I'm not a book - I can't be read.
I'm not the weather - I can't be predicted.
I'm not an item - I can't be bought.
I'm not a fool - I can't be sweet talked.
I'm not an outfit - I can't be changed.
I'm not a game - I can't be won.
I'm not an animal - I can't be tamed.
I'm not a doormat - I can't be walked all over.
I am what I am and that's all that I am.

Mommy...Johnny brought a gun to school,

He told his friends that it was cool,

And when he pulled the trigger back,

It shot with a great, huge crack.

Mommy, I was a good girl, I did what I was told,

I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold!

When I went to school that day,

I never said good-bye.

I'm sorry that I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry.

When Johnny shot the gun, he hit me and another,

And all because Johnny, got the gun from his brother.

Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much,

And please tell Zack; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush.

And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now

And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best

Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest

Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class,

And never to forget this, And please don't let this pass

Mommy, why'd it have to be me? No one, though. deserves this.

But mommy, it's not fair, I left without a kiss.

But mommy, it's not fair, I left without a kiss.

I think I even saw one doctor, trying not to cry.

Mommy, I'm slowly dying, with a bullet in my chest,

But Mommy please remember, I'm in heaven with the rest

When I heard that great, big crack, I ran as fast as I could

please listen to me if you would,

I wanted to go to college, I wanted to try things that were new

I guess I'm not going with Daddy, On that trip to the new zoo I wanted to get married, I wanted to have a kid,

I wanted to be an actress, I really wanted to live.

But Mommy I must go now, The time is getting late, Mommy, tell my Zack, I'm sorry I to cancel the date. I love you Mommy, I always have, I know you know its true

And Mommy all I need to say is, "Mommy, I love you"

In Memory of The Columbine & Virginia Tech
Students Who Were Lost

Please if you would,
Don't smash this on the ground.

If you pass this on,

Maybe people will cry,

Just keep this in your heart,

For the people who didn't get to say "Good-bye".

Now you have 2 choices,

1) Pass this on, and show people you care, repost as
"Try Not To Cry"
2) Don't send it, and you have just proven how
cold-hearted you really are...

Remeber I DID NOT write this, it is from someone else, but please, pick the right choice

My name is Tiffany

I am three,

My eyes are swollen

I cannot see,

I must be stupid

I must be bad,

What else could have made

My daddy so mad?

I wish I were better

I wish I weren’t ugly,

Then maybe my mommy

Would still want to hug me.

I can’t do a wrong

I can’t speak at all

Or else im locked up

All day long.

When im awake im all alone

The house is dark

My folks aren’t home

When my mommy does come home

I'll try and be nice,

So maybe ill just get

One whipping tonight.

I just heard a car

My daddy is back

From Charlie’s bar.

I hear him curse

My name is called

I press myself

Against the wall

I try to hide

From his evil eyes

I’m so afraid now

I’m starting to cry

He finds me weeping

Calls me ugly words,

He says its my fault

He suffers at work.

He slaps and hits me

And yells at me more,

I finally get free

And run to the door

He’s already locked it

And i start to bawl,

He takes me and throws me

Against the hard wall

I fall to the floor

With my bones nearly broken,

And my daddy continues

With more bad words spoken,

"I’m sorry!", I scream

But its now much to late

His face has been twisted

Into a unimaginable shape

The hurt and the pain

Again and again

O please God, have mercy!

O please let it end!

And he finally stops

And heads for the door

While i lay there motionless

Brawled on the floor

My name is tiffany

I am three,

Tonight my daddy

Murdered me

And you can help

Sickens me top the soul,

And if you read this

and don’t pass it on

I pray for your forgiveness

Because you would have to be

One heartless person

To not be effected

By this Poem

And because you are effected,

Do something about it!

So all I ask you to do

Is pass this on!

IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE

Please pass it on.

boy- oh realy? y?

girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all.

boy- oh

girl- so what did we do in math 2day?

boy- u didnt miss anything thing that

great.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​
.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​just lots of notes

girl- ok good

boy- yeah

girl- hey i have a question...

boy- ok, ask away

girl- ​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​ ​​​​.​ ​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​how much do u love me?

boy- u kno i love u more than anything

girl- yeah...

boy- y did u ask?

girl- ​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​ ​​​​​​ ​​​.​​​ ​​​​​​​ ​.​​​​​​ ​​​.​​​​​ ​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​ ​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​ ​.​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​ ​​silence

boy- is something wrong?

girl- no nothing at all

boy- good.

girl- .​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​ ​​​​​​ .​​​​​​ ​​​​​.​​ ​​​​​​​​ .​​​​​​​​ .​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​how much do u care about me?

boy- i would give u the world in a

heartbeat if i could.

girl- u would?

boy- yeah.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​ ​​​​​​ ​​​​.​​ ​​​​​​​ ​​.​​​​​ ​​​​.​​​​ ​​​​of course i would sounding worried

girl- no, everythings fine...

