After tragedy stirkes in Bella's life she has trouble moving on. She meets Edward and the rest of the Cullen family. Their friendship grows strong. When Edward falls in love, will Bella love him back? One thing's for sure, she won't fall head first. A/H

Have you ever wondered why Bella attracted so much trouble, why boys seemed to fall in love with her, or why creatures of myth were drawn to her? Bella soon finds out why she never truly fit in when she learns by accident that she was adopted.

Alice has been battleing an unknown mental disease for years. Her parents have been taking her from doctor to doctor and nothing has gotten any better. Alice is in pain but her parents want the best for her. But what if she doesn't want it? All human.

Follow 13-year-old Bella Swan's diary over a span of several years as she navigates her first crush, first heartbreak, first kiss, first everything. Daily updates until complete.

This story takes place about 5 years after Breaking Dawn, and is about Jacob and Renesmees relationship.

Pain - mental or emotional suffering or torment. It's something nobody should have to go through. Same goes for Bella. But when Edward leaves, all he leaves her with is a pain they can never go away until he returns back to her.