Hi I'm "So I'm obsessed" what i really wanted to write was:

So I'm Obsessed You Say it Like it's a Bad Thing !!

but that was a wee bit too long. hee hee

My name completely tells you who i am I'm some one who becomes obsessed with certain things at the current moment it's Twililight and FanFiction.Net. My close friend were fanpires before i was they were the ones who got me hooked on the stuff. now they regret it because i am utterly completely obsessed with it talk about it 24/7 even in my dreams. my friends even have recording of me in my sleep sleep talking about twilight it is incredibly embarrassing but that kind of shows you how I'm just a bit obsessed.

though there is something you must know before i explain anything more to you about twilight and me. some of you may hate me for saying this but here i go, I'm not just a fanpire I'm a wolf girl but here's the thing; I'm more wolf girl than fanpire and would choose Jacob over Edward any day even though i would choose Emmet or Seth above them.my reasons are very basic and it is that, vampires are way to serious and freezing cold so in Britain (my homeland) i would prefer a funny warm werewolf(shape shifter) instead to cheer and warm me up on our soggy days.

I'm a Bella with a lot more brains see i am very clumsy actually I'm not very clumsy I am unbelievablyly clumsy if it weren't for people catching me all the time i would have already this year fallen down the stairs about 15 times and in PE well lets just Say don't stand near me in case i slip or fall or end up fracturing my fingers. sport is a Dangerous sport

Sorry have not finished this but if you want info about me I'm Scottish, a Redhead and Short.

hi i would just like to say something every single story when the cullens leave in new moon and bella is left then turned into a vampire by some one and joins the volturi, BELLA I PATHETIC. SERIOUSLY EVERY SINGLE TIME SHE AGAIN MEETS THE CULLENS AND OF COURSE MEETS EDWARDS SHE IS SCARED, VENERABLE AND NERVOUS BECAUSE SHE STILL LOVES EDWARD BUT TRULY BELIEVES HE DOESN'T LOVE HER!!

I WISH THAT MAYBE ONCE WHEN SHE MEETS EDWARD AGAIN SHE SLAPS OR PUNCHES HIM, YELLS AT HIM, TELL HIM HOW HE DESTROYED HER, REFUSE TO HUG BACK OR BE NICE TO ANY OF THE CULLENS FOR SUPPORTING EDWARD, THEN STORMS OFF TO HER ROOM! ALL I WANT IS A STRONG BELLA SOME ONE WHO REFUSES TO GO BACK TO HIM FOR WHAT HE HAS DONE, HOWEVER TRULY DOES LOVE HIM. OH YEAH SOME PEOPLE DO DO THIS TYPE OF STORY BUT, WHEN SHE STORMS OFF TO HER ROOM SHES ALWAYS ENDS UP CRYING!! WHAT IS THE DEAL WITH THAT!

SORRY to anyone who just read that i love the sweet romance stories but they're all the same. i know i know how can i say that when i don't write one myself sorry for what i just said i was having a bit of a rant.

sorry

sorry

sorry

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Twilight thingy

Which book in the series is your favorite?

Eclipse

How long did it take you to read the books?

Ooh, about a day each?

Who introduced you to the books?

Some insane twilight obsessed frinds

Did you buy them, borrow them, or have them given to you as a gift?

Buy!

Are you most looking forward to: Breaking Dawn, Midnight Sun, or the movie?

Movie!

What's your dream ending to the series?

I will never end

Who is your favorite character?

Emmett or Seth (swaying towards Seth though)

Who's your favorite vampire?

Emmet

Who is your favorite werewolf?

Seth.

What's one of your favorite quotes from the stories?

Emmett grinned."Fall down again, Bella?"

I glared at him fiercely. "No, Emmett. I punched a werewolf in the face."

What was your favorite Bella and Edward moment?

Meadow, Twilight (well isn't everyone's favourite)

What was your favorite Bella and Jacob moment?

Bonfire, Eclipse

How about your favorite Bella and Alice moment?

Alice begging her about the wedding, Eclipse

What was your favorite adventure/battle?

Teaching the wolves how to fight in Eclipse

Which book cover was your favorite?

Twilight (The Forbidden Fruit)

Are these books among your favorite books of all?

ofcourse

Twilight or New Moon?

Too hard, pass

New Moon or Eclipse?

Eclipse

Eclipse or Twilight?

Eclipse

Are you more excited about Breaking Dawn or Midnight Sun?

Midnight Sun

Midnight Sun or the Twilight Movie?

