I am a fourteen year old wiccan with an obbession fanfiction,books,movies,and TV.

This will come up in a lot in a new story.

No flaming me for what I believe in.

Bastet and Anubis are my home god and goddess.

Month one

Mommy
I am only 8 inches long
but I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat
is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two

Mommy
today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
you could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three

You know what Mommy
I'm a boy!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don't like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too
and I cry with you even though
you can't hear me.

Month Four

Mommy
my hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
but I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
and stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five

You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I'm not a baby.
I am a baby Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what's abortion?

Month Six

I can hear that doctor again.
I don't like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can't get away from it!
Mommy! HELP me!

Month Seven

Mommy
I am okay.
I am in Bastet's arms.
She is holding me.
She told me about abortion.
Why didn't you want me Mommy?

Every Abortion Is Just . . .

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

If you're against abortion, re-post this and if you almost cryed post this in your profile

Can any fangirl of charmed think of what would have happened if Charlett had aborted Melinda.

I want to seriously kill Edward Cullen for wanting to kill Renesme.(If you are seething with rage and indignity go back and read the full sentence.)

Fanfiction is acting wierd.It is cutting stuff out of my stories and I'm tring to get them edited.I'm not going to upload anymore stories for the moment,but I am working on a couple of Ideas.

I am the girl that sits quietly in class, knowing the answer but afraid to speak

I am the girl that wishes to be mean, or snappy, or be cold at times but is stuck being nice to everything

I am the girl that quietly watches her crush afraid to speak

I am the girl that's curious about everything, that sits alone without her friends, who is always buried in a book

I am the girl that locks away her secrets, is afraid of abandonment, and loneliness

I am the girl that says yes, that's fine, ok, sure to everything people say

I am the girl that is nothing without her friends

ON THE OTHER HAND...

I am the girl that yells and protests to her friends and family

I am the girl that's always full of energy and has a smile everyday

I am the girl that picks up every text message at the most 2 min after it's sent

I am the girl that jumps all over the place, and cheers people on

I am the girl that yells and shouts when I'm outside

I am the girl that yell and tortures her little sister when I'm annoyed

I am the girl that joins in on gossip and crushes

I am the girl that sings and dances when no one's watching

I am the girl of two different personalities...

Quotes

A true friend is someone who sees the pain in your eyes when everyone believes your smile

If you live to be 100 I hope to live to a day before 100 so I never have to live without you

We are best friends, remember, if you fall, I'll pick you up...After I finish laughing

Friendship is not about who was there the longest, It's about who came and never left

No matter what I do, I always forget to forget you.

Are your friends true?

Fake Friends-Never ask for food

True friends- Are the reason you have NO food

Fake friends- call your parents Mr. or Mrs.

True friends- call them MOM DAD

Fake friends- have never seen you cry

True friends- cry with you

Fake friends- borrow your stuff for a few days but give it back

True friends- take you stuff for so long that they forget it's yours

Fake friends- know you well

True friends- can write a book about you

Fake friends- Knock on the door before they enter

True friends- come in and yell-I'm Here!!

Fake friends- will be concerned and help you up when you fall

True friends- will ask if you're ok and then laugh at you

Fake friends- are around for a while

True friends- are there forever

Fake friends- say love you in a joking way

True friends- say I love you and mean it

Fake friends- never ask to copy your homework

True friends- are the reason why you always have to finish your homework

Fake friends- will never spam you in text messaging

True Friends- is the reason why you have to turn your phone onto silent

If you think Morgead Blackthorn is better then Edward Cullen copy and paste this onto your profile.

If you think Morgead Blackthorn is better then Jasper Hale, copy and paste this onto your profile.

If you think Jez Redfern is better then Alice Cullen, copy and paste this onto your profile.

If you are addicted to vampires and/or werewolves and would like to be one, copy and paste.

If you think Night World Vampires are better than uh..Twilight ones, Copy and paste this to your profile

when you hear the word or see a Llama you think if Lamia Vampires

"When life hands you The Jonas Brothers, throw them back and yell...I WANT JOHN QUINN!"

If you Love Love Love LOVE LJ Smith, Copy this to your Profile

If you are a Vampire Addict, Copy and Paste this to your Profile

If you think John Quinn is Better than Jacob Black, Copy and Paste this to your Profile

If you Can't wait for Strange Fate, Copy and paste this to your profile

If you think Ash Redfern is better than Jasper Hale copy and paste this onto your profile.

