UPDATE: AS OF 8/31/2013 MY STORIES ARE ALL UNDER CONSTRUCTION AND BOUND TO CHANGE. ONLY THOSE OF MY MOST RECENT ARE SAFE. As a writer, I have undoubtedly experienced growth throughout the course of my writing career and have such, upon looking upon old stories, experienced a horrid sense of embarrassment at what I once thought was acceptable to publish. I can't guarantee that the new stories will be much better but I wish to attempt to clean them up a little. Which will take forever. Ugh... R.I.P. me...

We're not falling in love, we're just falling apart.

Name: Natalya

Age: I'm legal

Gender: Female

E-mail: greyrose84@yahoo.com

Orientation: Pansexual

About me: Eat, sleep, go to school, read smut, work, read smut, do homework (aka prop a textbook open and then commence reading smut), sleeping (dreaming of smut, etc... you know average schedule of a college girl.

Anime/Manga: Naruto, Ao no Exorcist, Ouran High School Host Club, Fruits Basket, and Yu Yu Hakusho! DeathNote, InuYasha, and Bleach, Soul Eater, Black Cat, Vampire Knight, and Princess Princess, Gravitation.

Fav Pairings: ItaIru, SasuNaru, ItaNaru, KakaIru, SakuIno, SasuSui (if well written), GenIru, ItaDei, SasuDei, SasoDei, KuraHiei, KuraYuu, TamaKyou, KyoYuki, TrainxSven, and YuujirouxTooru, RinxAmaimon, MephistoxAmaimon, MephistoxAmaimonxRin, YukioxShima, BonxRin

Thoughts on Gay Marriage! (as stolen from the profile of EmpyrealFantasy)

1) Gay marriage is not natural, and as Americans, we always reject unatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and lyposuction.

2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.

3) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.

4) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.

5) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Britney Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.

6) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.

7) Obviously gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.

8) Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America.

9) Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model at home. That's why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.

10) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans...

Have PRIDE! Support Gay Marriage! America... you were just pwned

Favorite Quotes

"People live their lives bound by what they accept as correct and true. That’s how they define reality. But what does it mean to be “correct” or “true”? Merely vague concepts… their “reality” may all be a mirage. Can we consider them to simply be living in their own world, shaped by their beliefs?"

"It's so easy to destroy and condemn those you do not understand, but do you ever wonder if it's truly justified?" "You can be faithful not only to a person... but to an idol, a creation made by your own subconsious."

"Stay strong now because things will get better. It may be stormy now but it can't rain forever." "To be or not to be. That is the question." "I fight like a girl... who's tired of being a victim."

"Usually when someone talks behind your back, it's because you're two steps ahead of them." "You don't see me, you only see who I pretend to be." "If being smarter means what you say it does, I'll remain a fool for the

rest of my life." "Homosapians are the only race that cage their own." "In this world, in this harsh cruel world, true justice ceases to exist." "I never claimed to be normal just human."

“No. I won't be so arrogant as to blame this all on you. It is as much your fault as it is mine. Your life had never been close to perfect, you

had quite a tangled existence. I knew of course. But this did not stop me from dumping my own burdens onto your shoulders as well. My

problems were not yours to begin with, and never should have become, even though they did. Pressure drove you to this point. I'm sorry,

this burden was not yours to carry alone, although it has become.” (Got that from HK oneshot Forever is)

“Time is, nor will never be, idle for a life, each second is separate and cannot be recovered from the past. Time is precious and life

indispensable.” (Got that from HK oneshot Forever Is)

Did you know...

Kissing is healthy.

Bananas are good for period pain.

It’s good to cry.

Chicken soup actually makes you feel better.

94 percent of boys would love it if you sent them flowers.

Lying is actually unhealthy.

You really only need to apply mascara to your top lashes.

It’s actually true, boys DO insult you when they like you.

89 percent of guys want YOU to make the first move.

It’s impossible to apply mascara with your mouth closed.

Chocolate will make you feel better.

Most boys think it's cute when you say the wrong thing.

A good friend never judges.

A good foundation will hide all hickeys... not that you have any.

Boys aren't worth your tears.

We all love surprises.

Now... make a wish.

Wish REALLY hard!!

WISH WISH WISH WISH!

Your wish has just been received.

Copy and Paste this into your profile in the next 15 minutes and...

Your wish will be granted.

Favorite Lyrics

"I've been alone when surrounded by friends. How could the silence be so loud?"

"And I give up forever to touch you, 'cause I know that you feel me somehow. You're the closest thing to heaven that I've ever been and I don't wanna go home right now. And all I taste is this moment and all I can feel is your eyes. 'Coz sooner or later it's over and you bleed just know you're alive."

"I can't blame you for being you, but you can't blame me for hating it."

"I don't know what's worth fighting for or why I have to scream. I don't know why I instigate or say what I don't mean."

"Fear is only in your mind."

"I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared. But no one would listen coz no one else cared. After my dreaming I woke with this fear, what am I leaving when I'm done here?"

"If I gave you the truth would it keep you alive? Though I'm closer to wrong and further from right."

"But in the end everyone ends up alone. Losing her, the only one who's ever known- who I am, who I'm not and who I wanna be. No way to know how long she will be next to me."

"When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done. Help me leave behind a reason to be missed. Don't resent me and when you're feeling empty. Keep me in your memories. Leave out all the rest. Please leave out all the rest."