Mooooovviiiiieee!!

The Twilight Movie or Breaking Dawn?

Mooovviiiee!!

Who do you want to see Bella with most: Edward or Jacob?

Edward becuase she doesn't deserve Jacob

Bella or Edward?

"Neither. They truly are some of the most annoying people I've ever encountered" qouted by Angel of Apathy

Bella or Jacob?

Jacob

Bella or Alice?

Alice

Alice or Jacob?

Undecided

Rosalie or Alice?

Alice

Jasper or Alice?

Alice

Jasper or Edward?

Jasper (even if he does lokk constinpated)

Carlisle or Esme?

Carlisle cos then he can vampirise me!

Emmett or Jasper?

Emmett

Emmett or Jacob?

Emmet

Bella or Rosalie?

Rosalie (I hate Bella t)

Esme or Charlie?

Charlie he's funny

Charlie or Carlisle?

Charlie he's funny

Charlie or Billy?

Charlie he's funny

Jacob or Sam?

Jacob (true alpha)

sam or Quil?

Quil

Quil or Embry?

Embry

Werewolves or Vampires?

not YOUR FACE!! (translation to normal people: VAMPIRES!!)don't anyone say your face

that means you Lewis i have Breaking Dawn and i'm not scared to throw it at you again

WEREWOLVES

1. Find a globe. Spin it. What does it say? spain

2. Find a book. Turn to page 56, line 18, word 6. What does it say? Burrow

3. What can you hear right now? My sisters Lady Gaga Cd

4. Have a conversation with the closest living thing to you other than yourself.

Me: Mum

Mum : Yes

Me: oh nothing.

5. Turn on T.V. What show is on? Embarassing bodies

6. Type your name with your elbow. so o9@,m obsessed (ahh doing a "'" is really hard and so is doing an "i" on a broken key board)

7. Stand up. Close your eyes. Spin around three times. Stop. Open your eyes. What's the first thing you see? A twilight poster

8. If you could be anybody from Twilight, who would you be? reneseme (she's part human and vampire and she is meant to love a werewolf my dream)

9. What happened last time you were typing on this computer? I was looking stuff up on the internet

10. Find the third letter of all your answers. Underline them. What do they spell? They Spell… arsmbowya

I am the girl ... that doesn't go to school dances, and when I do go, I sit in a corner and read a book. I am the girl that people look through when I say something. I am the girl that spends most of her free time reading, writing, or doing other activities that most teenagers wouldn't call normal. I am the girl that people call weird, and a freak either behind my back or to my face. I am the girl that doesn't spend all her time on MySpace, or talking to a girlfriend on a cellphone or regular phone. I am the girl that hasn't been asked out in a year. I am the girl that has stopped to smell the flowers and jump and splash in the rain.

But I am also the girl who knows and is proud to be who she is, doesn't care if people call her weird (it's a compliment), who loves reading and writing and doing the things that no one seems to have the time to do any more, who loves and is obsessed with Torchwood, who can express herself better with words, and knows the importance of the little things.

Copy and Paste this onto your account, and add your name to the list, if you are anything like me, so the girls who are different and unique can know in their weakest times that they are unique, but not alone.

~PrettyFanGirl, Truth Be Told 13, DEFiiANCE, Angel of Apathy, So I'm Obsessed

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Just because I'm heterosexual doesn't mean I can't support this.

You Know You're Obsessed With Twilight When...

1) You have read Twilight, New Moon, and Eclipse at least 3 times.

2) You own all above mentioned books.

3) You know that they're totally going to screw up Twilight the Movie, and
you want to see it anyway.

4) You have read everything on every page of Stephanie Meyers web site.

5) You have reread a lot of these pages.

6) You read fanfiction about Twilight.

7) You write fanfiction about Twilight.

8) At one point or another, you have had a screenname/username that says
something about Twilight or its characters.

9) You constantly count the days until Breaking Dawn comes out.

10) For a long while after you read Twilight/New Moon, you acted as a
missionary for the books, asking everyone you talked to if the had read
them.

11) If said people have not read Twilight, you insist that they read it,
because it is, and I quote, "the best book ever".

12) If anyone says something that goes against the statement that Twilight
is the best book on the planet, you immediately start to argue with them.

13) You stand firm by your belief that anyone who says that Twilight is just a crappy, unrealistic love story(and yes, believe it or not, I do know someone who has said this!) should be taken to the edge of a cliff and pushed off.

14) For months after you read it, Twilight was your favorite subject to talk
about.

