I am different than any chick you'd ever meet. I'd the chick with dyed hair and red nails that would rather not talk to you. I like the music you've never heard of, watch the movies you despise, and wear the clothes you throw away. Im the chick who will scream, any song at a dance I know, even if I hate it, I'm the chick who will dance like there is a tomorrow and I just don't care. I'm the chick you talk about when you think I'm not listening.

To kill the whitest looking dove
To hate everything I love
And I'm trying to pretend
Oh in wanting life to end
That I am not another stupid
Little teenage fucking whore

I'm the chick you think is emo. And maybe I am. Am I emotional? Somedays. I'm the chick you think is punk. Do I look it somedays? Maybe. Do I listen to punk music? Most days. Im the chick you think is goth. Do I have black hair? Yes. Do I wear black clothes? Somedays. I'm the chick you think is scene. Am I straight edge? No. Do I pretend I am? No. I'mthe chick you think is suicidal. Do I think about suicide? Yes. Would I ever kill myself? No.

Mom I'm not on drugs I'm okay, I was just thinking you know, why don't
you get me a pepsi?
And she goes:
NO you're on drugs!
I go:
Mom I'm okay, I'm just thinking.
She goes:
No you're not thinking, you're on drugs! Normal people don't act that way!
I go:
Mom just give me a Pepsi please
All I want is a Pepsi, and she wouldn't give it to me
All I wanted was a Pepsi, just one Pepsi, and she wouldn't give it to me.
Just a Pepsi.

I am the chick who will make you think about your life. The chick who will only lie to you if I hate you. I am the chick who will have a conversation with anyone about anything, in the middle of a Wal Mart. I'm the chick who has no idea whats going on, even though I appear that I'm listening. Label me if you wish. Cause it's all true if you believe it is. Although I will never put a label on my wrist, dedicating myself to it. I am human. And I will change. But for now, i'm just the chick, with the dyed hair and red nails, who is sitting in the cafeteria, with pepsi in hand and a friend at her side.

and think of all the places
where you've been lost
and then found...out
in between my sheets
in between the rights and the wrongs

Loves

Pepsi, Mint Lifesavers, Sunday Nights When Alot Of Shows Are New, My Twin, Mr.Peter Wentz, Wicca, Converse, Shirts That No One Else Has, Our Theatre, TIM HORTENS, Coffee, Caramel Doughnuts, Potatoe Soup, Caramel Moolattes, A&W After Camping Trips, When People I Hate Move Away, Nexus, Bar Code Tattoo, "He's The Reason Girls Stick Their Finger Down Their Throat, And Why Boys Question Their Sexuality", Beautiful Pictures, Corset Percings, Slit Wrists and Tummy Aches, Candles, Pepsi Lime, Cd's, Handcuffs, "If you saw Jesus walking down the street and you had a gun in your hand, would you shoot him? Fuuuuck Yeah", Fancy Brownies, Cookie Dough Ice Cream, Screamers, Trade Shows, Wal Mart, Boston Pizza, Lip Gloss, Movies In Theatres, Video On Trial.

She's simple yet confusing
Her sparkling eyes make me weak at my words, they tremble
Days seem like years in this month of December
The winter coldens me for I have yet to sleep
And never will I give up trying 'cause you're everything to me

Hates

Most People, Emotion, Chocolate, Starbucks, Coca Cola, People Who Walk Too Slow, People Who Walk To Fast, Fat People, Expense, Lawyers, Taxes, Moving, Wall Units, Large Tv's, Roxy, Russia, Time Changes, Winter, Snow, Cold, No Internet, No Tv, Bills, Power Cuts, American Flags On Canadian Lawns, Mystery Animals Walking Through Your House, Accents, Repeats, Losing Stuff, School, Dishes, Our Mcdonalds, Paper Cuts, Most Rap, RapXcore...what the fuck is that? You can't jsut put core at the end of a word and pretend it's a new and cooler genre of music, Commericals In My Movie Theatre Previews, Coats, "Gangsta" Shoes, Trends, Constant Liars, Retards.

Pete Wentz plays in Fall Out Boy
Here's his number, girls and boys:
847-400-48, 1 and 4.

You better call him, he's in Fall Out Boy, you better call him.

Favorite Movies

Without a Paddle, Eulogy, Wedding Crashers, 40 Year Old Virgin, Final Destination, Final Destination 2, Final Destination 3, Gingersnaps, Gingersnaps 2, Gingersnap 3, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, That one Denis Leary movie that I can't remember the name, Blue Collar 1, Blue Collar 2, Team America, Thirteen, The Breakfast Club, Harold and Kumar go to White Castle, Going The Distance, Coyote Ugly, Detroit Rock City, Cabin Fever, The Notebook, The Butterfly Effect, American Pie, American Pie 2, American Wedding.

Rely a bit too heavily
On alcohol and irony
Get clobbered on by courtesy
In love with love and lousy poetry
And I'm leaning on this broken fence
Between past and present tense
And I'm losing all those stupid games
That I swore I'd never play

Favorite Shows

Charmed, Lost, Family Guy, The Simpsons, South Park, Malcome In The Middle, One Tree Hill, Friends, Gilmore Girls, Blue Collar TV, My Name Is Earl, Bedford Diaries, Summerland, Supernatural, Wild Boys, Two and a Half Men, The War At Home.

Sometimes I know you feel a bit let down
It’s not the same without your friends around.
And it must be hard to look around my place.
Cause you can’t find what you’re looking for,
Cause they’re not here anymore.
As if you didn’t know.

Favorite Bands/Singers

The Scene Aesthetic, hellogoodbye, Sex Pistols, Panic at the Disco, The Audition, Green Day, Fall Out Boy, Senses Fail, Out of your Mouth, Alexisonfire, Hawthorne Heights, The Used, Blink 182, My Chemical Romance, Nirvana, Nickleback, Cheap Sex, Jeffree Star, Marilyn Manson, From First To Last, The Pettit Project, Tommy Lee, Taking Back Sunday, Sum 41, Silverstein, Something Corporate, Social Code, Relient K, Papa Roach, Bayside.

Where is your boy tonight?

I hope he is a gentleman,

Maybe he won't find out what I know:

You were the last good thing about this part of town.

The Bets

L-$50 If M Goes To Jail For Murder By Age 21.

B-$50 If M Goes To Jail For Anything Else Besides Murder By Age 21.

L+B-$100 If M Dosn't Go To Jail By Age 21.

L-$50 If D Is Not Gay By Age 17.

B-$50 If D Is Gay By Age 17.

L+B-$100 If D Is Bisexual By Age 17.

"If Billy was a women, I would marry him and have a ridiculous amount of children"