Hi I'm Pixie and I'm an actual Disney villain. I use they/them pronouns, please and thank. I unironically love fairy tales, superheroes, vampires, Disney movies, world religion, and memes. I'm emo trash, I'm very very bisexual, and I'm Slytherin af.

I have a lot of fandoms, but currently my main ones are DC, Marvel, Star Wars, Once Upon a Time, and Twilight. I write and read mostly OC-centric fanfic, fight me about it. I have a couple blogs dedicated to my OCs (see: links) where I post headcanons, manips, oneshots and other stuff that makes me think of them.

This is actually my second ff account. The first one is here. The reason I moved accounts isn't a long story so much as it is a stupid one, but either way it's probably for the best. I've grown a lot as a writer and as a person and I need a fresh start.

I love talking to readers and to fellow writers so please don’t hesitate to message me!

WARNING: This account is pro-OC, pro-sisfic, pro-OC/CC, and yes, pro-Mary Sue.

By which I mean: I love the characters that are called Mary-Sues, and I hate the concept that is used to mock those characters. The concept of the Mary-Sue is so harmful honestly, for so many reasons. Someday I’m going to write a long, comprehensive essay on why the concept is shit but here’s the short version:

It’s used for sexist purposes (female characters are the subject of this criticism WAY more often than male characters are; people can’t even decide on a single term for a male Mary-Sue. Is it Gary-Stu or Marty-Stu? No one knows because it’s considered such a non issue.)

It’s also used in a really mean-spirited way. People create entire blogs just to mock other people’s OCs and do so under the guise of “constructive criticism” in some kind of motte-and-bailey BS. Not only that, but it’s also very often used by adults to mock the creative endeavors of young writers who are just starting out, and I’m really not chill with that.

Even when used with the best of intentions, it has little to no value in concrit because of its broad definition. Everyone has their own idea of what a Mary-Sue is. You can tell someone, very nicely, “Hey, I think your character might be a Mary-Sue, maybe you could work on that” and be referring to a certain set of traits. And the writer might read it and it’ll call to mind an entirely different set of traits, which may or may not enough apply to the character in question.

The Mary-Sue focuses almost entirely on what not to do instead of what you should do. It tells you all the things to avoid but doesn’t tell you why or what to do instead so you’re stuck in this fucking obstacle course trying to avoid making any of these completely arbitrary “mistakes.” It’s exhausting and demoralizing (it sucks having every idea you’re excited about be batted down one after the other) and it sucks the fun out of writing.

If there’s a character who you think is poorly written, unpack that thought and tell me why. If you do that, you have no need to use the term Mary-Sue. And if a character rubs you the wrong way and the best you can come up with to verbalize why is “she’s a Mary-Sue” then quite frankly I don’t think you’re in any place to critique anyone’s writing.

These are but a few of the reasons I hate this garbage concept and why I’ve reclaimed it for myself. I’m a Suethor, my OCs are Mary-Sues, I love Mary-Sue fanfic, fight me about it.

My Writing

Like I said, I write mostly OC centric fanfic, although I do have a few ideas for non-OC fic (mostly one or twoshots.) I also enjoy crackships, crossovers, and really minor characters/one-ep wonders that leave a lot of characterization up to the imagination. (See: Adam Milligan, Emma Winchester, Missy Bender.)

My preferred POV is first person limited. I go back and forth between whether I like present tense or past tense better, but I generally try to choose the part that is best for the story. My chapters tend to be short; I like to break up the content into smaller chapters because it means I can update faster, it’s less exclusionary to adhd/dyslexic readers, and it’s just easier for me as a writer with adhd.

I’m addicted to making AUs of my own stories and I have a tendency to break stories into series when they really don’t need to be. (This is mostly because of my adhd, again--I love organizing things into parts--and because I also love cliffhangers and nomenclature).

Supernatural isn’t my main fandom anymore, but I still like writing for it because I enjoy episodic storytelling, monster of the week stuff. Small plots that turn into big ones. I love that.

I also tend to incorporate fairy-tale and/or religious symbolism. If I ever do make it to college, I’d like to study folklore. It’s just a special interest. Also Gail Carson Levine writes fairy-tales, and she’s been a formative influence in my life as a writer.

