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Joined 08-08-12, id: 4184245, Profile Updated: 08-08-12
Author has written 4 stories for Sherlock, Thor, Avengers, and Walking Dead.

I wish I had a story to share with you.

I'm guessing that's why you clicked, right? Well, I hate to disappoint, but there is little to tell. I'm a girl who walks of path of self-destruction, from my tendancies to hole myself up in my room to my unhealthy obsessions. For all theauthors who write for these, thank you. You keep me alive.

Like every other writer and human being, I suffer extreme bouts of depression every so often. A person I used to love with every single thing I had in my being took something from me. She taught me so much about myself and life, however, and taught me one important lesson.

.{ the only way to remain with wrists and heart intact

is to remember that good things never last }.

I'd like to say that I'm a survivor. I'd like to pretend I'm as strong as I act.

• Like the sun, we will live to rise •

• Like the sun, we will live and die •

• And then, ignite again •

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To Be Redeemed by My2BrownEyes reviews
After escaping Asgard, Loki's initial plan of discretely getting his desires fulfilled by Steve Rogers turns into an all-out love affair that affects the personal and professional lives of the Avengers as well as others in the Marvel Universe. BDSM. Art. Kinks. Predominantly Dominant Steve and Submissive Loki. Other couples in later chapters.
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 327 - Words: 2,129,905 - Reviews: 2433 - Favs: 843 - Follows: 731 - Updated: 9/7 - Published: 9/25/2012 - Black Widow/Natasha R., Captain America/Steve R., Iron Man/Tony S., Loki
Hollow Skies by SanguineNoctis reviews
Loki's been captured by one of the Avengers but his punishment turns out to be far worse than he could ever imagine. Post-Avengers. WARNING: contains non-con, torture, psychological torture, angst. If this disturbs you, don't read.
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 22 - Words: 69,106 - Reviews: 281 - Favs: 260 - Follows: 388 - Updated: 7/20/2016 - Published: 2/23/2013 - Iron Man/Tony S., Thor, Loki
That Which Was Pure by Phantasmal Abduction reviews
Finished. Death-fic, I feel kind of sick that I wrote this. It started in the woods, a chain of events that would spill blood and come close to destroying the Fellowship. Watch for enemies within
Lord of the Rings - Rated: M - English - Horror/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 7,581 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 42 - Updated: 11/30/2014 - Published: 10/4/2012 - Aragorn, Boromir, Legolas - Complete
Under Control by ScarlettWatson reviews
Lestrade walks into a supposedly empty room at Bart's and finds something he did not expect. Even more surprising is his own reaction. Slash, John/Sherlock, future John/Sherlock/Lestrade, super smutty, rated M for a reason.
Sherlock - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 50,460 - Reviews: 80 - Favs: 200 - Follows: 210 - Updated: 11/2/2013 - Published: 5/2/2012 - Sherlock H., John W.
Poetic Justice by Limmet reviews
Post-Avengers. Odin, in his infinite wisdom, has decided to go for the poetic justice angle as far as Loki's punishment is concerned. For his attempt to enslave humanity, Loki has his magic and powers bound, and is sent back to Midgard and given over to Tony Stark to be his slave. Tony is none too happy about this arrangement. Eventually Tony/Loki.
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 142 - Words: 329,849 - Reviews: 6275 - Favs: 1,575 - Follows: 1,081 - Updated: 10/17/2013 - Published: 11/17/2012 - Loki, Iron Man/Tony S. - Complete
Stitched Up by brokenunicorn reviews
Steve is horrified by what he finds in a dark alley, walking home from the diner one night. What exactly was Loki's punishment in Asgard, anyway?
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 20 - Words: 28,824 - Reviews: 559 - Favs: 696 - Follows: 734 - Updated: 6/30/2013 - Published: 8/3/2012 - Loki, Captain America/Steve R.
Pretty When You Cry by shiawasena neko reviews
Odin sends Loki back to Earth, minus his powers, as a punishment for all he's done. He lands on Stark Tower, and Tony has no intention of letting Loki off easily. WARNING: contains torture, non-con, male/male sex. Rated accordingly.
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 31 - Words: 30,633 - Reviews: 132 - Favs: 134 - Follows: 109 - Updated: 6/4/2013 - Published: 2/15/2013 - Iron Man/Tony S., Loki - Complete
The Winter Soldier by Ash Gray Kitsune reviews
FrostIronSoldier. After Loki's punishment at the hands of his brother, he's cast down and forgotten, left to die in the frozen wastes of far northern Midgard. Warnings inside, chapters cleaned and freshened up. LokixSteve, LokixTony, TonyxSteve, StevexLokixTony.
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 38,622 - Reviews: 111 - Favs: 183 - Follows: 222 - Updated: 4/16/2013 - Published: 8/6/2012 - Captain America/Steve R., Iron Man/Tony S., Loki, Thanos - Complete
