Name : Shikaku Akine

Nickname : Jan, Aki

Birthday : 6th of February

Gender : Female

Race : Chinese

Religion : Buddhist

Relationship : Single

Languages : Chinese, Cantonese, English, Malay and Japanese

About Myself : I do write fanfictions. But sometimes, I'm lazy to type it out. When I do type it out one day, please do look forward to them.

Quotations

Illusions… or real illusions. Within the illusions hide real illusions… from the real illusions, the illusions are created. Within the truth hides the lie… within the lie hides the truth. That is the Mist.That's deception.
- Rokudo Mukuro (Kateikyoushi Hitman Reborn)

The flower witters, the seed remains,
And the flower blooms again;
In the end, for those who love,
Time is eternity...
-naash NejiTen

Humans can’t live without memories, you know. Still, they can’t live on memories alone. You have to awaken from your dreams eventually. Because dreams you don’t awaken from eventually become sadness.
-Kamio Michiru (Air)

This summer was filled with more happiness than some people have in an entire lifetime.
-Kamio Misuzu (Air)

Wings that can’t fly still have a purpose, because no matter what happens they still hold the memories of being able to fly.
-Yukito Kunisaki (Air)

When we were still in the world of living, death was something that came indiscriminately and randomly.
So, there was no way to fight it.
-Nakamura Yuri (Angel Beats!)

Our lives were real! Not a single moment of them were fake! Everyone lived the best they could! We carved those memories into ourselves! Memories of living as hard as we could! No matter what kind they were, they’re the life we led! Erasing them in the blink of an eye like that… Wasn’t your life also real to you?!
-Otonashi Yuzuru (Angel Beats!)

I heard that when things were painful for her, she’d cover her ears with headphones and escape to the world of music. I tried it too. It was like everything was blown away. The vocals screamed for me. They grieved for me. The ones who put on the act of common sense were wrong. Those who cried were right. We, the lonely were more human. They screamed at the absurd, beat it down, and destroyed it. They saved me.
-Iwasawa Masami (Angel Beats!)

Even if we forget the faces of our friends, We will never forget the bonds that were carved into our souls.
-Otonashi Yuzuru (Angel Beats!)

If I lost my memories…and got a different personality…I might be able to. But then, what does it mean to be reborn? That isn’t the life I had anymore. It’s someone else’s life. Everyone only gets to live life one time [Yuri places her hand on her chest., and it’s right here. I only get it once. This is my life. I can’t entrust it to someone, I can’t steal a new one, I can’t force it on others, I can’t forget it or erase it. I can’t stomp over it, laugh on it, or beautify it! I can’t anything! I’d have to-I’d have to accept my one shot at life no matter how cruel, merciless, or unfair I thought it was! Sir, don’t you understand? That is why I must fight. I must keep on fighting! Because…because I can never…[Slams her hands on her desk.] accept that kind of life!
-Nakamura Yuri (Angel Beats!)

The world is beautiful. Even if you're full of tears and sadness, open your eyes. Do what you want to do. Be what you want to be. Find friends. Don't be in a hurry to grow up. Take your time.
- Ichinose Kotomi's parents (Clannad)

We didn’t give up on our dreams! We changed our dreams into your dream! That’s what parents do! That’s what family does!
-Furukawa Akio (Clannad)

No matter how cold and distant people may become, on the inside something warm and precious always remains, something that never changes. To me, that’s what family is like.
-Sakagami Tomoyo (Clannad)

The city is changing. Our surroundings, and even ourselves. And then one day, just about everything will change... Work hard, and don't give in to the difficulties up ahead...
-Okazaki Tomoya (Clannad)

If you feel like crying you shouldn’t hold back your tears.
You should let it all out while you still can.. because when you get bigger sometimes you can’t cry even if you have something to cry about.
-Okazaki Tomoya (Clannad After Story)

After work was rough on me. It was even worse when I had a day off. I would throw my money away just to kill time. To stay away from home, I was hiding from reality because it was the only thing holding me together. I hate this town, but even if I moved away, I wouldn’t have anywhere to go; anything to do. I tried to shut everything out; to live without thinking of anything. I wanted to wipe my mind clean. I wanted to forget what happened. Everything I did was wrong. Everything was a mistake. The fact that I met her, the fact that we fell in love, that we got married, the fact that we had a baby…It was all one big mistake I couldn’t take back.
-Okazaki Tomoya (Clannad After Story)

Friends aren't given; you're supposed to make them.
If you're always so considerate of others, you'll never realize your dreams.
-Fujibayashi Kyou (Clannad)

You just went for my head didn’t you? You know that you could kill someone by hitting a vital spot on their head, right? If you know this, then you were trying to kill me, right? So you shouldn’t have complaints no matter what I do to you, right?!
-Heiwajima Shizuo (Durarara!!)

What is life? Why do people live? Someone asked me that, and then I beat him within an inch of his life.
-Heiwajima Shizuo (Durarara!!)

In my hometown, the sky seemed endless . . . but there was nothing to see.
-Ryuugamine Mikado (Durarara!!)

I don’t believe in god. There’s no proof he exists. In a world where there isn’t even proof of the future, the past exists. Even if it’s tainted with misunderstandings and delusions, if the people themselves believe in it, the past is the truth to them. And, if you base your actions or your life around it, in a way, it’s a type of god itself.
-Orihara Izaya (Durarara!!)

The world isn’t as cruel as you take it to be.
-Sturluson Celty (Durarara!!)

If you really do love her, don’t look away, no matter what happens. No matter what you see, no matter what you learn about her, don’t look away. Once you got her in your embrace, don’t let go. Once you decide you love someone, that’s your responsibility.
-Yagiri Seiji (Durarara!!)

