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Author has written 2 stories for Hollyoaks.

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After Today by Empathist reviews
A sequel to the series of stories following Real Arms Around Me including Doing It Again. This one begins in the spring of 2016, a couple of days after Say It Back. Brendan and Ste are making a life together after prison. It's a continuing story which won't be finishing any time soon. I promise it won't be abandoned or ended without warning x
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 86 - Words: 632,214 - Reviews: 5656 - Favs: 91 - Follows: 107 - Updated: 9/1 - Published: 1/19/2014 - [Brendan B., Ste Hay]
Locked Up by Love Out Of Lust reviews
Ste is imprisoned and meets Brendan. This is inspired by the wonderful fic "Held Captive" by Mamalaz. Note: This is not meant to be an accurate depiction of prison life.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 62 - Words: 386,596 - Reviews: 1555 - Favs: 181 - Follows: 195 - Updated: 5/14/2014 - Published: 1/24/2013 - Ste Hay, Brendan B. - Complete
Forever: Stendan AU Series by Busman's Holiday reviews
A series of Stendan AU stories based on Tumblr fanart. Each Chapter will be a a new stand-alone story. All M rated. First story in series is Student/Teacher.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 75,717 - Reviews: 191 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 52 - Updated: 12/9/2013 - Published: 8/10/2013 - Brendan B., Ste Hay
Marks Under the Skin by elfx9 reviews
Brendan has been in prison for three years, and upon returning finds Steven a shadow of his former self. Now rated M.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 22 - Words: 91,204 - Reviews: 515 - Favs: 120 - Follows: 146 - Updated: 11/5/2013 - Published: 12/11/2012 - Brendan B., Ste Hay - Complete
Doing It Again by Empathist reviews
In 2015, Brendan is released from prison and is reunited with Ste.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 8 - Words: 53,261 - Reviews: 235 - Favs: 82 - Follows: 63 - Updated: 10/20/2013 - Published: 8/26/2013 - Ste Hay, Brendan B. - Complete
In Another Life by Bernard O'Hare reviews
On December 4th 2092, Steven Hay and Brendan Brady meet on a plane bound for Dublin. However, it is anything but love at first sight.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 21 - Words: 121,038 - Reviews: 588 - Favs: 94 - Follows: 131 - Updated: 10/13/2013 - Published: 3/29/2013 - Brendan B., Ste Hay
Hitched by elfx9 reviews
This fic will consist of the following five chapters: The Proposal, The Stag Do, The Wedding, The Honeymoon, The Anniversary.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,215 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 36 - Published: 9/13/2013 - Brendan B., Ste Hay
Real Arms Around Me by Empathist reviews
Brendan and Ste. Begins in Dublin in December 2012, and follows the show's storyline right up until Brendan left in March 2013.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 23 - Words: 146,768 - Reviews: 344 - Favs: 75 - Follows: 83 - Updated: 7/28/2013 - Published: 12/29/2012 - Brendan B., Ste Hay - Complete
Show Me What This Life Is For by plumbobjo reviews
Stendan AU. School fic. Student/teacher. Eighteen year old Steven Hay keeps catching Brendan's eye and it's becoming increasingly difficult to convince himself that it's just concern for the boy's welfare.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 54,085 - Reviews: 166 - Favs: 107 - Follows: 116 - Updated: 6/9/2013 - Published: 1/22/2013 - Brendan B., Ste Hay
Ain't No Mercy In My Smile by plumbobjo reviews
The UK isn't big enough for him and his Steven anymore; they're too well known, there's not enough space to get lost in. America is perfect for them - nothing but miles of open road, anonymous towns, faceless people who don't look at them twice and if they do… well, Brendan makes sure they don't look a third time. VERY DARK kind of AU. Very hard M. Lots of warnings inside. WIP.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 39,140 - Reviews: 118 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 48 - Updated: 5/26/2013 - Published: 1/2/2013 - Brendan B., Ste Hay
Double Date by Busman's Holiday reviews
Three Parter Stendan future fic, set three years on. Brendan and Ste live happily in Dublin, running and bar and restaurant. When they visit a hotel for an anniversary dirty weekend they bump into a familiar couple and things get awkward...
