My most absolute fav thing to do (besides write) is run. I feel like Im flying whenever I race past opponents during a race, or just feeling the wind run threw my hair. I feel like Im at least 100 times lighter than I really am. Which is a huge plus, due to the fact that Im very insecure about my weight (Im mia, borderline ana) I feel like all my worries and fears are dropping off me and being left on the sidewalk behind me. But lately alot has been happening, we moved, my bf dumped me, a few of my friends and I are in fights, family stuff is going on, my grades are dropping. Lets just say Im pretty confused. Because life was soooo perfect this summer and then BOOM! All these bad things started to happen. I mean, bad things happened before, but this time its had such and impact on me. Im confused. And lost. Im a Lost Runner.