15) When you found out you would have to wait until August of 2007 for
Eclipse to come out, you almost cried.(AN: this one kinda depends on when
you read the first two books, I guess!)

16) You argue with your friends over which member of the Cullen family you
like best.

17) You began reading fanfiction as a desperate attempt to read something
about Twilight, when you had already finished the books.

18) No matter how many times you read Twilight or Twilight-related stories,
you never get tired of it.

19) As you read this list, you are smiling and nodding at almost every thing
you read.

20) Even though you know it's impossible, you often wish that you were a
vampire.

21) Vampires are officially your favorite mythical creature ever.

22) Your personal motto is, vampires are cool, not scary.

23) You know that you are not crazy for being obsessed with Twilight; people
who don't understand it just haven't read the book.

24) When you hear that someone read Twilight and didn't like it or thought
it was stupid, you just shake your head and sigh.

26). You literally haunt Stephenie Meyer's website waiting for new information

27). You're driving your parents mad with your crazy countdowns

28). You're keeping track of all the "Eclipse Quotes of the Day" and trying to figure out what they all mean

29). Your home page is Stephenie Meyer's website

30). Your desktop has something to do with the Twilight Series

31). Your screen saver reads "Breaking Dawn: August 2, 2008"

32). You have both the original New Moon book and the New Moon Special Edition

33). You put your Eclipse poster in plain view so that everyone can see it

34). You can't believe that most people haven't read the books

35). You know all the characters so well that you feel as if you could write your own stories about them

36). You spend most of your day making up "What if...?" questions about all the different plot lines

37). You've actually read the play "Romeo & Juliet" just so you could find out how Jacob would die

38). You know you're addicted, but you don't care

39). You can't help saying, "I can't wait for August 2nd!" while everyone who isn't "in the know" stares at you like you're psyco

40). You're more excited about the release of Eclipse than anything to do with Harry Potter

41). When you found out that Breaking Dawn wasn't coming out until 2008, you have a mental breakdown

42). When you found out about Midnight Sun you had yet another mental breakdown

43.) You ACTUALLY noticed there was no 25.

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Hi I'm "So I'm obsessed" what i really wanted to write was:

Twilight Oath

I promise to remember Bella

Each time I carelessly fall down

And I promise to remember Edward

Whenever I'm out of town

I promise to obey traffic laws

For Charlies sake of course

And I promise to remember Jacob

When my heart fills with remorse

I promise to remember Carlisle

Whenever I am in the emergency room

And I promise to remember Emmett

Everytime there's a huge boom

I promise to to remember Rose

Whenever I see something that holds pure beauty

And I promise to remember Alice

When I'm at a mall and a cute outfit spots me

I promise to remember Nessie

When I see that beautiful bronze hair

And I promise to remember Esme

When someone tells me they care

I promise to remember Jasper

Whenever my stomach isn't curled

And I promise to remember the Volturi

When someone speaks of dominating the world

Yes, I promise to love Twilight

Wherever I may go

So that all may see my obsession

Because I know what the Twilighters know

So I'm Obsessed You Say it Like it's a Bad Thing !!

but that was a wee bit too long. hee hee

My name completely tells you who i am I'm some one who becomes obsessed with certain things at the current moment it's Twililight and FanFiction.Net. My close friend were fanpires before i was they were the ones who got me hooked on the stuff. now they regret it because i am utterly completely obsessed with it talk about it 24/7 even in my dreams. my friends even have recording of me in my sleep sleep talking about twilight it is incredibly embarrassing but that kind of shows you how I'm just a bit obsessed.

though there is something you must know before i explain anything more to you about twilight and me. some of you may hate me for saying this but here i go, I'm not just a fanpire I'm a wolf girl but here's the thing; I'm more wolf girl than fanpire and would choose Jacob over Edward any day even though i would choose Emmet or Seth above them.my reasons are very basic and it is that, vampires are way to serious and freezing cold so in Britain (my homeland) i would prefer a funny warm werewolf(shape shifter) instead to cheer and warm me up on our soggy days.

I'm a Bella with a lot more brains see i am very clumsy actually I'm not very clumsy I am unbelievablyly clumsy if it weren't for people catching me all the time i would have already this year fallen down the stairs about 15 times and in PE well lets just Say don't stand near me in case i slip or fall or end up fracturing my fingers. sport is a Dangerous sport

Sorry have not finished this but if you want info about me I'm Scottish, a Redhead and Short.

hi i would just like to say something every single story when the cullens leave in new moon and bella is left then turned into a vampire by some one and joins the volturi, BELLA I PATHETIC. SERIOUSLY EVERY SINGLE TIME SHE AGAIN MEETS THE CULLENS AND OF COURSE MEETS EDWARDS SHE IS SCARED, VENERABLE AND NERVOUS BECAUSE SHE STILL LOVES EDWARD BUT TRULY BELIEVES HE DOESN'T LOVE HER!!

