Hey what's up people?

If you are here right now reading this then you obviously you want to know what I'm like. So let's start with my "name." Kikan is Japanese for key. Why did I choose this? Well I believe that a person's stories are written from their hearts and minds, by reading someones story you are seeing into their imagination as well as their heart. Words are a way to express your self and your ideas to others, because some times you can't vocally express your feelings or ideas. I think that's how love letters got started, ya' know, because do you actually go up to people that you like and say "You are the center of my affections and I'm in awe of your every accomplishment?" If you do I don't have any quarrel with you, maybe you are a very straight forward person or you're bursting at the seams with self confidence and I respect that.

Any way there are just somethings that can't be voiced like that, they need pen and paper. It is something you see not hear. Those words mean more when they are written down so that you can read them over and over, so that when you do you can laugh, cry, smile or just feel the raw emotions those words bring you as the memories of that special person come flooding back...

Here's a little about myself:

I have been told I am old soul in a young body, but that has never stopped me from acting like I'm an idiot some times :D

I've read a lot of books... well more then I can count or name but I remember almost all of them... it's like a library in my mind... 0_0

I also read a lot of manga too! I like Naruto, Bleach, Kaze no Stigma, Vampire Knight, Psyren, Ghost Hunt, Rosario Vampire, Fruits Basket, Fairy Tail, Faster than a Kiss, Barajou no Kiss, Kamisama Hajimemashita, Ouran High School Host Club, Darker Than Black, Break Blade and many more. In total I think I've read close to 35 different manga... Wow! I like watching the corresponding Anime too if i can find it online for free.

I'm absolutely against racism, stereo types, bullies, and people who use intimidation/power to threaten others. I will stand up to people picking on others and give helpful advice to people who are having a tough time. So if you need advice about anything you can always PM me. =]

I am open for any positive or negative criticism from any one who is kind or curious enough to read my stories because I have unlocked the door to my imagination to let you in, as have all the people who wright or have written.

Kikan

p.s. - i apologize in advance for any miss spelled words, bad grammar, or word miss usage. it's my fault and i totally take the blame!

PLEASE READ MY WHOLE PROFILE, YES I KNOW IT'S REALLY LONG BUT MOST OF IT IS REALLY FUNNY AND WORTH READING KINDA STUFF.

THANK YOU! =D

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Story Info/News

Snowy Nights - Is COMPLETE!!!!! YAY!! XD

The Torments of Spring - the sequel to Snowy Nights. Ch1, Ch2 & ch3 are up and Ch4 is on the way... soon...

A Real Boyfriend

When she stares at your mouth, Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you, Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough, Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet, Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you, Give her your attention

When she pulls away, Pull her back

When you see her at her worst, Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying, Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking, Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared, Protect her

When she steals your favorite hat, Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you, Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt, Back yourself up

When she says that she likes you, SHE REALLY DOES MORE THAN YOU COULD UNDERSTAND!

When she grabs at your hands, Hold hers and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you; bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes, don't look away until she does

When she says it's over, she still wants you to be hers

When she re-posts this bulletin she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything.

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's okay don't believe it, talk with her

- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid.

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes.

- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.

- Let her know she's important.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain.

If you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will :

Call you.

Kiss you.

Love you.

Text you.

Guys post as: "I'd be this Boyfriend."

Girls post as: "A real Boyfriend."

I found this on mysexyedwardcullen's profile. i loved it so much that i put it on my own! its so sad and i wish i had a guy say that to me... by the way One Snowy Afternoon by mysexyedwardcullen is a really great Ghost Hunt fic, if you want to read it its under my favorite stories!

