Scenes of Olivia's life post-Surrender Benson. Warnings: second person POV, sex, violence, and general unhappiness. Please heed the warnings for individual chapters. A bit of Bensidy, a bit of Olivia/Elliot. *Updated with a part 73 as of 4/26/19.*

"My old partner.. he'd know what to do." Set Mid Season 15. *Trigger warning: Violent scenes and sexual assault.* E/O. COMPLETE.

"How had it come to be that she, a person normally so strong and independent, had been rendered so helpless as to lack control over her own ability to die?" Takes place in 2005. WARNING: Very graphic story; please heed the M rating.

/It's the summer of 1984 and 16 year-old Olivia Benson is spending it on the Jersey coast with her mother. Her hair is long, her shorts short, and her thoughts yet to be tainted by a dark world. She has all the reason in the world to smile; she's young, beautiful, & intelligent. But not all is as rosy as it seems. / Teen trope. Summer love. EO pairing. Semi canon compliant.

Based on the 4 months later at the end of Psycho/Therapist. William Lewis escapes from prison, set on revenge. His time in prison made him smarter and he knows exactly how to get to Olivia. The move he makes catches everyone off guard and leaves them reeling.

The detectives of the 1-6 have been looking for Benson for two days. This is the story of how they found her. Notes: not graphic; spoilery if you haven't seen Her Negotiation; a blend of canon and non-canon; an A/O relationship pervades, but the whole gang is there. Originally going to be a one-shot but is turning out to need a couple chaps...

A path not taken in Surrender Benson

William Lewis tore them both apart- that was his nature. Their nature tells them to never give up, but that's not easy.

Nick, Liv, a lot of snow and a crashed car. One-shot.

When Elliot learns about Olivia's traumatic experience, he rushes back to New York. Will Olivia let him back into her life? Set shortly after "Surrender Benson." From El's POV in three parts. Enjoy.

/"Holiday cards. Motherfucking holiday cards. She feels like a fool in the store even as she picks them up; she feels guilty with them in her hands, like someone is going to look over her shoulder and see the glittery font and cheery paper and know, just know that she's an imposter."/ Olivia Benson is a professional bullshitter. S15, multi-chapter, EO friendship (yeah right).

Even after Sealview, she was not this nakedly raw, this transparently vulnerable. From this he concludes: So this was worse than Sealview.

Everything is coming up roses for Olivia and Casey until one night's traumatic events. Will Olivia forgive Casey? Will Casey forgive herself?

District Attorney Alex Cabot thought the spotlight on her personal life was finally gone... and then there was this clusterfuck. Alex/Olivia, slightly AU

"Stop," she whispers to him, weakly. "Please...stop." Elliot/Olivia.

If only Harris had actually taken her to the hole. She would have given anything to spend a few hours – hell, a few days – in solitary confinement. Set after Season 11's "Solitary."

Casey/Olivia. Casey and Olivia have some issues to work out. WARNINGS: lots of kink.

Alex/Olivia. WARNINGS: kink. A bit of non-consensual discipline at first.