Taikatalvi by Starkalfheim reviews
Loki's Asgardian sentence is dealt; swift and brutal. But when Tony finds himself face to face with something more akin to torture than justice he feels himself beginning to forgive...but what more than that? (Post-Avengers Frostiron)
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 10,503 - Reviews: 90 - Favs: 91 - Follows: 226 - Updated: 4/15/2013 - Published: 11/20/2012 - Iron Man/Tony S., Loki
The Solution to the Final Problem by Starry Eyes 372 reviews
[During the Reichenbach Fall] Jim Moriarty changes his mind on the rooftop of the hospital. Sherlock will go with him or risk the lives of those closest to him. Now, trapped in Jim's possession Sherlock searches for a way out. [Sherlock x Moriarty]
Sherlock - Rated: M - English - Mystery/Crime - Chapters: 8 - Words: 14,403 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 63 - Updated: 3/8/2013 - Published: 1/7/2013 - Sherlock H., J. Moriarty
Beauty and The Beast by Petteroes3 reviews
The Governor/Daryl. PWP I guess. WARNING! Daryl Wump! Further warnings inside.
Walking Dead - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,189 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 15 - Published: 2/13/2013 - Philip B./The Governor, Daryl D. - Complete
The Point of No Return by soirblanche reviews
Loki is faced with the ultimate punishment, in his eyes, at least : living in Midgard with the Avengers. Miserable and alone, and forced to face his inner demons, he finds that he is not the only one who dances on the fine line that represents the good and evil within us all. Loki and Natasha, at first adversaries, form an unlikely friendship. What will come of it?
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 21 - Words: 92,847 - Reviews: 78 - Favs: 87 - Follows: 100 - Updated: 1/20/2013 - Published: 8/7/2012 - Loki, Black Widow/Natasha R.
The Collar by Desaded reviews
In which Clint obtains a gift for the God of Mischief. Warnings for smut.
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,760 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/4/2013 - Loki, Hawkeye/Clint B. - Complete
A Summer With Loki by xRDJ603 reviews
The God of Mischief himself is sentenced to spend a few months with the avengers crew on Earth. Teasing, budding friendships, and maybe a little more is all sure to ensue. Will Loki be able to keep up with their playful antics? Or is he incapable of having fun in the sun.
Avengers - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Humor - Chapters: 24 - Words: 39,235 - Reviews: 464 - Favs: 446 - Follows: 332 - Updated: 12/16/2012 - Published: 7/2/2012 - Loki, Iron Man/Tony S. - Complete
Any Minute Now by veiledndarkness reviews
He doesn't want to see the clock, to know that it only took Merle mere minutes to reduce him to a shuddering mess, and if there was enough light, he'd have to see the smug look on Merle's face. Warning: Slash pairing.
Walking Dead - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 640 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/6/2012 - Merle D., Daryl D. - Complete
Darylina by ThePinkestQueen reviews
set during the episode of Chupacabra, Daryl hears Merle and this triggers horrid memories (warning, triggering, child abuse, rape)
Walking Dead - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,762 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 9 - Published: 12/6/2012 - Daryl D., Merle D.
The Definition of a God by ShadowsoftheInvisible reviews
Loki tried to push the blindfold up using his shoulder and the floor, but the sound of a door opening nearby made him stop. As the heavy footsteps of his captor grew closer, Loki's breathing sped slightly. The last time he'd been in such a vulnerable position… well… it hadn't ended well. WARNING: Explicit Content, Same-Sex Relationships, and ahellofalotof Angst.
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 8,593 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 66 - Follows: 45 - Updated: 11/30/2012 - Published: 8/11/2012 - Loki, Thor - Complete
Guideline To Living With The Avengers by szynka2496 reviews
including Loki and other characters. Rules you should- or not follow when you're living with The Avengers. But lets face it, no one would follow these rules, right? Right. Signed Jackie Walker. May contain some spoilers from the movie. Rated T because of language and other stuff that will come later... or not.
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 35 - Words: 23,995 - Reviews: 1085 - Favs: 943 - Follows: 512 - Updated: 10/31/2012 - Published: 5/29/2012 - Loki, Thor - Complete
Fathoms Deep by Lorca the Great reviews
Tony Stark, renowned genius, playboy, philanthropist, is caught in the clutches of an enemy he thought to be destroyed. He was given an all-too familiar ultimatum: make weapons, or else. Or else what? The answer was simple: they would torture and kill his cellmate. But why should he care about the psychopathic God of Mischief? Post-Avengers, FrostIron. M for mature sexual content.