Girl: Do I Ever Cross Your Mind?
Boy: No
Girl: Do You Like Me?
Boy: Not Really.
Girl: Do You Want Me?
Boy: No.
Girl: Would You Cry If I Left?
Boy: No.
Girl: Would You Live For Me?
Boy: No.
Girl: Would You Do Anything For Me?
Boy: No.
Girl: Choose- Me Or Your Life.
Boy: My Life.
The Girl Runs Away In Shock And Pain And The Boy Runs After Her And Says:
The Reason You Never Cross My Mind Is Because Your Always On My Mind
The Reason I Don't Like You Is Because I Love You
The Reason I Don't Want You Is Because I Need You
The Reason I Wouldn't Cry If You Left Is Because I Would Die If You Left
The Reason I Wouldn't Live For You Is Because I Would Die For You
The Reason I'm Not Willing To Do Anything For You Is Because I Would Do Everything For You
The Reason I Choose My Life Is Because You Are My Life!?

Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, no paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart.

A feeling.

Only felt.

Hahaha i thought this was really funny! congrats to whom ever thought this up! :D

This is this cat.
This is details cat.
This is how cat.
This is to cat.
This is keep cat.
This is a cat.
This is dumbass cat.
This is busy cat.
This is for cat.
This is forty cat.
This is seconds cat.
Now go back and read the third word in each sentence from the top. Pass it on.

Did you know...
kissing is healthy.
it's good to cry.
chicken soup actually makes you feel better.
94 percent of boys would love it if you sent them flowers.
lying is actually unhealthy.
you really only need to apply mascara to your top lashes.
it's actually true, boys DO insult you when they like you.
89 percent of guys want YOU to make the first move.
it's impossible to apply mascara with your mouth closed.
chocolate will make you feel better.
most boys think it's cute when you say the wrong thing.
a good friend never judges.
a good foundation will hide all hickeys... not that you have any.
boys aren't worth your tears.
we all love surprises.
Now... make a wish.

Wish REALLY hard!!
WISH WISH WISH WISH
Your wish has just been received.
Copy and Paste this into your profile in the next 15 minutes and...
Your wish will be granted.

THE INFAMOUS "IF YOU HAVE EVER" s (you can skip these if you want but, reading them is a lot more fun!)

If you have ever had a mad laughing fit for absolutely no reason,

If you have ever pushed on a door that said pull or vice versa,

If you have ever tripped over air,

If you have your own little world,

If you think that those stupid kids should just give that poor Trix rabbit some Trix,

If you have ever tripped over your own feet,

If you have ever said something that has nothing to do with the current conversation,

If you have ever fallen up the stairs,

If you've ever asked a really stupid, obvious question (i know i have),

If you think rainbows are wonderful,

If there are times when you wanna annoy people just for the heck of it

If you've been on the computer for hours on end, reading numerous fanfictions,

If you have no life, enjoy anime too much, and people tell you you have no life,

If you and your friends have a nickname, title, or anything else for each other,

If you've ever wondered what you are like in another dimension,

If you talk to yourself,

If you have ever cursed loudly and then realized that a teacher was standing nearby,

If you have ever just wanted to SLAP someone,

If you like singing songs at random points in the day,

"I'm bringing sexy back..." if you never even knew sexy was gone,

A large percent of authors do not know the difference between 'your' and 'you're'. If you do know the difference,

If you are crazy, odd,not-normal, a freak of nature, or anything else that applies,

If you have ever ran into a door,

If you have ever forgotten your name while introducing yourself,

If you've ever ran into a lamppost or some other tall, metal pole that is blatantly obvious,

If you are bad with serious moments like when your parents or teachers are scolding you and you start to laugh,

If you ever thought of an payback plan and started in outburst of evil laughter then (MWAhahahahhahahaha) ;D

If you ever walked into the wrong classroom,

If you are obsessed with fanfiction,

If you have ever fallen off a chair backwards,

If you ever forgotten what you were talking about in a conversation,

If you ever read past two in the morning,

If you love rain,

There's nothing wrong with arguing with yourself. It's when you argue with yourself and LOSE when it's weird. If you agree,

92 percent of the teenage population would die if Abercrombie and Fitch said that it wasn't cool to breathe anymore. If you're part of the 8 percent that would be laughing your butt off,

I like cheese. I have seen purple cows. If two gooses are geese, then why aren't two moose meese, or when two foots are feet, why aren't two footballs feetball? Milk tastes good. People call me crazy, which I am, but I'm also random! If you're random and proud of it,

RE-POST, Copy and Paste, or whatever THIS INTO YOUR PROFILE because you know what like and you know who you are and you can always add to the list. :)

This is a story about God. Read if you believe in him, and read even if you don't.

