Edward's angst when Bella discovers she's pregnant, follows through Renesmee's birth, Edward's acceptance. R&R "I had to stop this...If it was kids she wanted she could have them. As many as she wanted. Just not this child. The worst one. Mine."

After Bella's tragic 18th birthday party, Edward leaves her for her safety. But, what would have happened if he had left more than an agonizing girl behind? What if, without knowing, he had left his own baby growing inside of her?

Post BD. In Renesmee's first high school year, she meets a boy named Logan who will challenge her love for Jacob and simultaneously her self restraint. AN: Please disregard any typos, I was a bit rushed.