I WISH THAT MAYBE ONCE WHEN SHE MEETS EDWARD AGAIN SHE SLAPS OR PUNCHES HIM, YELLS AT HIM, TELL HIM HOW HE DESTROYED HER, REFUSE TO HUG BACK OR BE NICE TO ANY OF THE CULLENS FOR SUPPORTING EDWARD, THEN STORMS OFF TO HER ROOM! ALL I WANT IS A STRONG BELLA SOME ONE WHO REFUSES TO GO BACK TO HIM FOR WHAT HE HAS DONE, HOWEVER TRULY DOES LOVE HIM. OH YEAH SOME PEOPLE DO DO THIS TYPE OF STORY BUT, WHEN SHE STORMS OFF TO HER ROOM SHES ALWAYS ENDS UP CRYING!! WHAT IS THE DEAL WITH THAT!

SORRY to anyone who just read that i love the sweet romance stories but they're all the same. i know i know how can i say that when i don't write one myself sorry for what i just said i was having a bit of a rant.

sorry

sorry

sorry

Kind of amazing how stupid some people are...

On Sears hairdryer:
Do not use while sleeping.
(Gee, that's the only time I have to work on my hair!)

On a bag of Fritos:
You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Details inside.
(The shoplifter special!)

On a bar of Dial soap:
Directions: Use like regular soap.
(and that would be how?)

On some Swann frozen dinners:
Serving suggestion: Defrost.
(But it's just a suggestion!)

On Tesco's Tiramisu dessert: (printed on bottom of the box)
Do not turn upside down.
(Too late! you lose!)

On Marks & Spencer Bread Pudding:
Product will be hot after heating.
(Are you sure? Let's experiment.)

On packaging for a Rowenta iron:
Do not iron clothes on body.
(But wouldn't that save more time?)

On Boot's Children's cough medicine:
Do not drive car or operate machinery.
(We could do a lot to reduce the construction accidents if we just kept those 5 year olds with colds off those fork lifts.)

On Nytol sleep aid:
Warning: may cause drowsiness.
(One would hope!)

On a Korean kitchen knife:
Warning: keep out of children.
(hmm..something must have gotten lost in the translation..)

On a string of Christmas lights:
For indoor or outdoor use only.
(As opposed to use in outer space.)

On a food processor:
Not to be used for the other use.
(Now I'm curious.)

On Sainsbury's peanuts:
Warning: contains nuts.
(but no peas?)

On an American Airlines packet of nuts:
Instructions: open packet, eat nuts.
(somebody got paid big bucks to write this one..)

On a Swedish chainsaw:
Do not attempt to stop chain with your hands.
(Raise your hand if you've tried this.)

On a child's Superman costume:
Wearing of this garment does not enable you to fly.
(Oh go ahead! That's right, destroy a universal childhood belief.)

They say "Guns don't kill people, people kill people." Well I think the guns help. If you stood there and yelled BANG, I don't think you'd kill to many people.

Hi people sorry havent fin profile but here’s a little info about what I’m writing:

I writing a book called “Life is not Simple” and yes it is a book with 10 pages for every chapter, I won’t post it until it is unfinished because I don’t like reading a story until it’s finished.

My friends complained that I wasn’t posting any story so here’s something I write when I have nothing do. Also I can’t load any of the story to the proper area so here it is in my profile what is here is basically a taster it hasn’t been checked to make sure it makes sense.

This story is a mix of many different programmes, films and books, each character gets involved with each thing here is the list:

Amber – twilight (may meet vampires and werewolves or even become one)

Abigail – peter pan (may go to netherland and fall in love with Peter Pan and he wants to grow up)

Lydia – doctor who (may travel with the doctor as friends forever and find out she is a timeLady)

Lucy – wolf brother (My be able to talk to wolves (sorry no love story here) )

Flo – Harry Potter (may become a witch and have the harry potter crew come and meet her the gifted one(just friendship here))

Cloe - storm breaker (may become a spy and meet alex Rider (maybe love story still undecided))

These may also be in my story:

Robin hood

Worst witch

King Arthur

Hocus pocus

I promise for this story to be seriously good with love, humour and anger.