A teenage girl about 17 named Diane had gone to visit some friends one evening and time passed quickly as each shared their various experiences of the past year. She ended up staying longer than planned, and had to walk home alone. She wasn't afraid because it was a small town and she lived only a few blocks away.

As she walked along under the tall elm trees, Diane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger. When she reached the alley, which was a short cut to her house, she decided to take it. However, halfway down the alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he were waiting for her. She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for God's protection. Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her, she felt as though someone was walking with her. When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right past the man and arrived home safely.

The following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been raped in the same alley just twenty minutes after she had been there. Feeling overwhelmed by this tragedy and the fact that it could have been her, she began to weep. Thanking the Lord for her safety and to help this young woman, she decided to go to the police station. She felt she could recognize the man, so she told them her story. The police asked her if she would be willing to look at a lineup to see if she could identify him. She agreed and immediately pointed out the man she had seen in the alley the night before. When the man was told he had been identified, he immediately broke down and confessed. The officer thanked Diane for her bravery and asked if there was anything they could do for her. She asked if they would ask the man one question. Diane was curious as to why he had not attacked her. When the policeman asked him, he answered, "Because she wasn't alone. She had two tall men walking on either side of her." Amazingly, whether you believe or not, you're never alone. Did you know that 98 of teenagers will not stand up for God, and 93 of the people that read this won’t repost it.

Something to think about--

Why do we sleep in church,
but when the ceremony is over we suddenly wake up?
Why is it so hard to talk about God,
but so easy to talk about sex?
Why are we so bored when we look at a Christian magazine,
but find it easy to read Playboy?
Why is it so easy to ignore a Godly myspace message,
Yet we repost the nasty ones?
Why are churches getting smaller,
But bars and clubs are growing?
Think about it, are you going to repost this?
Are you going to ignore it, cause you think you'll get laughed at?
Just remember God is always watching you.

80 of you won't repost this

25 REASONS I OWE MY MOTHER

1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE.
"If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished
cleaning."

2. My mother taught me RELIGION.
"You better pray that will come out of the carpet."

3 . My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL.
"If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of
next
week!"

4. My mother taught me LOGIC.
"Because I said so, that's why."

5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC.
"If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the
store with me."

6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT.
"Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident."

7. My mother taught me IRONY.
"Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about."

8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS.
"Shut your mouth and eat your supper."

9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM.
"Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!"

10. My mother taught me about STAMINA.
"You'll sit there until all that spinach is gone."

11. My mother taught me about WEATHER.
"This room of yours looks as if a tornado went through it."

12. My mother taught me about HYPOCRISY.
"If I told you once, I've told you a million times. Don't exaggerate!"

13. My mother taught me the CIRCLE OF LIFE.
"I brought you into this world, and I can take you out."

14. My mother taught me about BEHAVIOR MODIFICATION.
"Stop acting like your father!"

15. My mother taught me about ENVY.
"There are millions of less fortunate children in this world who don't
have wonderful parents like you do."

