Hiya Guys! My name is Skyla!

Well, actually that is not my real name, but it's the name of the person I become to when I am on fanfiction... When I want to escape this shitty world and become someone else. Skyla is the person that I want to be. Who isn't perfect either, but at least isn't me. She is still close to me. We still have a lot of the same interests and almost the same personality. We both have green eyes.

The difference? Skyla has red hair. She has a person in her life that she trusts more then anything or anyone in the world. Someone she can lean on, who can see it when something's wrong with her. Skyla is someone who isn't afraid to just tell the truth about herself, about her thoughts, about her pain or feeling. Simply put? She is strong and she had that one person she can tell everything to. While in the real world... I have 2 older siblings, a mom, a dad and a couple of friends. Still I feel like I am alone in this world.

Skyla is happy... and well? I am not. I'm afraid of the real world. Afraid of making even more mistakes that I've already done, afraid of disappointing my family, friends, colleages. anyone... especially myself. Because I know how it feelings. I know how it feels to hurt family, to disappoint them. I know how it feelings for not being good enough in different situations.

I am even afraid when me and my friends get together to catch up... Because they've moved on. They are doing so much stuff, their lives though not perfect is going somewhere. And I am still at the same spot where I was 3 years ago, when my depression started. I think it started then... I don't even know for sure anymore. worst part is? Nobody knows that I feel this way.

Nobody fucking sees.

And along the way. Very slowly, Skyla came out. Not in the real world, but here. Because of being her, I can escape in whatever world. I can write story, about other people's lives. Escape my own. Even though, it feels like I disappearing from the real world. Skyla can do something that hopefully people will appriciate. Write.

So... as I said before; My name is Skyla. I am 17 years old, I have straight red hair that goes just over my shoulders and light green eyes. I hate shopping, skirts or dresses... Well on occasian they are fine, but no definetly not for daily wear. I love the sport waterpolo, basketball, soft ball I like every sport with a ball really. I love video games, despite being crap at them!

And I don't know if anyone has picked up on it yet, but English is notmy native language. I from west Europe, ;)

That's all I wanted to say about myself! Hope you enjoy the stories I write!

Skyla