Taster_ unfinished no spell or grammer check

Me and Abigail(a good friend) were walking to school as you do and we were having one of our what we like to call debates on which is better Vampires or Werewolf's (aka shape shifters). If you haven’t yet already realised I would like to inform you I am a twilighter . A serious twilighter some one not to argue with that Harry Potter( no offense to anyone but it really is complete and utter rubbish in my opinion) is better or more exciting than Twilight

Any hoo

We were having are normal argument we had this argument praticulay every time we met we always used the same atrgumeets for and against so as we were in our daily debate we noticed lucy(another good friend) on her own again . agrh stupid little vain anna had left her again she such a well a word I’m too classy to use, she was getting on a nerves recently and I was still anticipating that perfect moment when she was off guard and no one around to give her what she deserved. Though what she deserved was what ii was still unsure about because evryday she got worse and worse. wE told her to come with us as soon as we spotted her ahe didn’t talk to us as we restarted our debate she hadn’t read twilight and knew she would be no help to any us.

During our way to school we also caught up with Lydia(another good friend and a very serious twilighter before me or Abigail and this made my argument harder it was 2 vampire lovers agianst 1 wolf lover help lucy help me.

As they were defining the beauty of a Vampire to me I stopped there were some new kids at school very beautiful all stunning and well just …just…In didn’t kn ow how many there were and really didn’t take in any of the fetatures before I whisphered to evryone “They’re Vampires !”. they all starred at me like they normally did when I said something stupid and unbelievable like wha I had just said theyt just shrugged it off with a laugh I said stuff like this a lot.

On a number of occasions I had evn asked people if they were vampires or accused people of being vampires

Though somethinh this time was different very different I let my imagination become me as I truly believed they were not humans.

Then one boy the youngst with such freestyle hair which looked like gold starred at me intensely as if he saw something which I thought he couldn’t…

He growled at me… no one else heard but I did I was sure I herad it when I staggered back my friends all caught me “Geese Amber what sup with you ?” they all said it at the same time I didn’t aanswer I just stood up then gave that boy a tense stare he was sho0cked that I wasn’t scared of him. Ha nothing scares me well only if some one surprises me I scream in my first year at school Tom and hurcey ( boys in my class) jumped on me and the little miss vain who use to be my friend while she screamed I ended up by slaming tom on the floor on his back whilst screaming. Lets just say he looked a little like an idoit.

“Amber stop glaring at him!” lucy threatened

“Yea amber he’s not a real vampire but he may be half I’m still undecided” Lydia joked

“oh he should so get together with nessie he would be way better for her tan Jacob” Abigail had found away to get back to debate. Don’t know why but I lost my temper I started to shout at them “ oh just shut up I can do what I like lucy and you two joking like a pair of kids for all you know they could be real vampires its not just a story! For all we know the boggey ma could exist” then from no where I was hit by such a tingly feeling of I’m not sure like calmness but then I stopped . “I am …”I was stuttrering pausing I never did this, never.

Then then I ran I began to cry. I pushed through all the people in my way I heard crys and curses sent towards me “Amber wait up! whats wrong?” “are you ok?” “watch where you’re going” “shut up you shes hurt!”

I could feel and hear the foot steps behind. I tripped on a rock stupid idoit fool I insulted myself as I fell to the ground then my head whiped the ground and I closed my eyes…

i opened my eves to see a boy starring at me.

a vampire

no

yes

maybe

no

he definetly was new but he dazzled me his eyes dazzled me

sorry here is me just wrting not checking again

also this is work in progress

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Chapter 2 Lockers (still no grammer or proper spelling)

After my performance early out side of scool I was tryibng to blend in and make people forget.I took a seat in history my normal seat n history back row left side in the corner of the room I sat with abigail and lydia normally. I sat in slience reading my copy of twilight I began to compare the Cullens with the book they matched they matched perfectly except for him. I was sure now they were not like normal people, hey wait a minute am I going crazy or something believing they were vampires.”so amber do you still think they are vampires” abigail laughed as she spoke

“Yea amber or do you agree with my theory?” lydia got involved

“yes I still think there vampires” there was truth behind what I said and they saw it

“amber you know thye’re friends stephanie they gave her the character ideas” they said at the same time why was everyone doing that today

"Ofcourse but can’t a girl have a bit of imagination”I snapped back into reality as we all laughed together. “hey where’s lucy?” I had just noticed she was not with us anymore”After this morning lucy didn’t feel so well”

“so she went home”

“last time we saw her she was crying”

“Crying” I asked confused I had never seen lucy cry

“amber calm down shes alright” lydia noticed I was abou tro turn into serios me and I was no fun when this happened.

