I've been trying to look for this story for a long time. This fanfiction is already completed, and I do not know a word of what the title or who the author is. It's about how Harry became a part vampire/part elf/hybrid assasin because he was left on the streets by the Dursley family when he was still a baby. I don't remember if it was the streets or the orphanage. He was then trained became a mercenary/assassin. I remember that Harry knows how to use 'muggle' weapons like guns and knives. He's also suppose to be someone that doesn't understand society and emotions until at least the end of the story. I remember one scene at the beginning where Harry was captured by the Order of Phoenix. He then tried suicide by poison until Severus Snape stopped him. Harry was then paid to go to Hogwarts. His guardian would be Lucius Malfoy. The main couple would be Severus Snape/Harry Potter. The only reason why I'm looking for this story is because initially I was not a yoai fan so I was squeamish about reading this. Now I'm looking, and it's gone. I'll be eternally grateful if anyone can help.