Like I said, I’m very adhd so updates tend to take longer than I’d like.

Lastly, the stories under the WIP section are FAR from the only stories that I am working on. You can find a full list of my OCs on my tumblr (comealongpixie.) These are just the ones that I’m focusing the most on.

Stories That Are In Progress

String Theory

Fandom: iZombie

Main OC: Caroline Abruzzo (Candice Accola)

Series: N/A

Main Ships: Caroline/Ravi (“Ravoline”)

Summary: Homicide detective Caroline Abruzzo’s comfort zone is her work, her dog, and her caffeine addiction. That comfort zone is quickly shattered when her partner decides to start working with a tiny M.E. with pale skin and a penchant for knowing the unknowable about murder victims. As Caroline’s social circle begins to shift, so do her feelings for M.E. #2-but opening up to people has never worked out well for her in the past.

Which will win out? Her fear? Her affection? Or the left-field, third-party candidate: a secret zombie epidemic? Only time will tell.

Rated: T [ language, adult themes, possible violence typical of canon ]

Other Notes: None

Of Ravens and Writing Desks

Fandom: Once Upon a Time

Main OC: Alice Kingsley (Gal Gadot)

Series: N/A

Main Ships: Jefferson/Alice (“Jefferlice”)

Summary: After years of adventures, portal-jumping, and piracy, Alice Kingsley's curse in Storybrooke is everything she spent her life trying to run from: a loveless marriage with a man in love with her sister. Although she clings to her marriage-and sanity-for her daughter's sake, she can't shake the terrifying memory of meeting that strange man in the woods-the only time she's ever felt awake, alive, real.

And then one day a woman in a yellow bug rolls into town, and everything begins to change. And as hard as she tries, Alice begins to realize that she can't run from reality. Not this time.

Rated: T [ adult themes ]

Other Notes: Does not take Once Upon a Time in Wonderland into account.

Mirror, Mirror

Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe

Main OC: Leila Whitaker (Nina Dobrev)

Series: Possibly.

Story Ships: Steve/Leila (“Snowcap”; SUPER slowburn; if this is a series then they don’t get together until book three), side Leila/Rumlow

Summary: When crimelord Leila Whittaker’s dark past suddenly catches up with her, she’s given an easy choice: S.H.I.E.L.D., or prison. Unsurprisingly, she chooses the former.

Little does S.H.I.E.L.D. know, Leila’s not here just to keep her freedom and pay off her debt to society. She has her own reasons for taking up the badge. On her agenda: find a man she’s heard only whispers about, the one who can change her life. Not on her agenda: become a superhero, stop an alien invasion, and fall in love with a costumed war hero.

But you know. Life is what happens when you’re busy making other plans. Or whatever.

Rated: T [ mentions of past rape, abuse, brainwashing, and murder ]

Other Notes: None

Stories That Are On Hiatus and/or Abandoned

Neurosis: I would love to finish this story eventually but I’m just not confident enough in my ability to write non-OC fic to go back to it yet. My computer also crashed shortly after I published it, and I lost all my notes on the story, and I’ve still yet to recover my files, and I have very little memory of where I planned to go with the story.

Grace Under Pressure: I wrote a longer note about this in the a/n of the last chapter, and even longer one on my Jace Winchester blog, but the gist is that I’m not happy with what I’ve written so far and I wasn’t enjoying writing the story anymore, so I’ll be rewriting it under the name Smoke and Mirrors. (See WIPs for more.)

Works In Progress

Smoke and Mirrors

Fandom: Supernatural

Main OC: Jace Winchester (Lili Reinhart)

Series: Smoke and Mirrors (The rest of the books’ titles are up in the air)

Story Ships: Jace/Adrian (“Jadrian”; Adrian is played by Bob Morley)

Series Ships: Jace/Michael, Jace/Ruby, Sam/OFC, Dean/OFC/Adam (Love triangle)

Summary: Jace Winchester. Social pariah, favorite child, medical mystery. Her world comes crashing down when her father goes missing, throwing her together with the brothers she's felt distant from as long as she can remember. Although the unscheduled road trip might bring them closer together, it's marked by a string of coincidences that feel too coincidental. Between the demon attacks, the strange dreams, and the girl from Jericho who seems to share Jace's abilities, Jace starts to wonder if her family is stranger than she knew, even for hunters.

