When Sam leaves in the middle of the night, Dean is completely distraught. When John comes home and finds out what happened, he's furious, and Dean is the only one left to face the consequences. After finally having enough of the constant beatings, Dean sets his sights on leaving. Unfortunately, John has a different idea. Abusive!John. Rape and suicide tw.

Sam and Dean run away together from an abusive John and only have each other, until they meet a dark haired, blue eyed boy with sticky fingers. Runaway!AU Destiel with eventual smut. Warnings inside.

Just when you think Gabriel's gone - he isn't. With nothing going on between heaven nor hell, Gabriel feels the need to de-age Sam and Dean. Guess who's stuck watching them? You guessed it! "Goshdarn idgits," Bobby mutters from somewhere far off... To make matters worst, Castiel comes along to help... and well.. .things get worst for wear.

AU: It's the anneversiery of his mothers death and his dad has been drinking. After a beating Dean leaves for Palo Alto. He doesn't really want Sam to know but when an unplanned family reunion occurs Sam learns that their father has been abusing Dean. Can Sam get through to Dean? Will John come looking for Dean? Will Dean forgive his father?*WARNING* abusive John! *ON HIATUS!*

Dean has lived a life full of fear. Taking beating after beating from to keep his younger brother safe. Dean knows that if John's anger isn't taken out on him, Sammy could be in danger. Feeling responsible for the death of his mother, he grows up hating himself, covering it up with a cocky attitude. Takes place right after Nightmare. Rated M for language and violence. abused!dean