The withered rose petals lay on my bed.

Soft lullabies float into my head.

The words which were unspoken

Now lay out in the open.

And as the rain keeps falling,

My salty tears keep dropping.

I try with strength not to cry.

But it leaves me with a swift goodbye.

And through my pain, I feel the truth.

Through my pain, I heard the news.

Although you still stand closely by,

I am not yours for the taking and neither you mine.

The sweetness that had taken me

Has floated away and left a heavy fee,

For now the sparkle in your eyes,

It makes me want to kneel and die.

Because I am not the one that sparkle is for.

I am not the one who isn't being ignored.

No matter what you do, I will always be a friend by your side,

But I'll never even try to be more than that.

Like that? Thanks. It was written by yours truly. It's called Not Yours. And it's MINE! SO NO STEALING!

Name: Chelsea. Means "port", so it's my parents fault I love seafood and the sea so much.

Birthday: September 19th, 1993.

Hobbies: Singing, writing, being idiotic...what else...no idea. Oh yeah, listening to music and playing my keyboard! Love it!

Best Friends for Life: Shelby E, Meranda, Jessica T, Jarad, and Lexi.

Family: My dad, my mom, my brother Nick, and my brother Luke. Plus my minature poodle Shadow! He's adorably black.

Favorite colors: Purple and silver are my favorite at the moment, though I do enjoy brown.

Favorite movies: Beetlejuice, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Edward Scissorhands, Corpse Bride, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, The Secret Window, IT(oh god, fear the killer clown!), Clue, Ferngully, any Disney movie, any Tim Burton movie I might have forgotten...hmm...I don't know. Oh well, I think that's it.

Favorite bands: My Chemical Romance, Evanescence, Regina Spektor, Flyleaf, Goo Goo Dolls, Dresden Dolls, AFI, Gogol Bordello, Death Cab for Cutie, The Postal Service, Ours, The Rasmus, The Smashing Pumpkins, theSTART, Robots In Disguise, and Three Days Grace.

Quotes:

Nick:(me after waking up)Aww, you're so cute when you're disoriented!

Me:Just because I love you, doesn't mean I'll always forgive you.

Me:Aww...now I'm sad.

Shelby G:SAVE ME FROM THE PURPLE CHILD MOLESTERS!

Shelby E:I remember-no, wait...I don't remember!

Lexi:Oh my god, Cory ate a muffin today!

Shelby E:(talking about money in pockets)Holy crap, there's a twenty in here! HOLY CRAP THERE'S MORE!

Jessica T:What's up, Spencerini?

Meranda:(talking about Trent)His name's Dum-Dum.

Me:What?

Meranda:Dum-Dum, that's Loser's new nickname.

Trent:I love you.

Meranda:I love you too.

Me:(ten second pause)Well, this is awkward.

Meranda:Spencer, you're dumb.

Shelby E:Nu-uh, she just has no common sense!

Me:Umm...thanks, Shelbz.

Nick:Fine, go and listen to your crappy Panic! At The Disco and put on your hussy makeup instead of taking a bike ride with your brother who only comes home once every few months!

Me:I will, thank you.

Heather:(has paper bag on her head)Aww, I can't eat my apple now!

Nick:(sees hot dog toy in room)WHY IS THE WIENER IN MY ROOM?!

Shelby E:No, Garrett, we're hugging for...nevermind. Yes, we're hugging for warmth.

Shelby E: How did you figure that out?

Meranda:I'm smart.

Shelby E:No you're not. How'd you figure that out?

Megan:(after putting makeup on me for living statues)Aww...you look like a zombie whore!

Jessica T:Look how shiny it is!

Shelby E:Jessica, I don't care about how shiny your pudding is. I have no interest whatsoever in shiny pudding. It disgusts me.

Jessica T:muttering things about Shelby under breath

Shelby E:(reads quote list)You mutter things about me under your breath?

Jessica T:Only sometimes.