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Joined 11-20-11, id: 3446303, Profile Updated: 03-04-14
Author has written 1 story for Dragon Age.

The first thing I'd say is that I'm a translator. Information comes in, I manipulate it a bit, and then it goes out. It's like channelling mana, only with words.

So I think it's high time I stopped repeating and started creating :)

I love good language. I'll read almost anything, as long as it is well written, and I won't care for the most fascinating plot if the writing is sloppy and careless.

I love to explore the grey areas, to delve into the whys and hows, to see the events from the bad guy's point of view, to blur the lines between the good and bad. One of my favorite authors is Andrzej Sapkowski (the Witcher series), a master of turning fairy tales on their head and adding that delicious dash of ambiguity.

So what story ideas are currently living in my head? Well, there's one Hawke who's a smuggler and quite happy to remain outside the law even if he weren't a mage; one Hawke who hates Kirkwall with a vengeance and would gladly watch it burn to the ground; and one pretty nasty, power-hungry Hawke who's a blood mage and makes no excuses for it. No idea if these will ever see the light of the day, however. Will keep training to create :)

Meanwhile, some Hobbit stuff is published over at AO3:

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No Kingdom for a Blacksmith by macneiceisms reviews
Exiled from the Brotherhood without Banners after seven years of service, Gendry arrives at a Winterfell plagued by wolves and caught in tense negotiation with Queen Daenerys. But he is not the only one coming home — a year before Gendry makes it north, Arya Stark begins the last leg of her own odyssey. (Post ADWD Future Fic, mostly canon-compliant, Arya-centric, AryaxGendry)
A song of Ice and Fire - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 36,113 - Reviews: 83 - Favs: 163 - Follows: 348 - Updated: 4/15 - Published: 8/22/2012 - Gendry, Arya S., Sansa S., Bran S.
Dissonance by Solain Rhyo reviews
The Qunari have finally returned to Kirkwall. Hawke finds herself reluctantly drawn into another confrontation with the Arishok and all the while the white wolf haunts her steps. FemHawke/Arishok with some Fenris. Rating to go up.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 30,179 - Reviews: 92 - Favs: 146 - Follows: 186 - Updated: 1/18 - Published: 3/28/2011 - Hawke (F), Arishok
Soul Bound by Nightheart reviews
The Soulbond has been considered a Gift of the goddess Mythal since before the ancient days of Arthalan, and is the only remaining blessing bestowed upon the Elvhen by their missing Gods... Just because you have a soulbonded mate doesn't necessarily mean you're going to like it.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 46 - Words: 158,044 - Reviews: 197 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 99 - Updated: 1/24/2016 - Published: 5/27/2013 - Fenris, Merrill
Victim of the Fall (The First Draft) by Pretty Desdemona reviews
A new and improved version of this story is now being published. See my page for further details!
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 42 - Words: 214,917 - Reviews: 659 - Favs: 622 - Follows: 429 - Updated: 12/29/2015 - Published: 11/26/2012 - Hermione G., Draco M. - Complete
After the Fall by Pretty Desdemona reviews
A lot can happen in eighteen years. People change, they move and grow. Life blurs out of focus. But reality will always have a way of bringing you back home again.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 14 - Words: 118,781 - Reviews: 237 - Favs: 118 - Follows: 187 - Updated: 6/9/2015 - Published: 3/28/2013 - Hermione G., Draco M., Ron W., Harry P.
Apostate by rhokesh reviews
Continuation from "Witch". Fenris and Merrill are traveling the country, growing slowly closer and trying to avoid trouble. But the Mage-Templar war is raging, and a Knight Commander is desperate... (Fenrill)
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 37,683 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 47 - Updated: 5/18/2015 - Published: 11/8/2012 - Merrill, Fenris
Starlight by billielightning reviews
She had never been spoken to in this way, as if she was worth more than her killer instinct. Kili, likewise, is unsure how to approach the Elf maiden after confessing his feelings while ill. Especially with other Dwarves around. This is a return to Tauriel, Kili, and the other Dwarves in Laketown, beyond what DoS has given us. Kili/Tauriel (T rating just in case!)
Hobbit - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 14 - Words: 9,584 - Reviews: 181 - Favs: 199 - Follows: 324 - Updated: 2/26/2015 - Published: 12/18/2013 - Kíli, Tauriel
Diplomatic Gestures by Aicosu reviews
She didn't have need for an assassin, but she couldn't very well reject the gift without angering the Serkonos regency. They were a traditional people with a traditional mind. She'd have to work around it. (A take on how Corvo Attano came to be the Royal Protector and the object of Jessamine's heart.) CorvoXJessamine mute!Corvo