boy- are u sure?

girl- yeah.

boy- ok...i hope so.

girl- .​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​ ​​​​​​ .​​​​​​ ​​​​​.​​ ​​​​​​​​ .​​​​​​​​ .​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​would u die for me?

boy- i would take a bullet for u anyday,

hun

girl- realy?

boy- anyday. now seriously, is there something wrong??

girl- no im fine, ur fine, we're fine, everyones fine.

boy- ...ok

girl- ​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​ ​​​​​​ ​​​.​​​ ​​​​​​​ ​.​​​​​​ ​​​.​​​​​ ​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​ ​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​ ​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​ ​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​well i have to go ill c u 2morrow at school.

boy- alright, bye. I LOVE YOU.

girl- yeah, i love u 2, bye.

THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL:

boy- hey, have u seen my g/f 2day?

friend- no

boy- oh.

friend- she wasnt here yesterday either.

boy- i know, she was acting all wierd on

the phone last nite.

friend- well dude u kno how gurls are sumtimes

boy- yeah.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​
.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​
but not her.

friend- idk wht else 2 say, man.

boy- k well i gotta get 2 english, ill c ya

after school.

friend- yeah i gotta get to science, ttyl.

THAT NIGHT:

-ring-

-ring-

-ring-

-ring-

girl- hello?

boy- hey

girl- oh, hi.

boy- y weren't u at school 2day?

girl- uh...i had another doctor

appointment.

boy- are u sick?

girl- .​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​ ​​​​​​ .​​​​​​ ​​​​​.​​ ​​​​​​​​ .​​​​​​​​ .​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​ .​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​ ​​​​​​ um i have 2 go, my mom's

callin on my other line.

boy- ill wait.

girl- it may take a while, ill call u later.

boy- ​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​ ​​​.​​ ​​​​​​ ​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​alright,​​​​​​​​​​​​ i love u hun.

very long pause

girl- (with tear in her eye) look, i think we should break up.

boy- what??

girl- its the best thing for us right now.

boy- y??

girl- i love u.

click
THE GIRL DOESNT COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 MORE WEEKS, AND DOESNT ANSWER HER PHONE.

boy- hey dude

friend- hey

boy- whats up

friend- nothin, hey have u talked 2 ur ex

lately?

boy- no

friend- so u didnt hear?

boy- hear what?

friend- um idk if i should be the one to tell u...

boy- dude, wtf tell me

friend- uh...call this number.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​
433-​​​​​​​​​​​​555-​​​​​​​​​​​​3468

boy- ok...

BOY CALLS NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL

-ring-

-ring-

-ring-

voice- hello, suppam county hospital, this is nurse beckam.

boy- uh...i must have the wrong number,

im looking for my friend.

voice- what is her name, sir?

(boy gives info)

voice- yes, this is the right number, she is one of our patients here.

boy- rele? y? what happened?? how is she??

voice- her room number is ..646, in building A, suite 3.

boy- WHT HAPPENED??

voice- plz come by sir and you can see her, goodbye.

boy- WAIT! NO!

dial tone

BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO ROOM ..646, BUILDING A, SUITE 3. GIRL IS LYING IN THE HOSPITAL BED.

boy- omg are u ok??

girl- .​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​ ​​​​​​ .​​​​​​ ​​​​​.​​ ​​​​​​​​ .​​​​​​​​ .​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​ ​​​​​​ .​​​​​​ ​​​​​.​​ ​​​​​​​​ .

boy- sweetie!! talk to me!!

girl- i...

boy- u what?? U WHAT??

girl- i have cancer and im on life support

boy- .​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​ ​​​​​​ .​​​​​​ ​​​​​.​​ ​​​​​​​​ .​​​​​​​​ .​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​ .​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​ ​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​​​​​​​​​​.​​​ ​​​​​​ ​​​ ​​​​​​ ​​​​ breaks into

tearsgirl- they're taking me off 2night

boy- y??

girl- i wanted 2 tell u but i couldnt

boy- y didnt u tell me??

girl- i didnt want 2 hurt u.

boy- u could never hurt me

girl- i just wanted 2 c if u felt bout me as the same i felt bout u.

boy- ?

girl- i love u more than anything, i would

give u the world in a heartbeat. i would die

for you and take a bullet for you.

boy- ...

girl- dont be sad, i love u n ill always be

here w/u

boy- then y'd u break up w/me?

nurse- young man, visiting hours are over.

BOY LEAVES, GIRL IS TAKEN OFF LIFE SUPPORT, AND DIES.

but wht the boy didn't kno is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time, and she only broke up w/him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks to live, and thought it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.

NEXT DAY:

the boy is found dead with a gun in his hand..with a note in the other...

THE NOTE SAID:i told her i would take a

bullet for her...just like she said she would die for me...
With her best friend in her arms.