This profile is extremely boring, so I'm going to fill it up with my favorite things.

Songs: Single Ladies, Beyonce; I Told You So, Carrie Underwood; White Horse, Taylor Swift; Heartless, Kanye West; I Can't Decide, Scissor Sisters; Live Your Life, T.I. feat. Rihanna; Diva, Beyonce; Cleanin' Out My Closet, Eminem; In the Arms of the Angel, Sarah McLachlan; Runaway Love, Ludacris feat. Mary J. Blige.

Anime: Naruto; Inuyasha; Bleach.

Manga: Death Note.

Characters: Shikamaru (Naruto); Sakura (Naruto); Sesshoumaru (Inuyasha); Byakuya (Bleach); Hitsugaya (Bleach); Mello (Death Note); Matt (Death Note); Miroku (Inuyasha); Sango (Inuyasha); Ulquiorra (Bleach).

Here are some things that kind of surprise me (but have been proven true):

I apparently like anime guys with silver hair. Sesshoumaru, Hidan, Hitsugaya, Near...

Also I'm a pedophile, since several guys I've obsessed with are under the age of 18. Most prominently the lovely citizens of Konoha. Let's see: Sasuke, Naruto, Sai, Shikamaru, Neji, Gaara, Kankuro, need I go on?

I really, really like this guy I work with (and I think he's figured it out). I'll update you soon on how that's turning out. As of Sunday, March 29th, things are getting confusing, cause apparently he's talking to my best friend about me and neither one of them will tell me what about, and all she's telling me is that he has to tell me himself and that he wants her to tell me and she doesn't know why he doesn't want to and I'm starting to freak out!

I'm the kind of person that bottles up their emotions until they blow up and then they all come pouring out at once. I don't work with this guy for the next few days, so I'm giving him until next time we work together to tell me what's going on (my friend says he'll probably want us to be alone, great -rolls eyes-). And if he doesn't... I'm gonna be super pissed at him. I'm not talking to him right now, and he knows it.

And I found out that one of the things I love about him is his smile. It just brightens up my whole day when he gives me a genuine smile. He's kind of anti-social, so seeing him smile because of something stupid I said or did (even if it's embarrassing) makes me feel all tingly inside. But now it's like he's avoiding me for some reason, and I just want him to talk to me. I don't care if he tells me that he doesn't like me back. I'm a big girl, I can handle it (unlike middle school when I cried for a week when this guy I liked laughed in my face). I just want to know; I don't want to be left hanging, wondering whether or not he likes me back.

My friend knows, but she isn't spilling (again with the "he needs to tell you himself"). So here I am at midnight, wondering if I'm going to dream about him again like I have been for the past three days (since he first confronted me). And I'm not working with him again until at least Wednesday, maybe Thursday or Friday. Am I gonna dream about him every night until he finally tells me? If he doesn't, I'm going to crack, and he's going to have to deal with a very pissed off, probably drowning in tears, female. Sounds like fun, right?

Another thing I love about him is his sense of humor. I can do something so embarrassing that it would make someone cringe, and he just laughs it off like no big deal. Maybe it's because I do the same thing. I just laugh it off, and I think he likes the fact that I'm comfortable with myself not to turn red and take off like most girls. Then again, I'm not like most girls in many aspects. And he can say something so simple and he knows that it will make me laugh. He likes to make me laugh, I think.

And he's started getting a bit more... physical, you could say? Of course, this was before I got mad at him and started avoiding him at all costs. He was messing with my jeans, claiming that they looked skin tight when they really weren't. My most ticklish spot is behind my knees, and he attacks me there all the time (this is not new, though). What's different is that he lingers even after he stops trying to floor me (which is what happens when anybody touches me behind the knees). And if I grab his hands to get him to stop, he used to pull away instantly but he lingers or pulls away slowly now.

We have an office chair in the back room (only one), and there's this rolling cart thing that we use to put the food in the fridge at night, and I use that to sit on most of the time. One day he grabbed for my knees and I grabbed his wrists to stop him, and he pulled me into his lap. Well... he tried. I didn't want to embarrass myself, so I hit the floor - painfully - instead. And we used to sit almost three feet apart, but now (before I got pissed at him), I'm in kicking range of him. Why? Because he insults me a lot, even though he's only joking around, and I retaliate by kicking him. I'm so glad he doesn't kick me back. He wears iron-toed boots.

Do I need to go on or is it obvious enough that I really like this guy? -desperate-