Hi! My name is Emma and I'm a HUGE yugioh- and yaoi-fan! Especially AtemuxYami :3 (also YYxY and AxYYxY)

If you like that pairing as well, then I can only say that you're at the right place. Enjoy

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A music fanfic meme I did. It has some good qualities to become a great whole fanfic. It has a lot Atemu x Yami so check it out ;)

The "palace-sketch" I promised in a chapter of "forbidden love" ;)

The picture of the bruises I promised in chapter 5 of "forbidden love" :)

A link to 2 MONARCHSHIPPING - pictures that Miyanon did for me :D
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A link to a MONACHSHIPPING - picture kyuubikun did for me :D

Story status:
Forbidden Love: The fifth chapter is out now, I've got back my inspiration and I'm writing at ch 6 "The Right Eyes" at this very moment :) (31/7. 11.10 pm.)

Coming stories:
So sick: Again, I have a little problem with the plot. I have an exellent idea of how I want it, but I have problems to put it down in words. This one might take a while.

At the beginning: A songfic my friend and I made up last summer. We wrote down the beginning and such but I saved it and didn't think of it for a while. It will be based on Richard Marx and Donna Lewis's "At the beginning". I actually just reread it today (19/3) and I got back the feeling that I want to write it. But for now I'm focusing on Forbidden Love -ch 6 The Right Eyes

~MUSIC FICTION MEME YGO~

1. Pick a character, pairing, or fandom you like.
2. Put iTunes or equivalent media player on random.
3. For each song that plays, write something related to the theme you picked inspired by the song. You have only the time frame of the song: no planning beforehand: you start when it starts, and no lingering afterward; once the song is over, you stop writing. (No skipping songs either!)
4. Do 10 of these, then post.

I ONLY DID 7… God this was making my inspiration bloom in the beginning but after a while you get quite "idea-dead" XD

Oh god, I didn't knew I was into angsty stuff this much *w* fufufuu~

I used Yugioh for this, aaaaand, I kinda played every song like….5 times each? XD hahah

Some of them are actually some of my best ideas ever in my opinion.

Please vote for which one you would like to have as a whole fanfic and I'll most sertanly do the one with most votes :)

1. You Found me – Kelly Clarkson
Yami walked down the dark alley when the rain started to pour down on him. He passed several old worn out doors that almost fell of the doorframe and he wondered to himself why he even was taking this path. The one he searched for would surely not be here anyway.
He walked with his head raised, not caring that he got the rain in his eyes. He knew he was supposed to find someone. Someone that no one was searching for. In a place that no one was looking.

2. Sorry – Maria Mena
Yugi sat in the window and held the phone in his hand as he heard the rain pour down on the glass surface. He had called him just minutes ago. But he had gotten his heart thrown out. He couldn't believe that his Yami, his beloved Yami had found someone else. Someone that could fill something inside of him that Yugi himself couldn't. *Shudup perverts! D* He had said that he could change if he just gave him a change, but Yami had just sighed and whispered "I'm sorry, so sorry Yugi..."

Ohmigod that hurt me to write .- v -.

3. All or nothing – Jay Sean
Atemu fingered slowly on the old photo he held in is hands. It portrayed him and his high school love Yami almost kissing in the park at a picnic back in his school days. He smiled at the memories it brought and his mind wandered off to the day that the picture was taken. The whole gang had just ended last class and were heading for the local park. Yugi had brought them food and a blanket as he had domestic science as last class and Anzu had borrowed her dads' old Polaroid camera.
They had ended up in a beautiful spot near a small pound with a tree right next to where the water started and all seemed to have a wonderful time together. Atemu sat down with his back against the tree as everyone else choose their places on the blanket. Yami saw this and sat down between Atemus' legs, resting his back against Atemus' chest. Atemu had smiled and taken Yami in his arms, then turning his head back slightly to be able to kiss his delicate lips and a loud sound was heard before he was all the way there.
The sound that was heard was Anzus' camera that had taken the photo that Atemu was now holding in his hands. The smile slowly disappeared when other memories came up of how they somehow had broken up in the end of the summer. The one he had loved so much, the one that long ago had been his everything had became nothing, and nowadays they weren't even friends. They hadn't been since high school...

