When Ponyboy's attacked, his attackers tear everything away from him, his sanity included. The gang's left to piece him back together, but can he really ever be whole again? Contains rape, no slash at the momment but may become Dally/Ponyboy

What if Ponyboy was only three going on four when his parents died? Would the gang still be accepting of him? And how would Darry and Soda deal with the state? Johnny and Dally are still alive.