He wafted in with nessie still staring at me what was it with that boy didn’t he get the message that I was clumsy nothing like him and well clumsy again. Didn’t he understand, didn’t he see what evewry one else sees or is he just an idoit. I hated his glaring amber eyes what were others thinkiing him looking at me like I was a piece of meat how dafre he draw attention to me I was blending in and he had to ruin it. why?

I began yto listen to everyones faint murmers I did this a lot wow that boy is hot I wonder if he has a girlfriendhe slooking at amber weirdly though whats up with those two do they already know her are they like dating but she doesn’t seem interested. Any way shes no competition who would want to date a saddo like her.Ouch sharp. I felt like punching her but I have no reason no one else heard her and she is such an angle to everyone else except me. Agrhh . I concentrated on another girl this one was clear it had to be Charlie. Carlie such a cool name maybe he could make me popular so I’d fit in with all the pretty girlsthought he looks set on amber why her why not me? I tu I was not gonna sit there and listen some talk about me like that time for the boys then who should I choose then what about stue he might be concentrated on Nessie and not on him.stupid cullens all the girls are going to be after them now and they will date them all leaving us normal people nothing. A frown appereaed on my face he was jealous of these people he had no idea who they were why was he judging them. Wait a minute why was I defending them I didn’t know who they were, I didn’t know them.

I decided to stop listening and concentrate on something useful. So I started to doodle loops and loops and loops I didn’t have to think there was no need to think.

Peace peace at last why were people quiet …

I looked up to see what had stolen the thoughts of people everyone was starring at me no exacttly to my right. What were they starring at I slowly turned my head to see a huge smile full of sparkling teeth starring straight at me. “Hello amber” I didn’t need to think to know who it was . what was he doing sitting next to me? What was he up to?i partly didn’t care his voice was so beautiful he was so beautiful I gazed at him our eyes for another time met. His amber eyes shoved out the way all my problems I no longer cared what people were thinking. I didn’t care that he was putting his arms around me. I didn’t care what his sister thought. I no longer cared. We both kept on gazing looking into his stary eyes but there was one thing I did care about ! I had to break free what was I doing why was I being so foolish? Why couldn’t I break free?

I had to pull away.

I took in one last glance of his angelic face and then i blinked. I pulled myself away from him I hadn’t notice that I was standing. Every one was starring at me what had I just done I started to breathe harder and faster my legs started to wobble I knew I was going to fall my eyes were no watering tears were followign from any part of the eye they could. I covered my face with my hands trying to cover the tears but it was impossible nothing could cover the tears.

Took in one deep breath and fled I tried to run out the classroom but was stopped in my tracks by some lockers I fan straight into them hit my head and fell straight backwards. I on ce again insulted myself as fell to the floor and closed my eyes for the second time in one morning, what was up with me I was becoming very clumsy seriosly. I had to let out laugh if you had seen it, it wood be rather comical.

I had ran straight into a locker infront of everyone idoit idoit idoit yeah that’s really helpful. I couldn’t see anything I could only hear murmers full of panic and distort some were even worried for me others angry with the cullens. THOUGH NOT TO MY SURPRISE A LOT OF PEOPLE WERE LAUGHING. I couldn’t concentrate on any of them at this state but then they all disappaered some one was touching me my face was being touched by a warm hand a warm hand. All I could hear was Nessie thoughts she was talking to me though I knew she wasn’t talking she was thinking to me.

Amber don’t be scared it is me renesme are you fine?Did my Brother hurt you? I need to know I can help I’m traning to be doctor with my grandfahter I mean father. You seem to know more than anyone else do you know what me and my brother are?Are you the same as us?Are you different?my eyes flckered open and there starring straight at me was Nessie she looked nervous something was on her mind I don’t know if she knew but she was still touching me I could hear evrything she was thinking.This will answers are questions if she passes it off as ahallusicnation shes human if she doesn’t she answer she is different. What ofcourse i', human i just have a very large imaginationMy eyes instantly darted towards Carlie who was standing at the very back of the crowd he moved his head too quckly but I understood this was a nod.

Nessie noticed my following of their conversation she looked suspis cious .

I only let a few words slip out of my mouth somehting to answer her question but not nform others of the individual I am. “nessie I can’t explain what I am thinking.”