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 16 - Words: 59,639 - Reviews: 299 - Favs: 668 - Follows: 379 - Updated: 10/23/2012 - Published: 9/9/2012 - Iron Man/Tony S., Loki - Complete
Hands Off by celeste9 reviews
Sometimes Phil needs to remind people that he doesn't appreciate anyone touching his things. By things, he really means Clint. Clint probably finds this more amusing than he should. Clint/Coulson
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,878 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 107 - Follows: 18 - Published: 10/21/2012 - Hawkeye/Clint B., Agent Phil Coulson - Complete
Brorskap by imgonnaleaveyou reviews
Brorskap Brotherhood : In the time since Loki's sentencing and incarceration, Thor has been struggling to fill his days and nights so as not to drown in memories and thoughts of his younger brother. In a moment of weakness, he decides to seek Loki out, to pay him a visit. First chapter, will continue if it is well-received. This will be T/L slash. Will contain other Avengers.
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 14,873 - Reviews: 70 - Favs: 82 - Follows: 134 - Updated: 10/14/2012 - Published: 7/15/2012 - Thor, Loki
Just Enough Trust by My2BrownEyes reviews
An offhand comment makes Loki want to meet the real Steve Rogers. Pre-Slash and Slash Loki/Steve. Rated M for a reason.
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 29 - Words: 91,557 - Reviews: 269 - Favs: 460 - Follows: 225 - Updated: 10/5/2012 - Published: 7/27/2012 - Captain America/Steve R., Loki - Complete
Independent Variables by ureshiiichigo reviews
Sherlock would love to tell John about his new experiment - but since John is the subject, that could impact the results. Also, John might protest about having that camera planted in his bedroom. Preslash (bordering on slash). Beta'd by percygranger and gretchen4321; Brit-picked by hms wellington. *Read the story from John's viewpoint in Alternate Hypotheses!*
Sherlock - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 10,413 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 127 - Follows: 29 - Published: 9/30/2012 - Sherlock H., John W. - Complete
Flowers on the Grave by Ailendolin reviews
Loki was the last person Steve expected to see standing by Coulson's grave apologizing, eighteen months after the Chitauri invasion. He was even more surprised by the story Loki had to tell, causing Steve to rethink some things. Steve/Loki friendship or pre-slash.
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,931 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 181 - Follows: 67 - Published: 9/23/2012 - Captain America/Steve R., Loki - Complete
What Happens In Asgard by Bombshell1701 reviews
The Avengers are summoned to Asgard for Loki's trial. New friendships are made and old ones tested, and Loki must face some hard truths about his life. Guest starring Nick Fury and pretty much everyone in Asgard! Multi-chaptered series from various points of view. Rated T for mature concepts, M for some chapters. Authors notes at the end of some chapters. Feedback appreciated.
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 16 - Words: 38,899 - Reviews: 261 - Favs: 270 - Follows: 160 - Updated: 9/1/2012 - Published: 8/12/2012 - Loki, Hawkeye/Clint B. - Complete
Under the Mask by inactivatedaccount reviews
One-shots dealing with Loki's evolution from child prince to supervillian.
Thor - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,298 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 45 - Published: 8/25/2012 - Loki, Thor
How To Win A Game of Tag by Jewel Queen reviews
Loki wants to play a game. Tony isn't so sure...at first. Then he kinda gets into the swing of things and makes Loki start to regret messing with him.
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 8 - Words: 19,284 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 40 - Updated: 8/8/2012 - Published: 8/2/2012 - Loki, Iron Man/Tony S. - Complete
Six hugs a day keeps the doctor away by LulaMadison reviews
PAIRINGS: None. SUMMARY: Loki isn't feeling great. Tony, being the helpful & generally annoying guy he is, decides that all Loki needs to cheer him up is a distraction, so he talks Loki into teaching him magic, but not everything goes to plan. A follow up to 'Better Teamwork Through Dragon Hunting' & 'I took an arrow to the eye', but written like a standalone fic.
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Humor - Chapters: 5 - Words: 12,896 - Reviews: 84 - Favs: 256 - Follows: 114 - Updated: 8/8/2012 - Published: 7/24/2012 - Loki, Iron Man/Tony S. - Complete
Reasons Why by Stories4theSoul reviews
A quick look into the minds of the Avengers to see what they were thinking during their separate movies and the Avengers.
Avengers - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,347 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 8/7/2012 - Published: 8/6/2012 - Loki