Reality is such pain. And for those of us who get fed up with that kind of reality, we simply choose to make a new one. We create little walls, and separate the trash from the stuff we like, and when that’s all done we keep the things we care about and kick the rest to the curb. You’d be amazed how well it works! A whole world made out of just moe, tsundere, and BL it’s the best discovery ever! If you ask me that really it the best way to separate reality, from fiction.
-Karisawa Erika (Durarara!!)

To the me back then, you don’t need to worry. You’ll soon find something you can do, something you can set your heart on… At the most important place!
-(K-On!)

Words won’t be enough to describe it..the feeling of love keeps flowing out from everywhere…even if everyone against it… even if you know that you shouldn’t..but once you’ve noticed this feeling.. you won’t be able to stop it anymore…
- Hanazono Sakura (Kaichou wa Maid-sama)

I can never forget it, but I don’t want to remember it either.
-(Kanon)

It would be enough for the depressing things in life to only exist in reality.It is because that I think the birth of a story is from people dreaming of a happy ending.
-Misaka Shiori (Kanon)

Don’t forget that kindness can hurt people too.
-Himeko Inaba (Kokoro Connect)

If you can’t tell us why you’re in so much pain, then you don’t think of us as friends.
-Yaegashi Taichi (Kokoro Connect)

You can never tell what’ll happen next in life. But so long as you have faith in your feet, the road you walk will be part of you.
-Nagase Iori (Kokoro Connect)

If I try to deny my past, I’m denying the person I’ve become. I don’t want to do that.
-Nagase Iori (Kokoro Connect)

Even if I’m not perfect… Even if I’m not the ideal me… He says that I’m still my own person.
The point of life isn’t to be perfect.
It’s to do want you want to do, to be who you want to be.
That’s how I should be trying to live.
-Nagase Iori (Kokoro Connect)

If you’re lonely, you should say something! If you’re worried, say something! Most people aren’t as sharp as you are! If you want those people to understand you, you should say something! Even if you’re worried that you’ll embarrass yourself, you should still say something!
-Iori Nagase (Kokoro Connect)
When you’re in front of me, my heart beats so quickly as if I am a youth tasting love for the first time. You are the beautiful mermaid who sheds lights to the sea of loneliness!! The sinful goddess who taught me about the forbidden fruit!
-Tamaki Suou (Ouran High School Host Club)

The spring of my heart surges upon the sight of your fresh smile, my love.
-Tamaki Suou (Ouran High School Host Club)

Even if I searched the world over, no one could compare to you.
-Hikaru Hitachiin (Ouran High School Host Club)

That kindness to protect me that time with all your might, the depth of your love admonishing me occasionally. This is what you meant by fall in love with the person little by little through looking at their personality isn’t it? Haruhi-kun.
-Renge Houshakuji (Ouran High School Host Club)

Do you think you could tell me what true strength is? I may be out of line, but hiding your true self and putting on airs doesn’t seem any different than running away to me. I would think that embracing the things you truly like and being able to enjoy them is worth more than anything. To just be yourself… I believe that’s what true strength really is.
-Tamaki Suou (Ouran High School Host Club)

Feelings you have for each other will not be known unless you voice them.
-Kaoru Hitachiin (Ouran High School Host Club)
There are things in this world which we cannot change no matter how hard we try. Thats why Haruhi, you can’t hesitate when the time comes to give it all you’ve got.
-Renge Houshakuji (Ouran High School Host Club)

I like people who put in effort, even if they’re not good at it.
-Mitsukuni Haninozuka (Ouran High School Host Club)

There is no way a despicable doll like you can become Alice. The one to become Alice is me. The one who loves father more than anyone. I will become Alice. Father will hold me close to his heart and he will gaze only upon me.
-Suigintou (Rozen Maiden)

The world is full of choices unseen. With the willingness to notice, anyone can choose a world of their very own, from an infinity of choice.
-Shinku (Rozen Maiden)

This is what's inside your heart right now. A sky that has become this lovely will not always remain sunny. There will be times when rain will fall and storms will carry on. The scenery will change, but if it is left alone, it will stay changed forever. For that, you must continue to fight, because that is to live. To live is to fight.
-Shinku (Rozen Maiden)

As long as one heeds the voice that calls them, no one can ever turn you into junk. None of us were ever junk to begin with. We all carry the radiance that makes us worthy of becoming Alice.
-Shinku (Rozen Maiden)

You’re right. You are a coward that knows only how to run away. But there is bravery in you. It takes guts to be able to look squarely at your weaknesses.
-Shinku (Rozen Maiden)

It's not an issue of what you do, it's an issue of what you want to do.
-Yamamoto Tsuyoshi (Kateikyoushi Hitman Reborn)

Rely on your instincts, rather than logic.
- Yamamoto Takeshi (Kateikyoushi Hitman Reborn)

Miracles aren’t free, you know. If you wish for hope, an equal amount of despair will be rained down upon you, too. That’s how everything stays in equilibrium…….. and the world’s balance doesn’t get disturbed.
- Sakura Kyoko (Puella Magi Madoka Magica)

Whenever we pray for somebody’s happiness, someone else must be cursed in exchange. Turns out that’s how we magical girls work… I really was an idiot.
- Miki Sayaka (Puella Magi Madoka Magica)

Diamonds are beautiful and sparkling because they are flawless, Utau’s strong determination and her readiness make her shine, Being the way you are now, Can you possibly shine?
- Dia (Shugo Chara)

It’s better to spend your life regretting doing things than to spend it regretting not doing things.
-Lo Ensei (Saiunkoku Monogatari)

You don’t have to hurry, i’m not in any hurry. i’ll be waiting for you always no matter how far in the future it may be or however far you are when that day surely comes, my dream will be right here. ever since the first time that we met each other here.
-Shi Ryuki (Saiunkoku Monogatari)

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