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I wrote my first ever story when I was barely 12 in 2010 and I knew this website would come back and haunt me.
If I know you in real life, CONGRATULATIONS. You have found the most embarrassing thing i have ever posted on the internet, do enjoy.
If I don't know you, well then after you notice I was 12 when I wrote a rape scene then I believe you have decided its better you don't know me.
These holidays I'm going to go and edit my story, possibly finish it. My primary school grammar is shocking and makes me want to skin myself, however I do give claps for my younger self. As sad as it was, for a whole two years I lived and only survived from the fact I read from here every night.
Even though I can laugh at what I wrote (also cry from shame at the same time) I think it's pretty cool that I wrote 'Death is the Easy Option Out'.
All my friends wonder why I am in no big fandoms anymore. I killed this side of me for a long time.
I got a boyfriend, got into highschool, you know the drill. How could I let anyone know of this embarrassing past?
I may just be starting to let this side come back, maybe just.

I miss this site. I really do.

- Sophie, also known under her tween writers name "Inlovewithvanity".

3/06/13