Good Inside by Feelin Glayish reviews
"There's not enough good in you to take the bad out of me." Thor/Loki, Mjolnir/Loki, dub-con, object insertion, handcuffs, pwp
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,994 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 350 - Follows: 70 - Published: 7/11/2012 - Thor, Loki - Complete
Tired by xXFissshBonesssXx reviews
Thor/Loki - drabble - TRIGGER WARNING: non-con and a tablespoon of angst. Loki is given to his brother as punishment for his crimes on Earth.
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 791 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 16 - Published: 6/13/2012 - Loki, Thor - Complete
Conditional Surrender by AKA Bombshell reviews
Peace with Loki will not be without sacrifices, as the Super Soldier will discover... the hard way. SLASH. Hard M or higher- M/M with some implied non-con and various other naughty behaviour. AU Movieverse, in a way. Please R&R.
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 7,655 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 75 - Follows: 51 - Updated: 6/5/2012 - Published: 6/1/2012 - Loki, Captain America/Steve R.
Pretend You Don't See Him by veiledndarkness reviews
He'd hide him away forever, if he could. Mild implied slash.
Walking Dead - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 367 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 14 - Published: 6/3/2012 - Merle D., Daryl D. - Complete
Round Bed by Mistress Zipper reviews
Teasing someone isn't nice. Especially if he's a god. Thor x Loki, Tony x Steve, foursome
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,817 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 198 - Follows: 37 - Published: 5/21/2012 - Thor, Loki - Complete
Something Human by KaliShu reviews
Rick and Daryl find themselves alone in this new world. What happens after is only human. Rick/Daryl slash.
Walking Dead - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 11,932 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 89 - Updated: 4/16/2012 - Published: 3/26/2012 - Rick G., Daryl D.
Stay by Damion Starr reviews
Sometimes it takes nearly losing what we love to give us the courage to say what we want too. Slash, Rick/Daryl. Written for twd kinkmeme.
Walking Dead - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,590 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 232 - Follows: 37 - Published: 12/2/2011 - Rick G., Daryl D. - Complete
Black Leather Bite by Gym Class Hero reviews
Daryl loves the punishment just as much as the reward. Warning: Slash, BDSM, Kink, Frottage.
Walking Dead - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,627 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 4 - Published: 11/27/2011 - Daryl D., Merle D. - Complete
Spectrum by Gym Class Hero reviews
Daryl will do whatever it takes to earn Merle's love. Pre-apocalypse. Warning: Slash, BDSM, Kink, Dark.
Walking Dead - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,411 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 8 - Published: 11/8/2011 - Daryl D., Merle D. - Complete
Rosa Laevigata by Gym Class Hero reviews
Set around Cherokee Rose, Daryl sets out in search of Sophia and finds someone unexpected. Warning: Slash, Rape, Dark.
Walking Dead - Rated: M - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,367 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 5 - Published: 11/8/2011 - Daryl D., Merle D. - Complete
The God of Lies by ScarletTigress reviews
Loki's plot to reveal Thor's immaturity and arrogance will be flawless as long as Heimdall, Guardian of Worlds, remains ignorant of his scheming. Unfortunately, Heimdall is immune to lies and the Lord of Mischeif is forced to come to terms with the truth.
Thor - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,558 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 92 - Follows: 36 - Published: 7/14/2011 - Loki, Heimdall
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Sleeves reviews
The fact that he only owns sleeveless shirts isn't just a fashion choice. (Contains spoilers for S3 E15)
Walking Dead - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 6 - Published: 4/3/2013 - Daryl D., Merle D. - Complete
Sweet As Pain reviews
"We will make you long for something sweet as pain." The Other makes good on his promise. Warnings: torture, rape, gore, and much more. Don't like it? Don't read it.
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 4 - Words: 2,504 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 39 - Updated: 3/12/2013 - Published: 3/2/2013 - Loki
Break reviews
Very short oneshot about Laufey's death. No slash.
Thor - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/22/2013 - Loki, King Laufey - Complete
Happy Endings reviews
They say there will always be a happy ending. They were wrong. Brief oneshot. [Warning: Character death]
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 358 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/22/2013 - John W., Sherlock H. - Complete