming up so... I'll try to get some writing it but NO guarantee there. I'm also gonna enter a contest at my campus for writing so there's that. Basically, if you've read Why Can't We Be Friends? you have a gist of what this contest piece will be about - only this time, it's in outer space and completely original (but no law saying I can't reference something scifi) XD
So that's what's up. I'm trying here people. Really, I am. But I'm only human. Take care everyone and have a wonderful holiday (whatever you celebrate, if you celebrate at all).

June 25, 2016
Yeah, I got nothing: I have NO excuses other than the fact that I didn't expect University to eat my time like it has/does. I mean, I thought I would get some writing done, right? HA! I have gone to the upcoming chapter for ASNSS but I'm sort of stuck. Like I know where I'm going with it but I also second guess and debate. Folks, I am trying here and I do thank you for your patience - especially to those who basically have followed from the beginning. It means so much to me and gives me a huge confident boost to see people read it and review it. Y'all so amazing!
If you are wondering about the situation back in 2015 October and even December - that ship has sailed. The guy not only stopped following my Instagram but also unfriended me on Facebook. I mean, talk about mature... well, don't matter. 100% DONE with him. If I never see him again it would be too soon. I don't say this often about people (cause I really don't like curse words/vulgar language) but he really is an asshole - you have to REALLY PISS me off to earn that title from me. I mean, WHAT IS SO WRONG WITH WANTING TO BE FRIENDS?? Maybe "confessing" to him wasn't a good idea waaaaay back but whatever: some people are just not mature enough to move forward.
Sorry for the rant, guys... Oh, but I am gonna enter this contest from Big Finish (they do Doctor Who audios) so very pumped! I hope that momentum will continue into ASNSS! Fingers crossed! And thank you amazing people! :D

May 2, 2017
Yup... I don't know what to say other than sorry...? University has really grabbed me by the hair, dragging me through life... This summer, though, I am taking an English course so hopefully this will motivate me to write for ASNSS cause goodness knows... it's practically been TWO FREAKING YEARS SINCE I UPDATED!! SO wasn't the plan! So. I am hoping to get some writing done this summer... but don't hold your breaths on this. Just know that I'm gonna try really really hard!
Update-ish: I did actually entered that Big Finish contest waaaaay back when... didn't win though. I am hoping they do that again this year. I kind of know what I want to do - perhaps in relation to The Rapid Raindrops -- like The Rapid Raindrops would, obviously, take place after the contest one I wanna do. We shall see.

June 30, 2017
The Nimon be praised! Updated ASNSS - so yay! Let's see if I can keep that momentum up now.

May 5, 2019
Wow. I still get my emails of when someone likes my stories etc. But wow. Longest hiatus ever...
Life happens...?
So, a general update on me: still working on uni and working and even working on cosplays. I'm going to have to reread ASNSS for me to continue. Believe it or not, where I wanted to go with it is still very much in my head. It should be: I've had like 100s of day dreams of it many years ago. Stuff like that just doesn't go away.
More on my personal life: think back to like 2015/2016. You can read my raw thoughts above. I'm a lot older now. I'm still don't understand some things - and probably will never understand tbh. But I am glad it happened - or more specifically, glad I was able to convey my feelings and thoughts. Though, that being said, I know I could have handled everything a bit more gracefully and just differently in my reaction specifically. You learn in life and that's all anyone can really do. So yeah: my only regret is not being clearer from a very early point. Have no idea if he has ever peaked on here. If so, then hi...?
Bottom line: I'm at the point of my life where I just don't care what people think anymore... well, not nearly as much as before. Obviously, one cares to an extent. I think anybody who can't acknowledge this is delusional with themselves. So if the guy wants to be friends, I'll be open to it but I initially will have to be reserved for the sake of not experiencing that hurt I did all those years ago. But if you become my friend, you have me as a friend for life. That is a promise. I just thought I should at least write this down somewhere. Whether if ever knows this *shrugs* again, I'm open but I'm not gonna initiate how I used to.
Anyways, I'm going to try to reread ASNSS but do not hold your breaths on this. What has been delaying this is the fact I know I'll be cringing at the beginning of the story cause I at least wrote it like 7 years ago. And I have changed so much. So much...