Dishonored - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 25 - Words: 112,417 - Reviews: 493 - Favs: 972 - Follows: 989 - Updated: 12/6/2014 - Published: 1/12/2013 - Corvo A., Jessamine K., A. Sokolov, H. Burrows
Cat of El Cajon by bump-in-the-night1990 reviews
"I want you to show off." His voice is low and steady. "Show me that you're confident. Show me speed. Agility." Arya finds herself watching Gendry's full lips as he speaks, mesmerized by every word. "Show me that you know exactly what you're doing. Instinct. Precision."
A song of Ice and Fire - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 31 - Words: 94,296 - Reviews: 662 - Favs: 431 - Follows: 697 - Updated: 8/20/2014 - Published: 5/6/2012 - Arya S., Sansa S., Sandor C., Gendry
Hunger by rubypop reviews
Anders and Fenris forge an uneasy alliance against an enemy greater than themselves: a dark entity from Hawke's past, who has risen from the bonds of blood magic to claim her as its own. The sequel to "The Consequences."
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Horror/Fantasy - Chapters: 12 - Words: 40,790 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 5/11/2014 - Published: 8/28/2012 - Anders, Justice, Fenris, Hawke (F) - Complete
What He Wants by sarasa-cat reviews
Apostate Marian Hawke hides an unintentional pregnancy from the templar father, a man quite different from herself. After Hawke gives birth, Cullen attempts to reconcile. (written in response to a Dragon Age Kink Meme prompt)
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 22,257 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 70 - Updated: 4/20/2014 - Published: 3/5/2013 - Cullen, Hawke (F)
Far by TolkienGirl reviews
Tauriel finds them on the morning after the battle. Some tragic brotherly Durin family feels. No slash, only a dash of Kiliel romance. Tragic Bo5A. Rating for canon character death.
Hobbit - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 496 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 8 - Published: 12/20/2013 - Fíli, Kíli, Tauriel - Complete
Without You by FenZev reviews
The end.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 585 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/28/2013 - Anders, Hawke (F) - Complete
I Love You, Always by Lilliwyn reviews
"Is bravery the absence of fear or is it the determination to persevere, the humility that is necessary to accept the support and help of others, and the sacrifice that it takes to put others before oneself, even when one might feel that fear for their own safety might swallow him whole?" Post Origins. Teagan x F!Cousland with some Coulistair through flashbacks. Updated weekly!
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 14 - Words: 56,105 - Reviews: 57 - Favs: 60 - Follows: 63 - Updated: 9/7/2013 - Published: 12/14/2009 - Alistair, Cousland, Teagan G.
Bought And Sold by Tevinter of our Discontent reviews
AU. Rich enough to buy a slave for his weight in lyrium, strange enough to set him free for no clear reason, the newest Magister of the Tevinter Imperium, Twyla Hawke, is as much scientist as mage. Fenris/Fem!Hawke/Anders, main pairing is not slash, and no spoilers as to who ends up together at the end. Plot focus is on social/scientific revolution, not romance.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 36 - Words: 64,262 - Reviews: 279 - Favs: 153 - Follows: 190 - Updated: 7/19/2013 - Published: 1/15/2013 - Fenris, Hawke (F)
Basalit-an by FenZev reviews
The Story of Hawke and the Arishok: The Unexpected Demands of the Qun. Hawke, a fierce warrior, and the Arishok, the leader of the Qun: two very different personalities work together to uncover the corruption within Kirkwall. As they learn about each other, a mutual respect turns into something more. Rated M for language and adult content. Co-writers Wintryone & LucienGrey.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 16 - Words: 67,984 - Reviews: 211 - Favs: 183 - Follows: 105 - Updated: 7/17/2013 - Published: 2/15/2013 - [Arishok, Hawke (F)] Fenris, Tallis - Complete
All Fun and Games by Peres reviews
Whenever Hawke thought back on it later – and she had plenty of reasons to – she still thought it was ridiculous. A silly prank war, started over a silly card game... and it got a bit out of hand. Well, that was an understatement. It nearly killed her.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 13,506 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 70 - Follows: 10 - Published: 5/8/2013 - [Hawke (F), Fenris] Isabela, Varric T. - Complete
The Best One by Oleander's One reviews
After the Seekers, Hawke struggles to make sense of the changes. She seeks out the one who knows her best to answer one last question.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,959 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 5 - Published: 2/25/2013 - [Varric T., Hawke (F)] - Complete
