Deep down in the heart of every human being, lies a dark, twisted secret, fantasies that most dare to indulge in only in the privacy of their minds. But others, like Ichigo, are willing to take the risk. Two years after tasting his forbidden fruit, Ichigo's nightmare comes true.

Ichigo knew he could be feared. He didn't think he could be loved. At least, not by the man he had just tried to kill.

Why do they always call me by the wrong name? Can't they understand that I am not who they think I am? What part do I hold here in this eternal desert and how much longer do I have to endure this crushing loneliness? I was just going about my life when there was an intruder in my territory. Little did I know that he was going to intrude on more than just my land. OneShot, yaoi, MA

Ichigo is an extreme masochist, and because of that, he has never actually been with another man. He's known all his life he was gay, but as soon as anyone found out about his nightly tendencies, they ran and labeled him a freak. So he pretty much kept to himself after that. Until he meets Grimmjow. YAOI, ONE-SHOT. GrimmxIchi. Don't like, don't read!