16. My mother taught me about ANTICIPATION .
"Just wait until we get home."

17. My mother taught me about RECEIVING.
"You are going to get it when you get home!"

18. My mother taught me MEDICAL SCIENCE.
"If you don't stop crossing your eyes, they are going to freeze that
way."

19. My mother taught me ESP.
"Put your sweater on; don't you think I know when you are cold?"

20. My mother taught me HUMOR.
"When that lawn mower cuts off your toes, don 't come running to me."

21. My mother taught me HOW TO BECOME AN ADULT.
"If you don't eat your vegetables, you'll never grow up."

22. My mother taught me GENETICS.
"You're just like your father."

23. My mother taught me about my ROOTS.
"Shut that door behind you. Do you think you were born in a barn?"

24. My mother taught me WISDOM.
"When you get to be my age, you'll understand."

25. And my favorite: My mother taught me about JUSTICE.
"One day you'll have kids, and I hope they turn out just like you!"

If you would do this for a loved one copy and paste

A girl and guy were speeding over 100mph on a motorcycle

Girl: Slow down, I'm scared!

Guy: No, this is fun

Girl: No, it's not. Please, I'm scared.

Guy: Then tell me you love me.

Girl: I love you, now slow down!

Guy: Now give me a big hug.

She gives him a big hug

Guy: Can you take off my helmet and put it on yourself, it's bothering me.

In the newspaper the next day, a motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it and only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized his break wasn't working but he didn't want the girl to know. Instead he had her hug him and tell him one last time that she loved him. Then he had her put on his helmet so that she could live.

RACISM IS WRONG!
Racism is wrong and can often times destroy people's self confidence. It's a horrible and cruel way to treat people. To prove that we are all alike, try this simple experiment: Hold your hand up to a light of some kind. You'll see a shadow cast nearby. Now, have someone of a different race hold their hand up too. You'll see, essentially, the same image. Five fingers and a palm. Skin color doesn't matter when you get right down to it. If you are against racism, copy this message.

The black man turned around and stood up to face the white man behind him, tired of his racial comments.

He then said: "Listen sir...when I was born I was BLACK, When I grew up I was BLACK, When I'm sick I'm BLACK, When I go in the sun I'm BLACK, When I'm cold I'm BLACK, When I die I'll be BLACK. But you sir, When you're born you're PINK, When you grow up you're WHITE, When you're sick, you're GREEN, When you go in the sun you turn RED, When you're cold you turn BLUE, And when you die you turn PURPLE. And you have the nerve to call me colored?" The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away... Post this on your profile if you hate racism

I understand that Scissors can beat Paper, and I get how Rock can beat Scissors, but there's no way Paper can beat Rock. Is Paper supposed to magically wrap around Rock leaving it immobile? If so, why can't paper do this to scissors? Screw scissors, why can't paper do this to people? Why aren't sheets of college ruled notebook paper constantly suffocating students as they attempt to take notes in class? I'll tell you why, because paper can't beat anybody, a rock would tear that crap up in two seconds. When I play rock/ paper/ scissors, I always choose rock. Then when somebody claims to have beaten me with their paper I can punch them in the face with my ready made fist and say, oh, I'm sorry, I thought paper would protect you, you moron!

Copy and paste this into you profile if you know this makes perfect sense.

How to Tell if You're a Writer

-If you talk to yourself.

-If you talk to yourself about talking to yourself (i.e. ‘I wonder why I talk to myself so much?’)

-If, when you talk to yourself, you sometimes speak as if talking to another person (i.e. ‘Okay, so have you ever noticed that the word ‘deliver’ could mean removing someone’s liver?’)

-If, after uttering a profound piece of wisdom like that above, you stare at the cookie in your hand in awe and say, ‘Wow, this is good stuff for sugar highs!’

-If you live off of sugar and caffeine.

-If people start to notice that you tend to check your e-mail every day for a week, then suddenly disappear off the face of the planet.

-If your e-mails tend to be pages long and incredibly random.

-If, when replying to someone else’s e-mail, you are sometimes so random that you fail to address the original message altogether.

-If you tend to collect the Bic Stics people leave lying around, kind of like picking pennies off the ground.

-If, no matter where you are in your room, you never have to so much as get up to reach a pen/pencil and paper.

-If the letters are starting to wear off on the keys of your keyboard.

-If people think you might have A.D.D.

