WARNING:TRIGGERING (Shizuoxsuicidal!Izaya)Ever thought about dying? Ending the pain? Escaping the numbness? Izaya did. Izaya does-and that a lot. He thought it would go by, he thought he could just ignore it, could just get rid of this pain by himself-..but no..He couldn't. So he simply tried pushing on, until the point he finally couldn't take it anymore... UPDATES EVERY TWO WEEKS