Mudbloods For Sale by MemberOfDumbledoresArmy reviews
What if the Golden Trio took too long to hunt down the horcruxes? What if Voldemort got a strong hold in the Wizard World and his ideals began to spread? What if owning mudbloods became the new trend? - AU Dramione.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 68,792 - Reviews: 272 - Favs: 221 - Follows: 349 - Updated: 1/11/2013 - Published: 2/5/2012 - Hermione G., Draco M.
Сказка про Круг Магов by Faimor
Просто сказка, рассказанная однажды ночью.
Dragon Age - Rated: K - Russian - Chapters: 1 - Words: 721 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/15/2012 - Anders - Complete
Witch by rhokesh reviews
"'Witch'. That was what he used to call her. The epitome of everything he hated..." / Post game. Left alone, Merrill wanders aimlessly, until she hears of a hunt staged on a former companion turned enemy, and decides to seek him out- to protect the hunters from the hunted. Fenris & Merrill. Rated for violence, mild nudity.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 28,485 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 11/4/2012 - Published: 9/16/2012 - Fenris, Merrill - Complete
As Certain Dark Things are to be Loved by somuchcloser reviews
Dark Magic changes a person. What lines do you cross to kill Voldemort? What do you give up? How do you live afterwards? Dark, some sex & torture. Hermione-centric story; slowly develops into Dramione. The wait is worth it. 1 yr post Battle of Hogwarts.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 59 - Words: 206,461 - Reviews: 708 - Favs: 553 - Follows: 275 - Updated: 6/8/2012 - Published: 8/26/2011 - Hermione G., Draco M. - Complete
Beneath the Gaze of Winter by lolololabilly reviews
"A man has debts to pay..." One-shot.
A song of Ice and Fire - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 618 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 3 - Published: 5/11/2012 - Arya S. - Complete
Why Can't I Meet A Sane Mage? by Inkstainedgwyn reviews
A story of wry and cheerful Elisebeth Hawke and the mage she comes to love - as well as her lovable band of misfits. Ch. 37: Epilogue. F!Hawke/Orsino. AU for situation/character changes, a tweaked ending. T for language. Please R&R!
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 37 - Words: 137,530 - Reviews: 94 - Favs: 65 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 9/19/2011 - Published: 7/9/2011 - Hawke (F), Orsino - Complete
Recriminations of an Empty Bed by lemonjay reviews
Hawke wakes to an empty bed again and questions why.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 609 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/18/2011 - Hawke (M), Isabela - Complete
Liquid Courage by littleblackdog reviews
Now he was being pawed at by a very drunk, very handsy, very heavy mage. Not that he'd ever call Hawke heavy to her face, or anywhere she might hear him, or out loud ever. It was... an unconventional sort of courtship. Varric/F!Hawke.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 17,780 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 155 - Follows: 79 - Updated: 7/1/2011 - Published: 4/25/2011 - Varric T., Hawke (M)
Here Without You by Dasque reviews
Five years after the defeat of the Archdemon, Alistair and Elissa are brought together by a common threat, and must try to know each other again in the roles of their new lives.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 35 - Words: 152,577 - Reviews: 556 - Favs: 627 - Follows: 262 - Updated: 3/8/2011 - Published: 4/19/2010 - Cousland, Alistair - Complete
the best lack all conviction by Raindog Bride reviews
Leske dies. Brosca deals. Zevran waits. Oneshot. She always saw him as that gap-toothed, skinny nugbrain behind her.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,976 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 16 - Published: 9/16/2010 - Leske, Brosca - Complete
White Wardens by Moonstonez reviews
Ella Amell and Cullen before the blight. Storyline changed from the game to add more history with Cullen and to bring Cullen as a lead in the story. I really didn't like how my game ended but I loved the characters. NOTE: On Hold!
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 8 - Words: 23,895 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 1/18/2010 - Published: 1/6/2010 - Amell, Cullen
Sunsets are not for smugglers reviews
After Kirkwall, Hawke and Isabela discover some unexpected side-effects to Anders' obsession. With a broken promise between them and a war raging around them it is not clear whether they'll ever find their happily ever after. On the other hand, maybe they're not that fond of sunsets anyway. (Now completed)
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 17,435 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 9/5/2013 - Published: 8/24/2013 - Isabela, Hawke (M) - Complete