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 9,611 - Reviews: 45 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 5/10/2013 - Published: 4/28/2013 - Brendan B., Ste Hay - Complete
Empire of Dirt by StoryNeverTold reviews
A series of one-shots, each dedicated to Brendan and his relationship with someone who has changed his life, no matter how much. Inspired by his approaching exit. 'You can have it all, my empire of dirt. I will let you down, I will make you hurt' (Brendan Brady centric)Rated M for later chapters.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 9,312 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 4/30/2013 - Published: 3/4/2013 - Brendan B.
Wounds by Love Out Of Lust reviews
One shot. Ste struggles to cope in the aftermath of Brendan's imprisonment.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,910 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 5 - Published: 4/12/2013 - Brendan B., Ste Hay - Complete
Staring by hobbleit reviews
He would often find himself staring. John Paul/Doug paring
Hollyoaks - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 9,308 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 4/1/2013 - Published: 2/25/2013 - John P. M., Doug C. - Complete
Our Beginning by Tracy-Lou reviews
Brendan and Ste go on their first holiday together as a family. Sequel to 'Marry You'.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 14,523 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 3/13/2013 - Published: 12/28/2012 - Brendan B., Ste Hay - Complete
Breathe You In by Tracy-Lou reviews
Doug and Walker gravitated towards each other through mutual loneliness and emptiness, but now it's something much more than that.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 26,399 - Reviews: 52 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 3/10/2013 - Published: 1/5/2013 - Doug C., S. Walker - Complete
And Now For Something Different by BipolarMolar reviews
Multi-chapter fic- multiple pairings. Seriously, I'll write any pairing, no matter how strange. Already uploaded- Brendan/Dodger, Brendan/Doug, Kevin/Walker, Brendan/Kevin, Walker/Shawnee. Slash and het.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 9,989 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 2/18/2013 - Published: 2/6/2013 - Brendan B. - Complete
When The Sun Goes Down by Love Out Of Lust reviews
I wrote these fics ages ago as a request for someone. They're stand alone fics, but I decided to make them into two chapters. I've changed them in that the history with Cam doesn't exist, so Walker and Brendan aren't enemies. In my version, they also slept together in the office after the kiss. It also includes some references to Ste.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 7,150 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/5/2013 - Brendan B., S. Walker - Complete
You Still Owe Me by SpaceySighs reviews
Doug still owes Brendan money. How is he going to pay it back? 'Bug' This was my friends idea, I just told her I'd write them a story :
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 11,307 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 1/31/2013 - Published: 5/5/2012 - Brendan B., Doug C. - Complete
A Scotsman And An Englishman Walk Into Chez Chez by BipolarMolar reviews
Something about Walker just manages to rub Joel up the wrong way. Even more so when Walker decides it's his duty to "Discipline" Joel, by way of slash! Reeling in shock from Walker's advances, Joel questions his sexuality. But the real trouble begins when Brendan finds out his protege has been ravished by the handsome Simon Walker! Dub/non con themes.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 7,443 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 1/26/2013 - Published: 8/6/2012 - S. Walker
Mini-bars and abysses by queerasoaks reviews
Set the night of the National Television Awards- Emmett Scanlan's POV. Please note that this is (purely fictitious!) real person slash between Emmett Scanlan and Kieron Richardson, so if that squicks you out don't read it! In two parts. This is chapter one.
Hollyoaks - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,898 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 18 - Published: 1/24/2013 - Ste Hay, Brendan B.