-If you think it’d be cool to have A.D.D.

-If you start constantly talking in third person, past tense.

-If you think about making lists like this, and start giggling for no ‘apparent’ reason.

-If your friends don’t even bother to look funny at you anymore when you start giggling for no apparent reason.

-And finally, the number one way to tell if you’re a good writer: If you worship English 101

I think this one should be titled "when a girl"

when a girl is quiet...millions of things are running through her mind

When a girl is not arguing... she is thinking deeply

when a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions... shes wondering how long you'll be around

when a girl says 'im fine' after a few seconds... she is not at all fine

when a girl stares at you shes wondering why you are lying

when a girl lays on your chest shes wishing for you to be hers forever

when a girl sees you every day she wants to be pampered

when a girl says i love you she means it

when a girl says she misses you no one else can miss you more then that.

Life comes around once, so share it with the right person

find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot

who calls you back when you hang up on him

who will stay awake just to watch you sleep

wait for the guy who kisses your forehead

who wants to show you off to the world when you're in sweats

who holds your hand in front of his friends

who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you

who turns to his friends and says 'that's her'

FRIENDS: Never ask for anything to eat or drink.

BEST FRIENDS: Helps themselves and are the reason why you have no food.

FRIENDS: Call your parents by Mr. and Mrs. and Grandpa, by Grandpa.

BEST FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD and MOM and Grandpa, GRAMPS!

FRIENDS: Would bail you out of jail.

BEST FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you sayin "DAMN!" we messed up!

FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.

BEST FRIENDS: Wont tell everyone else you cried...just laugh about it with you in private when your not down anymore.

FRIENDS: Asks you to write down your number.

BEST FRIENDS: Has you on speed dial.

FRIENDS: Borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.

BEST FRIENDS: Loses your stuff and tells you, "My bad...here's a tissue."

FRIENDS: Only know a few things about you.

BEST FRIENDS: Could write a very embarrassing biography on your life story...

FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.

BEST FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you

FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.

BEST FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME."

FRIENDS: You have to tell them not to tell anyone.

BEST FRIENDS: Already know not to tell.

FRIENDS: Are only through high school/college. (aka: drinking buddies)

BEST FRIENDS: Are for life.

FRIENDS: Will be there to take your drink away from you when they think you've had enough.

BEST FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place & say "Girl drink the rest of that ! You know we don't waste!

FRIENDS: Would read ignore this.

BEST FRIENDS: Will repost this !!

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Copy the bunny onto your profile to help him achieve world domination. Come join the dark side. (We have cookies)

BUNNIES KICK BUTT

REASONS TO JOIN THE DARK SIDE:

1. We have cookies (last I checked there was hot chocolate too)

2. Meet the recruitment bunny!

3. You get a cool dark cape that covers your whole body!

4. You get a really cool crazy laugh! Practice with me people: MWA HAHAHAHA cough cough!

5. You get to walk out of shadows mysteriously and freak out the good guy!

6. One word: UNDERLINGS! Someone to get things for you when you're too lazy to do them yourself... Now that's the life

7. Money Money Money : Ever notice that we are usually much richer than the good guys?

8. (Reason I joined) Does there have to be a reason? The dark side is fun! -Flails arms-

Story Info/News

Snowy Nights- Is COMPLETE!!!!! YAY!! XD

The Torments of Spring - the sequel to Snowy Nights. Ch1, Ch 2 & Ch3 are up, ch4 is on the way... soon...

Stories coming soon... well they don't have titles yet but here's what they will be about.

a Ghost hunt story based at an amusement park - yeah i know there are a few of those out there but i have a really good one that i have to write and publish :)

Sakura (i don't know yet)

a bleach story that takes place before Ichigo, with Shuuhei Hisagi and a mystery girl! this one will take a long time to be posted...

and some extreme something that has to do with a thing of something from somewhere!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (i have to keep you guessing, right?)