“amber are you ok what is wrong with you” I heard cry from Cam’s familiar voice “I’m fin just dizzy”. I then closed my eyes to listen to the voice of Nessie to hear her response in our long drowning conversation.

What did you do to her morron what does she mean. I knew there was somethng up with this girl she could have never been human the way she talks acts and looks. What on earth did she think I was not human because I’m scottish doesn’t mean I’m not human.There was pause for minue I think carlie was talking to her it was strange not to hear her heavenly voice.when she beagn to talk again her voice was sharp and harsh its ofvoce she is the same as us there was another interruption I know she can’t explain it to us but if she is a vampire like us and have net one of aoure kinf you would noe know what say. Another pause it was starting to become irritating but suddenly it seemed that nessie burst into rage what do you mean she may bedifferent something else like Jacob and hgow on earth did jacob end up in the conversation you know I am the most lke out the family. I'M HUMAN!Another pause. Oh come on you’re the most like him out of all of us same humour oh and how you are acting with this girl you would think you would have imprinted on her then you scare the wits out of her with intense staring.

What?

What on earth was she rambling on about? Imprinting WAIT A MINUTER! THAT'S WHAT WERE WOLVES DO! THEY ARE VAMPIRES AND WEREWOLVE. JUST A MINUTER?on a girl at first site then scaring the wits out of her with intense stares? Was she talking about me? Was I the girl? Oh and ARE THEY THE REAL CULLENS?

I crunched my fire head to concentrate there was no need but I was confused I wanted to have powers and go in her head and join the conversaton. However if I did do that i wouldn't be a normal human girl.oh won’t you please shut up you don’t have to be a genious like you to notice that you’ve fallen for her there was a break then oh don’t try to protect her from you you know what dad was like with mum tried to protect her from himself because he loved her oh looked what happened their. Agrhh she stopped again Was ahe talking about edward and bella !i had to keep listening. I had to.

Please Carlie admit it everyone knows that imprinting is just a fancy word for loving some one.

Loving ?what? my eyes fluttered open so quickly then shut tightly hoping that no one had noticed. no one had seen what I ahad just done. I saw myself through the eyes of others I looked a mess lying on the floor spread out with al my joints some how bent. I listened to everyone for curousity but also to examine the problems I had inflicted on myself though this is not what I found all I heard were loud frustrated remarks of those around caring for me and cursing Carlie. I listened stupid cullen whathas he done to her he must have hurt her before he must of done something cruel to her I should get the lads together after school to beat him up for what hes done to amber. I left him quicker than I had ever done before I hated al the comments and jealousy which had quickly grown it wasn’t their fault. It was my fault!

I met Nessie mind once again so clear so perfect yet so perplexed poor gilr She looks so normal now we come a long and complicate her life up even more. What have you done to her? Look at her! She paused a lot longer than a minute this time. Though when she thought it seemed as if she was snarling at her brother don’t make excuses you must have done something to her she then paused again don’t try to help you’ve already caused enough damge already leave the unfortunate girl alone.She snarled anothertime! What are you doing…

I was broken off from Nessie’s clear mind people were now shouting. Agrh it was alll giving me a headache s my different tale of thoughts i could never understand who was saying what.

What iis he…He likes that… can he even lift her…idoit…fool…he needs to be taught a…

What vwas carlie doing? Well it had to be carlie no one else was ever thought about like that in this class people were mean but no one hated any one else really. Why was he so obsessed with me?

I suddenly felt a cool feel spread acroos my body it relaxed it felt so cold yet it felt perfect my skin was warm against this… this… what was this? I had to know where this breathtaking feeling was coming from I had to know? I slowly opened my eyes to reveal him starring at me our eyes met and all other thoughts were lost I could no longer hear Nessie I could nop longer hear anything and all I could see was him with his two gapeing amber eyes starring straight at me. I met them and I was in his hold once again. Somewhere where I wanted to be. His eyse suddenly jerked over to look at Nessie I heard her brutal comment to him oh wait till lunch time they’re going to be so mad with you. Why can’t you leave that girl alone? He soon noticed I was taring at his sisiter so he once again regained my glance. Then I snuggled my self close to him leaning my bright red cheek aganst his smooth chest. This felt so perfect. I then started to close my eyes little by little until there was for me something that I had never had since I turned 14 there was no sound and there was nothing to see.There was calm.i knew he was still staring and this made the sensation even more magnificent .