When We Were Young by Love Out Of Lust reviews
A seventeen year old Brendan struggles with his feelings for his sister's friend Ste
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 21,777 - Reviews: 76 - Favs: 56 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 1/19/2013 - Published: 1/15/2013 - Brendan B., Ste Hay - Complete
You Can't Hide Forever by FictitiousRamblings reviews
Ste returns to the village following a tragedy. Story mostly revolves around how the tragedy has changed him but also how it hasn't.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 14 - Words: 50,044 - Reviews: 58 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 1/16/2013 - Published: 12/3/2011 - Ste Hay, Brendan B. - Complete
Interrupted by Love Out Of Lust reviews
Ste and Brendan are interrupted while having sex. Lots and lots of sex.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 11,354 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 1/9/2013 - Published: 12/22/2012 - Brendan B., Ste Hay
Once More(With Feeling) by BipolarMolar reviews
All the bralker unrelated one-shots, AUs, prompt fills fics that I meant to write. I'm definitely going to finish all incomplete work on here though, but this is probably my last Bralker fic. Review if you like it:)
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 12,015 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 1/8/2013 - Published: 11/16/2012 - Brendan B., S. Walker - Complete
I Like It Rough by BipolarMolar reviews
5 Times It Wasn't Stendan- and one time it was! VERY slashy 1shots pairing Brendan and Ste with other people- or each other! Some will be canon, some will not, but ALL will be rough,passionate and inspired by song lyrics. Please read and review if you like it! Pairings include Brendan/Eoghan,Brendan/ Doug,Brendan/Joel,Ste/Doug, and Ste/Brendan.Arguably dubcon.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 11,770 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 1/3/2013 - Published: 11/10/2012 - Brendan B., Ste Hay
The One That I Want by Tracy-Lou reviews
Ste goes to find Brendan in Dublin.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,077 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 12/23/2012 - Published: 12/22/2012 - Brendan B., Ste Hay - Complete
Whatever You Have To Do by elfx9 reviews
Ste and Brendan go on the run after Brendan's plan to have Seamus killed goes wrong. One-shot based on recent spoilers.
Hollyoaks - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,489 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 4 - Published: 12/23/2012 - Brendan B., Ste Hay - Complete
The Break Up by Love Out Of Lust reviews
Brendan breaks up with Ste when his father Seamus comes to stay. This will have two parts.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 13,678 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 12/22/2012 - Published: 12/12/2012 - Brendan B., Ste Hay - Complete
Taking The Power Back by Tracy-Lou reviews
Ste learns the terrible truth about Brendan's father.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 9 - Words: 20,604 - Reviews: 89 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 12/9/2012 - Published: 10/10/2012 - Brendan B., Ste Hay - Complete
Insane Like The Wolf by BipolarMolar reviews
An angsty Brouglas one-shot, with dark themes, dubcon and bottom!Brendan. I know, I'm surprised too. Please review if you liked it:)
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,613 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/26/2012 - Brendan B., Doug C. - Complete
Death Do Us Part by elfx9 reviews
One-shot following Brendan over the 10 days after Ste is submitted to hospital. A good dosage of angst, heartbreak, banter, love and realism I hope. Bit of a long one, this.
Hollyoaks - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,047 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 3 - Published: 11/12/2012 - Brendan B., Ste Hay - Complete
Running Away by Tracy-Lou reviews
Brendan watches over Ste in his coma following the wedding crash.
Hollyoaks - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,658 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 8 - Published: 11/10/2012 - Brendan B., Ste Hay - Complete
Turning Tables by Love Out Of Lust reviews
Ste decides to scam Brendan out of his money and retain ownership of the deli. But can he forget about their past together?
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,421 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 4 - Published: 7/8/2012 - Brendan B., Ste Hay - Complete
Time by Love Out Of Lust reviews
Ste and Brendan are a couple, but find themselves dealing with their own jealousies.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,956 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 13 - Published: 7/1/2012 - Brendan B., Ste Hay - Complete
Affections and Obsessions by WriteItReal reviews
Ste tries to embrace Doug's affection for him, cope with Brendan's obsessive pursuit of him and the lingering feelings it exposes, all while struggling with the physical and emotional turmoil brought on by the return of a hateful figure from his past.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 11,539 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 6/2/2012 - Published: 4/22/2012 - Ste Hay, Brendan B.
The Art of Trying by elfx9 reviews
When Ste and Brendan starting again as friends coincides with the return of Brendan's father, the painful result lands Ste suffering in hospital, and Brendan determined to make things right. Same story, different synopsis.
