What happens when something terrible happens and Christian has to bring up his children without Anastasia by his side? What happens when his daughter is the only witness? And the past comes back to haunt her? This is about how the Grey family copes with worst loss in their lives. Grey Family has same names as my story 'Fifty's Cupake' but it is not related in any way.

I am not the same naive girl anymore. I am wide-awake. I am strong. I am Anastasia Steele.

Things have mellowed for our favorite couple. Christian has mistaken that feeling, he makes a selfish and life altering decision. He cheats. How will they cope with this unforeseen event? Can Ana & Christian find their way back to the love they use to have, the love that is not gone? Yes this is a *cheat fic*...more accurately it's a redemption, reconciliation fiction.

This is a CHEATING story... So avoid it if you're fragile. Story told in three parts, Apov, Cpov and a dual epilogue.

Christian learns a hard lesson.

Christian Grey has the perfect life, two beautiful children. An amazing wife whom is pregnant with their third child. The love they share cannot be broken; until an unexpected visitor will bring his world to his knee's. MA rating for a reason!

It turns out Ana was right: Christian couldn't give up his darker tendencies. How has his lifestyle affected their relationship? Is this the end or a new beginning? Perhaps the original cheating story. Not for the faint-hearted. You have been warned...

Ana has to choose how to best handle a difficult situation, attempting to do what is best for her family as well as herself. Rating may change.