Rated: Kplus [ violence typical of canon. Note that later installments may have different ratings. ]

Other Notes: Smoke and Mirrors is a ten part series, with each installment covering one season of the show. Things get AU after season 5 (hence why there’s ten books instead of 11). I also have a number of spin-off and AU ideas.

Decalogue

Fandom: Daredevil/Matt Fraction’s Hawkeye/Inhumans

Main OC: Jezebel “Jez” Murdock (Willa Holland)

Series: The Lightbringer Legacy (Book Two: “Catechism”; Book Three: “Exodus.”)

Story Ships: Jez/OMC

Series Ships: Matt/OFC, Jez/Undecided

Summary: When the nightmares of Jezebel Murdock's childhood come back with a vengeance, her brother Matt is too busy saving the city to notice. So Jez finds a new hero-Clint Barton, the Avenger who saved her three years ago at the expense of his hearing. Under his guidance, she becomes a hero in her own right-but what happens when she learns that Matt has been keeping secrets of his own?

Rated: T [ violence ; trauma ; adult/suggestive themes ]

Other Notes: Decalogue is divided into two acts: Genesis, and Apostasy. (The rest of the series is not divided in this way.) I may also write a sequel series.

It’s worth noting that the series is actually far more centered on Jez’s familial relationships with Clint and Matt than on any romantic relationships.

Queen of Hearts

Fandom: The Flash (CW)

Main OC: Haven Hendrix (Amber Heard)

Series: The Cheshire Cat Chronicles (Book Two: “Wildflower”; Book Three: Undecided )

Story Ships: One-Sided Haven/Barry

Series Ships: Barry/Haven (“Allendrix”; reciprocated), peripheral Haven/Leonard

Summary: When a dangerously unstable metahuman starts wreaking havoc in Central City, Team Flash does their best to stop her. But how do you stop someone who can disappear? Look like anyone? Get inside your head and make you forget why you wanted to catch her in the first place?

Haven’s sadistic instability, combined with her power to cast powerful illusions, might make her the most dangerous metahuman Team Flash has met so far...until she develops a soft spot for Barry Allen, of course-the only man who’s ever given her a choice in who she should be. The only questions is what Haven’s going to do with that choice. Will she become Team Flash’s greatest enemy, or their most powerful ally?

Rated: T [ mentions of past rape, torture, and abuse ]

Other Notes: The series title is set, but the names for the individual books are subject to change.

Innocence and Instinct

Fandom: Teen Wolf/Supernatural

Main OC: Jace Stilinski (Lucy Fry)

Series: N/A

Story Ships: Jace/Jackson, Jace/Kevin

Summary: Stiles and Jace Stilinski have been attached at the hip ever since the death of their mother; the few weeks that Jace spends at boarding school is the longest they've ever been apart. Jace comes back to Beacon Hills on the verge of a nervous breakdown, only to find that everything has changed. Derek Hale is back in town, strange deaths are happening every week, her long time crush has a girlfriend, and as for Jace herself, something strange is happening, something that should be impossible.

But the worst part? Now, at the moment she needs him the most, is when her brother-her brother with whom she's notoriously codependent, her brother she was forced to split from because of some therapist, her brother who has never lied to her, ever-now, he starts keeping secrets from her.

Rated: T [ violence typical of canon ; adult themes ; gaslighting ; self-harm ; depression & other mental illness ; incest mentions ]

Other Notes: AU of Smoke and Mirrors.

LINKS

(FF is being weird about hyperlinks so I'm writing them longhand as well)

Jace Winchester Blog (joancamilla.tumblr.com) [INACTIVE]

Writing Blog (comealongpixie.tumblr.com)

Sisfic Blog (sisficionado.tumblr.com)

Pinterest (pinterest.com/outlandsqueen)

Polyvore (queenoftheoutlands.polyvore.com)

Wattpad (wattpad.com/user/queenoftheoutlands) [INACTIVE]

AO3 (archiveofourown.com/users/comealongpixie)

Okay I think that's it. Bye!