It's his and Trudy's wedding anniversary, a day when Monk usually sinks into depression, thinking and mourning for his wife. But this time, with Natalie around, it's time for our detective to take the leap and try to change his life. M/N pairing, T rated

What can be worse than a nightmare? For Adrian Monk, anything that involves physical contact and intimacy. But what if, despite his steel willpower, his subconscious mind makes a decision on it's own and reveals his inner secret desires in a dream.. desires he wouldn't dare even think about? M/N pairing, M rated, Monk's pov