"If I were a mistake, I might have no where else to go... but I know that I cannot go home. These voices trapped inside my head tell me to run before I'm dead."

"How can we still succeed, taking what we don't need? Telling lies, alibis, selling all the hate that we breed. Supersize our tragedies! (You can't define me or justify greed) Bought in the land of the free! (Land! Free!)"

"We're hopelessly blissful and blind, when all we need is something true to believe, Don't we all? Everyone, everyone, We will fall."

"You're only as tall as your heart will let you be, and you're only as small as the world will make you seem."

"And when the going gets rough, and you feel like you may fall. Just look on the bright side; you're roughly six feet tall."

Please Read This

I'm the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I'm a lesbian.
I'm the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I'm the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents that buried her daughter long before her time.
I'm the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I'm the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I ever had, I wish they could adopt me.
I'm one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will be able to walk again.
I'm not one of the lucky ones, I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the Realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I'm the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I'm the mother who is not allowed to even visit the child I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says that I'm a unfit mother because I live with another woman now.
I'm the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out that my abusive partner is also a woman.
I'm the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I'm a male.
I'm the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I'm the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I'm the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized that I was transsexual.
I'm the person feeling guilty because I think I can be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with the society hating me.
I'm the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed the doors to my kind.
I'm the person who has to hide what this world needs the most, Love.
I'm the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

If you also think that homophobia is wrong then Please Re-Post this on your profile.

Man: Where have you been all my life?
Woman: Hiding from you.
Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before?
Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore.
Man: Is this seat empty?
Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down.
Man: Your place or mine?
Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine.
Man: So, what do you do for a living?
Woman: I'm a female impersonator.
Man: Hey baby, what's your sign?
Woman: Do not enter.
Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning?
Woman: Unfertilized.
Man: Your body is like a temple.
Woman: Sorry, there are no services today.
Man: I would go to the end of the world for you.
Woman: But would you stay there?
Man : If I could see you naked, I'd die happy.
Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing.
Man: If I could rearrange the alphabet I'd put u and i together
Woman: Really, I'd put f and u together

Borrow money from pessimists - they don't expect to get it back! Do illiterate people get the full benefit of alphabet soup? Wouldn't it be fun to make the sticky stuff on envelopes taste like chocolate?

If something goes without saying, why do people say it?

Everything here is edible. I am edible, but, that, my children, is called cannibalism and is frowned upon in most societies.

"It's always in the last place you look" Duh! If you had already found it, why would you keep looking?

Parents spend the first part of our lives teaching us to walk and talk, and then the rest of it telling us to sit down and shut up.

Whoever said "anything is possible" never tried to slam a revolving door.

I'm going on a quest, to the deepest, darkest corners of my room, in search of what some would call a "floor" - a long and difficult task awaits me my friends, wish me luck, for I may not return alive.

25 REASONS I OWE MY MOTHER

( I Love you mummy!)

1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE.
"If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished
cleaning."

2. My mother taught me RELIGION.
"You better pray that will come out of the carpet."

3 . My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL.
"If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!"

4. My mother taught me LOGIC.
"Because I said so, that's why."

5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC.
"If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the
store with me."

6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT.
"Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident."

7. My mother taught t me IRONY.
"Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about."

8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS.
"Shut your mouth and eat your supper."

9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM.
"Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!"

10. My mother taught me about STAMINA.
"You'll sit there until all that spinach is gone."

11. My mother taught me about WEATHER.
"This room of yours looks as if a tornado went through it."

12. My mother taught me about HYPOCRISY.
"If I told you once, I've told you a million times. Don't exaggerate!"

13. My mother taught me the CIRCLE OF LIFE.
"I brought you into this world, and I can take you out."

14. My mother taught me about BEHAVIOR MODIFICATION.
"Stop acting like your father!"

15. My mother taught me about ENVY.
"There are millions of less fortunate children in this world who don't
have wonderful parents like you do."

16. My mother taught me about ANTICIPATION .
"Just wait until we get home."

17. My mother taught me about RECEIVING.
"You are going to get it when you get home!"

18. My mother taught me MEDICAL SCIENCE.
"If you don't stop crossing your eyes, they are going to freeze that
way."

19. My mother taught me ESP.
"Put your sweater on; don't you think I know when you are cold?"

20. My mother taught me HUMOR.
"When that lawn mower cuts off your toes, don 't come running to me."

21. My mother taught me HOW TO BECOME AN ADULT.
"If you don't eat your vegetables, you'll never grow up."

22. My mother taught me GENETICS.
"You're just like your father."

23. My mother taught me about my ROOTS.
"Shut that door behind you. Do you think you were born in a barn?"

24. My mother taught me WISDOM.
"When you get to be my age, you'll understand."

25. And my favorite: My mother taught me about JUSTICE.
"One day you'll have kids, and I hope they turn out just like you!"

DISCLAIMER: This disclaimer goes for all my stories!! I do not own anything of those stories beside the few OCs that I created!! I do NOT own Naruto because if I did... it would suck because i couldn't possibly be as intricate with the plot as Kishimoto Masashi is. Besides if I owned it... Itachi would be naked always and Sasuke and Naruto would be going at it like bunnies... because i'm really a hentai like that so DON'T JUDGE ME! plus if you sued me... it would be an epic fail... cuz i gotzdeeded no money...sadly