Bwaah, can't believe I actually wrote that sand ending about my favpair D: but I might do a whole fan fiction about it, the concept seems quite good.*

4. I'm Alive – Céline Dion (mostly just inspired by the title)
Atemu had always wanted to become a soldier as long as he could remember. When he got old enough, he enlisted and was living the dangerous life he always had thought he wanted to live. But one thing changed when he got a month over from his duties to meet his family. He fell in love. With the boy next door. "Wasn't that just too classical?" he had said once to the boy named Yami. "Maybe those classical moments are meant to happen sometimes" Yami had said happily before he had kissed Atemu until he couldn't think clear.
But those two months hand gone by oh so very fast and soon he was out on the field once again. He and Yami couldn't keep in touch much more that a letter now and then but both of them longed so much to be in each others arms again.
Almost a year later the whole world got to experience the worst suicide attack ever, in the area where Atemu served. It was told on news all over the world that 36 men had ignited one bomb each, one after another, and bigger parts of the city were now in ruins. The most part of the soldiers had gone by and were to never return to their loved ones. There were just a few of them who hadn't got more than a scratch and Atemu wasn't one of those. He was in a bad shape and was now in a hospital in a nearby country. He had been almost unconscious the whole time when he got there but he woke up in time to make one last phone call for the night.
"Mutou residence, it's Yami"
"I'm alive..."

5. It's My Life – Bon Jovi
"I ain't gonna live forever" Yugi whispered to himself as he looked at the reflection in the mirror. What he saw was a petite boy in formal clothes that he weren't allowed to do anything in. In fact, his parents didn't allow him to do anything nowadays. Since his father had found that oil and gotten way richer than for his own good, Yugis' life had changed drastically. His parents had become very snobby as the time had gone by and didn't pay any attention to their old "poor" friends anymore. They only talked to the families that "were" someone and didn't allow Yugi to meet his old friends either. He had become one of those rich spoiled boys that didn't do anything that their parents didn't want them to and he had become more and more closed. You could say that he was one of those "good boys" that everyone talked about behind their back when they weren't around. But he had had enough now.
"I ain't gonna live forever" he said again, a little louder this time. He wasn't gonna let his parents control his whole life. He looked at the eyes in the mirror and they stared determined back at him. Yes. He had desided.
"It's my life and I'm gonna live it!"

6. My Immortal – Evanescence
The rain poured down over the grey and cold cemetery. A young man fell to his knees as tears run down his face. He placed one hand on the tombstone in front of him and followed the letters with his fingers. He couldn't stand this anymore. Before Atemus' death, all he wanted was him to leave him alone. But now, seven months later, he couldn't get him of his mind. Every word, every thought and every dream circled around him and he didn't know how to make it stop. He didn't understand how the one he thought he hated could mean this much to him now. Now when he was dead?
Atemu seemed to be a part of everything that Yami did. It was almost as if he was still with him. He had tried to tell himself that Atemu was gone and will forever be, but still he always appeared in his mind. When he closed his eyes, all he could see was Atemus' bright smile and his friends said it was because he wanted to be with him even after his death. That even if they seemed to hate each other, they shared a love that neither could admit.
Yamis' tears still run down his face when he said what he didn't think would be as hard as it was.
"I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone…"

7. Monster – Itchy Daze
In everyone else's mind, he was the perfect person. Why wouldn't he be? That was what he had always been told.
But in truth, Atemu weren't perfect. He had problems with himself and didn't know how to take care of it. He wanted to be normal, to be free, but he was stuck. When the dark came, all he could hear was that MONSTER inside of him. All the awful things he wanted him to do. And sometimes, sometimes he couldn't stand against the monsters will and did one of those awful things he wanted.
That's why he always tried to find good things inside of him. Like memories or just thoughts, just to make these light things keep the darkness away. The darkness that brought the monster from within him…

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