about me...well...were to start...

i am concidered a verry'disturbed' person. i love to read, and write, i am also quite prone to art and poetry...i am (as the name sugests) a cutter, si, self harmer...whatever, you call it what you want...it makes no diffrence to me.

though i am trying to stop, it's pretty hard. i'm not into drugs, alchohol or any other self harmful substances or actions...other than cutting, ana, and mia...if u don't know what theese are...then look them up...or u can ask...but i'm too lazy to type them now.

i've been a cutter for over a year (not verry long huh?), i've tried to stop nine diffrent times, and the most i've EVER gone without my 'kisses from my blade' is about a month

i've (luckily) only been institutionalised once...which sucked by the way...

and over all i'm just a depressed, lonley girl despretly looking for some way to vent my feelings...without hurting myself...lol, that sounds despreate and pathetic...but who cares, it's the truth, that's why i write, i figure that it's better to write about it than do it, so why not vent in a non harmfull way?

hobbies?...well, while they're listed above, i have nothing better to do, so why not. reading wrtitng,watching my fav shows, listening to my fav music, and over all pleasing my 'rabid readers'...not that i actually have any, but maybe i will eventually...oh well...

what else can i blaber on obout...hmmmm... well, if anyone has ne story sugestions or challenges or requests i'll do some short stories. mostly i write boring stuff about the lives of the depressed, self harming,abused, ans psycotic...but i can write happy endings...mayb...