hi. my name is keri

i used to love to sing

i used to love to write.

&i really miss who i was.

& everything's really jaded

& im only 16 years old

& i cant hide the fact that i get really afraid and insecure sometimes-

& its weird.

& i really have no reason to,

& ive been told how beautifulfunskinnypopular i am my whole life.

i should want that, right?

something just isnt right here-

i should be happy, right?

& i should have found love somewhere- and ive always had the chance.

&i miss him

&he's gone. but all i think about is-

why did this mess with me so much?

Theres a lil bit of teenage angst for yah. Its not really a poem or anything, just the thoughts buzzing around in my head. Hi, im keri..derrr. Im one of those people that you wouldnt really expect to be here or even know what this website is. idk, it just shows how you really shouldnt judge a book by its cover or whatever kinda shit like that. Its weird. You find out so much about people just by listening to each story, and its cool to see how each story is different. I dont have the slightest clue who i am, all i know is that im strait & that im just different then people would expect. I like to sing and write, but i never really get to do what i like, so therefore i swim. Its an intense sport, legit. Keeps me in shape tho, so no complaints. I miss my writing tho, and thats why im here. I may not be like dualism, or shakespeare, or whoever the hell you idolize, im just me, but if you like what i got, then its very appreciated :)

message if you wanna i guess?