![]() Author has written 1 story for Katekyo Hitman Reborn!, and Aikatsu/アイカツ. Name : Shikaku Akine Nickname : Jan, Aki Birthday : 6th of February Gender : Female Race : Chinese Religion : Buddhist Relationship : Single Languages : Chinese, Cantonese, English, Malay and Japanese About Myself : I do write fanfictions. But sometimes, I'm lazy to type it out. When I do type it out one day, please do look forward to them. Quotations Illusions… or real illusions. Within the illusions hide real illusions… from the real illusions, the illusions are created. Within the truth hides the lie… within the lie hides the truth. That is the Mist.That's deception. The flower witters, the seed remains, Humans can’t live without memories, you know. Still, they can’t live on memories alone. You have to awaken from your dreams eventually. Because dreams you don’t awaken from eventually become sadness. This summer was filled with more happiness than some people have in an entire lifetime. Wings that can’t fly still have a purpose, because no matter what happens they still hold the memories of being able to fly. When we were still in the world of living, death was something that came indiscriminately and randomly. Our lives were real! Not a single moment of them were fake! Everyone lived the best they could! We carved those memories into ourselves! Memories of living as hard as we could! No matter what kind they were, they’re the life we led! Erasing them in the blink of an eye like that… Wasn’t your life also real to you?! I heard that when things were painful for her, she’d cover her ears with headphones and escape to the world of music. I tried it too. It was like everything was blown away. The vocals screamed for me. They grieved for me. The ones who put on the act of common sense were wrong. Those who cried were right. We, the lonely were more human. They screamed at the absurd, beat it down, and destroyed it. They saved me. Even if we forget the faces of our friends, We will never forget the bonds that were carved into our souls. If I lost my memories…and got a different personality…I might be able to. But then, what does it mean to be reborn? That isn’t the life I had anymore. It’s someone else’s life. Everyone only gets to live life one time [Yuri places her hand on her chest., and it’s right here. I only get it once. This is my life. I can’t entrust it to someone, I can’t steal a new one, I can’t force it on others, I can’t forget it or erase it. I can’t stomp over it, laugh on it, or beautify it! I can’t anything! I’d have to-I’d have to accept my one shot at life no matter how cruel, merciless, or unfair I thought it was! Sir, don’t you understand? That is why I must fight. I must keep on fighting! Because…because I can never…[Slams her hands on her desk.] accept that kind of life! The world is beautiful. Even if you're full of tears and sadness, open your eyes. Do what you want to do. Be what you want to be. Find friends. Don't be in a hurry to grow up. Take your time. We didn’t give up on our dreams! We changed our dreams into your dream! That’s what parents do! That’s what family does! No matter how cold and distant people may become, on the inside something warm and precious always remains, something that never changes. To me, that’s what family is like. The city is changing. Our surroundings, and even ourselves. And then one day, just about everything will change... Work hard, and don't give in to the difficulties up ahead... If you feel like crying you shouldn’t hold back your tears. After work was rough on me. It was even worse when I had a day off. I would throw my money away just to kill time. To stay away from home, I was hiding from reality because it was the only thing holding me together. I hate this town, but even if I moved away, I wouldn’t have anywhere to go; anything to do. I tried to shut everything out; to live without thinking of anything. I wanted to wipe my mind clean. I wanted to forget what happened. Everything I did was wrong. Everything was a mistake. The fact that I met her, the fact that we fell in love, that we got married, the fact that we had a baby…It was all one big mistake I couldn’t take back. Friends aren't given; you're supposed to make them. You just went for my head didn’t you? You know that you could kill someone by hitting a vital spot on their head, right? If you know this, then you were trying to kill me, right? So you shouldn’t have complaints no matter what I do to you, right?! What is life? Why do people live? Someone asked me that, and then I beat him within an inch of his life. In my hometown, the sky seemed endless . . . but there was nothing to see. I don’t believe in god. There’s no proof he exists. In a world where there isn’t even proof of the future, the past exists. Even if it’s tainted with misunderstandings and delusions, if the people themselves believe in it, the past is the truth to them. And, if you base your actions or your life around it, in a way, it’s a type of god itself. The world isn’t as cruel as you take it to be. If you really do love her, don’t look away, no matter what happens. No matter what you see, no matter what you learn about her, don’t look away. Once you got her in your embrace, don’t let go. Once you decide you love someone, that’s your responsibility. Reality is such pain. And for those of us who get fed up with that kind of reality, we simply choose to make a new one. We create little walls, and separate the trash from the stuff we like, and when that’s all done we keep the things we care about and kick the rest to the curb. You’d be amazed how well it works! A whole world