If you think John Quinn is better than Edward Cullen copy and paste this onto your profile.

If you think Rashel Jordan is better than Bella Swan copy and paste this onto your profile.

If you believe in Paganism and aren't afraid to admit it then repost this on your profile

If you believe in the Lord and the Lady put this in your profile

My best friend is insane, if you agree or if you have an insane friend then copy this to your profile.

If you want to meet someone who lost to a mirror while playing rock, paper, scissors copy this to your profile.

If you have ever been hit in the face with a ball and started laughing maniacally, copy and paste this into your profile.

Too many people have smoked marijuana. If you haven't, put this in your profile.

Too many people are on crack. If you're not, add this to your bio.

If you’ve ever slapped yourself and/or banged your head on a table for no reason copy and paste this onto your profile.

If you have ever changed your password on something and forgotten it, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you sometimes talk to yourself copy and paste this onto your profile

If you have ever forgotten what you were going to say, right before you say it, copy this into your profile.

If you are a klutz, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you've ever asked a really stupid, obvious question, copy and paste this one your profile.

If you've ever walked into a doorway that you could've clearly dodged, you just weren't paying close enough attention, copy and paste this on your profile.

If you have ever said something that has nothing to do with the current conversation, copy and paste this into your profile.

reading or writing or a combination of both...copy and paste this on your profile.

If you're one of the few people who actually reads profiles, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you have ever pushed on a door that "pull" or vice versa copy and paste this into your profile. (Stupid doors...they get me every time)

If you have ever talked to yourself, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you've ever copied and pasted somthing into your profile, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you have ever tripped over air, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you think that those stupid kids should just give that pathetic rabbit some Trix, copy this into your profile.

If you hate those irritating mosquitoes giving you mosquito bites copy this in your profile.

Weird is good, strange is bad, and odd is when you don't know which to call someone. Weird is the same as different, which is the same as unique,so weird is good. If you are weird and proud of it, copy this onto your profile

they say that guns don't kill people; people do. Well, I think guns help. I mean, if you stood there and
yelled "BANG" I don't think you'd kill many people'

'one day we will look back on this, laugh nervously, and change the subject'

'you're just jealous because the voices only talk to me'

Not To Cry:

read this poem:

mommy...johnny brought a gun to school he told his friends that it was cool and when he pulled the trigger back, it shot with a great, huge crack.

mommy i was a good girl i did what i was told, i went to school, i got straight A's i even got the gold!

when i went to school that day, i never said good bye.

i'm sorry that i had to go, but mommy please dont cry, when johnny shot the gun, he hit me and another.

And all because johnny got the gun from his brother.

mommy, please daddy: that i love him very much, And please tell Zack my boyfriend that it wasnt just a crush.

And tell my little sister; that she is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; i'll be waiting for her now.

And tell my wonderful friends; that they're always the best.

mommy; i'm not the first, i'm not better than the rest.

mommy tell my teachers; i wont show up for class, And never forget this, And please dont let this pass.

mommy, why'd it have to be me? No one though deserves this.

but mommy it's not fair i left without a kiss.

And mommy tell the doctors i know they really did try. i think i even saw one doctors trying not to cry.

mommy i'm slowly dying with a bullet in my chest, But mommy please remember i'm in heaven with the rest.

when i heard that great big crack i ran as fast as i could, please listen to me if you would.

i wanted to go to collage, i wanted to try things that were new.

i guess i'm not going with daddy, on that trip to the new zoo.

i wanted to get married i wanted to have kids.

i wanted to be an actress, i really wanted to live.

But mommy i must go now, the time is getting late.

mommy, tell my Zack, i'm sorry to cancel the date.

I love you mommy i always have, i know you know it's true.

And mommy all i need to say is "mommy i love you"

that always makes me sad...

in memory of the cloumbine & virginia tech students who were lost:

please if you would,

dont smash this on the ground.

if you pass this on,

maybe people will cry,

just keep this in your heart,

for the people who didnt get to say 'goodbye'

now you have two choices,

If writing gives you an adrenaline rush, copy and paste to your profile.

If you yell at your characters when they annoy you, copy and paste to your profile.

If your friends think you're going schizophrenic because you yell at your characters and forget that they aren't real, copy and paste to your profile.

If you look back at any writing or drawings you've done and winced, copy and paste to your profile.