Hollyoaks - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 19 - Words: 50,159 - Reviews: 78 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 64 - Updated: 5/27/2012 - Published: 11/27/2011 - Brendan B., Ste Hay
A Clean Slate by Love Out Of Lust reviews
It's been two weeks since Ste was sacked from Chez Chez. He tries to get a new job and move on from Brendan. Meanwhile, Mr Brady himself is attempting to forget all about Ste with the help of some distractions...
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 12 - Words: 49,169 - Reviews: 62 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 3/16/2012 - Published: 1/4/2012 - Brendan B., Ste Hay
Sins of the father by electric violinist reviews
After the sting of another betrayal from Brendan, Ste tries to move on, but will Brendan let him? Sequel to Father Figures.
Hollyoaks - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 24 - Words: 39,924 - Reviews: 102 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 3/8/2012 - Published: 1/24/2012 - Ste Hay, Brendan B. - Complete
Want You Back by Empathist reviews
August 2010. Brendan Brady has left Belfast for Hollyoaks, leaving Macca behind to pick up the pieces. A follow-up to the prequel story Breaking Rules, covering Macca's time in Hollyoaks, and the beginning of Stendan.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 24 - Words: 59,201 - Reviews: 113 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 2/13/2012 - Published: 6/23/2011 - Brendan B., Ste Hay - Complete
A Little Thing Called Jealousy by Tracy-Lou reviews
Brendan takes Ste away suddenly on holiday.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 21,095 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 2/5/2012 - Published: 10/16/2011 - Brendan B., Ste Hay - Complete
Heists and Hotel Suites by Busman's Holiday reviews
When Ste faces money worries, he finds himself involved with Brendan's dodgy dealings and the two pair up for schemes. Trust and excitement draw them together again.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 10,851 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 1/16/2012 - Published: 6/11/2011 - Brendan B., Ste Hay
Trusting You Again by elfx9 reviews
One shot. Inspired by the last episode, where Brendan talks about "just when you need him the most, he turns his back on you. And that's why you shouldn't trust anyone." Assume Ash has TOLD Ste about Brendan's feelings, and that brings us here...
Hollyoaks - Rated: K - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,686 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 6 - Published: 1/5/2012 - Ste Hay, Brendan B. - Complete
Fireworks In Florida by Robbiejones reviews
My thoughts of what the holiday should have been...
Hollyoaks - Rated: K - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,291 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 11/23/2011 - Published: 10/17/2011 - Brendan B., Ste Hay
Golden Year by Marnie-May reviews
London 2011: Brendan and Ste are split after a fire in their borough of the city. Can they be reunited with each other through some unknown magnetic attraction...? Rated M for adult situations and mid violence.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 17,775 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 10/7/2011 - Published: 7/26/2011 - Ste Hay, Brendan B. - Complete
Stay by Empathist reviews
Before Stephen, before Macca, Brendan Brady ran a club owned by Danny Houston in Liverpool. Vinnie was his boyfriend, and this story in four chapters is from Vinnie's point of view.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 4 - Words: 10,820 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 9/11/2011 - Published: 8/28/2011 - Brendan B. - Complete
Breaking Rules by Empathist reviews
This takes place in 2009 and 2010, before Brendan Brady arrived in Hollyoaks. It begins when he is working at Danny Houston's club in Liverpool, and follows his return to Belfast and his relationship with Macca.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 26 - Words: 40,227 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 6/8/2011 - Published: 3/20/2011 - Brendan B. - Complete
A Step Too Far by Chrysalid reviews
Brendan sees Noah flirting with Ste, and he doesn't like it. But will his attempt to get Ste back just make everything worse? Brendan/Ste.
Hollyoaks - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,012 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 5 - Published: 3/20/2011 - Brendan B., Ste Hay - Complete
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Hello, Officer reviews
AU. Ste is 16 and has a little crush on a certain Irish policeman. He keeps getting into trouble in the hopes of seeing him, and Brendan doesn't know what to make of the young lad.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,585 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 15 - Published: 5/15/2014 - Ste Hay, Brendan B.
The Deli Isn't Just For Stug reviews
Set some time in the future, featuring Ste and Brendan as a couple. Rough sex. Deli sex. One shot. PWP.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 887 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 3 - Published: 9/29/2012 - Brendan B., Ste Hay