I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time-

cannot-

erase...

You'll be okay...

You lied to me.

I'm right by your side...

You never were, you backstabbing bitch...

Don't cry...

My tears fall into my blood...

I love you...

I hate you.

It's funny how the people you would take a bullet for are the ones behind the trigger...

I just want someone who will hold my hand, tell me they love me, and that I'm perfect to them.

I want someone who will love me for who I am.

Who will know when I'm sad.

Be able to take my shit when I'm mad.

And be there with me in my happiest moments.