this is dedicated to everybody who wondered what if. everyone who messed up when it came to one person. most of all, dedicated to my what if. to the person i messed up with. to the one thing i left unfinished, unresolved. i can't call it a mistake. mostly because im in love with a guy now. a different guy, who im totally happy with. but i wonder still, what if... what if what i could have had, is better then wat i really got. read the story as i retell it to you all. dont make my mistake... or maybe you want to, i ended up with the perfect guy... i think...eep