made out of just moe, tsundere, and BL it’s the best discovery ever! If you ask me that really it the best way to separate reality, from fiction. To the me back then, you don’t need to worry. You’ll soon find something you can do, something you can set your heart on… At the most important place! Words won’t be enough to describe it..the feeling of love keeps flowing out from everywhere…even if everyone against it… even if you know that you shouldn’t..but once you’ve noticed this feeling.. you won’t be able to stop it anymore… I can never forget it, but I don’t want to remember it either. It would be enough for the depressing things in life to only exist in reality.It is because that I think the birth of a story is from people dreaming of a happy ending. Don’t forget that kindness can hurt people too. If you can’t tell us why you’re in so much pain, then you don’t think of us as friends. You can never tell what’ll happen next in life. But so long as you have faith in your feet, the road you walk will be part of you. If I try to deny my past, I’m denying the person I’ve become. I don’t want to do that. Even if I’m not perfect… Even if I’m not the ideal me… He says that I’m still my own person. If you’re lonely, you should say something! If you’re worried, say something! Most people aren’t as sharp as you are! If you want those people to understand you, you should say something! Even if you’re worried that you’ll embarrass yourself, you should still say something! The spring of my heart surges upon the sight of your fresh smile, my love. Even if I searched the world over, no one could compare to you. That kindness to protect me that time with all your might, the depth of your love admonishing me occasionally. This is what you meant by fall in love with the person little by little through looking at their personality isn’t it? Haruhi-kun. Do you think you could tell me what true strength is? I may be out of line, but hiding your true self and putting on airs doesn’t seem any different than running away to me. I would think that embracing the things you truly like and being able to enjoy them is worth more than anything. To just be yourself… I believe that’s what true strength really is. Feelings you have for each other will not be known unless you voice them. I like people who put in effort, even if they’re not good at it. There is no way a despicable doll like you can become Alice. The one to become Alice is me. The one who loves father more than anyone. I will become Alice. Father will hold me close to his heart and he will gaze only upon me. The world is full of choices unseen. With the willingness to notice, anyone can choose a world of their very own, from an infinity of choice. This is what's inside your heart right now. A sky that has become this lovely will not always remain sunny. There will be times when rain will fall and storms will carry on. The scenery will change, but if it is left alone, it will stay changed forever. For that, you must continue to fight, because that is to live. To live is to fight. As long as one heeds the voice that calls them, no one can ever turn you into junk. None of us were ever junk to begin with. We all carry the radiance that makes us worthy of becoming Alice. You’re right. You are a coward that knows only how to run away. But there is bravery in you. It takes guts to be able to look squarely at your weaknesses. It's not an issue of what you do, it's an issue of what you want to do. Rely on your instincts, rather than logic. Miracles aren’t free, you know. If you wish for hope, an equal amount of despair will be rained down upon you, too. That’s how everything stays in equilibrium…….. and the world’s balance doesn’t get disturbed. Whenever we pray for somebody’s happiness, someone else must be cursed in exchange. Turns out that’s how we magical girls work… I really was an idiot. Diamonds are beautiful and sparkling because they are flawless, Utau’s strong determination and her readiness make her shine, Being the way you are now, Can you possibly shine? It’s better to spend your life regretting doing things than to spend it regretting not doing things. You don’t have to hurry, i’m not in any hurry. i’ll be waiting for you always no matter how far in the future it may be or however far you are when that day surely comes, my dream will be right here. ever since the first time that we met each other here. Animes Watched: A Little Snow Fairy Sugar Air Aiura Akikan!! Amnesia Angel Beats Ano Hi Mita Hana no Namae wo Bokutachi wa Mada Shiranai Another Baka no test no Shikanjuu Chuunibyou Demo Koi ga Shitai Clannad Durarara! Fortune Arterial Fushigi Boshi no Futago Hime Gakuen Alice Hatsukoi Limited Hime Chen! Otogi Chikku Idol Lilpri! Ikoku Meiro no Kurowaze Kaichou no Maid-sama Kanon Kateyoushi Hitman Reborn Kobato Kokoro Connect K-On! Maria-sama ga Miteru Mermaid Melody Pichi Pichi Pitch Mirumo de Pon! Mitsudomoe Naisho no Tsubomi Naruto Ouran High School Host Club Petite Princess Yucie Puella Magi Madoka Magica Precure Series Romeo X Juliet Rozen Maiden Saiunkoku Monogatari Shugo Chara Skip Beat! Special A Sugar Sugar Rune Super Doll Licca-chan Tamako Market Tantei Opera Milky Holmes! Tasogare Otome X Amnesia Umineko no Naku Koro ni Uta Kata Working! Yumeiro PatissiereManga Read: A Small World Boku no Negai ga Kanau Nara Chiyahoya Shite yo! Hajimete Ageru! I Love You by Hanatsu Yaya Kilala Princess Kitchen Princess Little Witch's Diary Little Witch Academia Mamotte Lollipop! Meguru Kisetsu no Naka de Mirumo de Pon! Naisho no Tsubomi Ren'ai Daabii traeH |
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