Carle broke his trance on me I opened my eyes to see what was haapening I turned to see that mr Merrel standing in the doorway holding a pile of books and an old video. All I could imangine through his eyes was a piscture of a gl in the arms of striking boy with class mates standing around all aostounded. “Hello mr Merrel I am Carle cullen a new student I think amber is feeling a little sick I believe she should be taken to the School office” Carle spoke his voice so delicate though his voice now sounded concerned. Mr merrel tripped over his words “Fine boy could you please take her to the office because you’re already holding her”. Carlie nodded.He then floated out theroom when we were in the corridor all could hear was murmours from our classroom.

Carlie strolled aiminlsy to the school office he didn’t seem to have any problem carrying me. All I would do was stare at him and all he did was stare back at me I could walk just fine he didn’t need to carry me but this is something I refused to tell him because I didn’t want him to put me down and I didn’t want him to leave me. What am I thinking? Why am I being so foolish? I can’t fall for him? I won’t for him? I’m amber fun lively clumsy not loved up with a boy I just me today!

Carlie strode into the office I heard ms coop screech she was shocked to see me lyng in the new mysterious boys arms. “Hello Ms Coop Amber is feeling a little sick I think she may have to return home.” Carlie voice was so unique so soft, silky and delicate ms coop automaticall replied to carlie “ Yes of course amber do you feel sick enough to go home?”. I certainately didn’t want to go home now my mum would go bezerk this was now secret “My parents are at work they’re really busy c ould I just stay here for a while until lunch and if I feel better I’ll go to wood work if not I can go home then” I was such a bad liar ms coop hadn’t notice that my voice was about an octave higher but he did. He looked at me concerned. I looked back and forced a smile on my face. “ ok that’s fine why don’t you take a seat” I didn’t show any reconnitiion that Ms coop had just spoke all I did was sit down with my face towards. “I better return to class” his voiceso soft “hope you feel better amber” he said this so formally with concern with sympathy.

He then turned away and left me sitting there.

I flung myself backwards on the chair gasping for air.agrh what was up with me?

I needed time to think.

4 Gaze

It was lunchtime and I was sitting in the caferteria with some people I was not sure who but some people they were all in their own little conversations. I was starring at my sandwich picking it to pieces. A large consveration started evryone was involved except me well I laughed when everyone else laughed then I got asked a question”Hey Amber What do you think?” I looked up and smiled at them all I was in my own little world and they knew it so I basiclly said

“I was in fairy land” wE all burst ou tlaughing I knew that would set abigail

“Ido believe in Faries I do I do” she sytarted to chat I decided to join in we all ended up laughing until it was hurting while me and Abigail chanted and everyone else did what they could to stop us because they didn’t believ in you know what.

Then the Cullens entered. they walked in well they didn’t exactly walk they mainly glided in they were so graceful abit too graceful if you ask me.

I would just stare down.

I couldn’t look at him if I did I would be his. I would not think right I would act like a fool and make mistakes. So I would just stare doen. I would just stare down .

I I lokked up just a glance though my hair but I wa smet by not them but 9 pairs of eyes staring at me I couldn’t help they all looked so beautiful …I wanted to I wanted to know what they thought of me I wanted to know.

I no longer wanted to lknow I needed to know. I lloked up. I met their eyes. The one person who eyes I refused to meet with.

I watched them the first girl I looked at was Rosaile she looked rather upset and her face looked bothered by me. It was ofice that she didn’t care about me or who was but she didn’t like also the boy holding her hand grabbed my attentio he was a lot large in real life than he I had been told he was laughing he nudged Rosaile with his elbow and lauhed even louder. He must had said something to her it seemed that he found me quite comical he saw the whole thing rather halerious fro the smile which possed his face.My eyes then quickly darted tot the couple behaind them Alice and jasper Alice just kicked emmet in the shin to quick for any one to see excluding me I gigled at this. I shouldn’t have. Alice eyes then watched me it seemed as if she was staring beyond me seeing something more more to me.

she was seeing my future i knew it

they were the real Cullens btu who was he?

they were Vampires

wait lets pause for a moment

am i crazy or what

vampires lets now join the real world!

She was still staring at me as i came back to realisation , they were all staring at me and hear their heads moving form side to side except one he was lokking at me still lookng still gazing at me. I decided to ignore them i turned to talk with abigail she looked incredibly confused.

"Amber they aren't the vampires, nessie isn't half human and jcob isn't a werewolf!"

i know but...

no buts amber please you've been out of it all day dreaming the day away