Olivia Benson has always wanted a child, but she has given up hope. Also, she struggles with the memories of her own traumatic childhood. Maybe she needs a daughter who can help her face her own demons, and in this way they can help each other. This story is about two lost children, Olivia and a kid no one wants. Finally something good happening for Olivia ;)

One bad day at work turned into an one block walk to a bar. One look from a familiar face turned into one drink. One drink turned into a one night stand. A one night stand turned into one date. Olivia didn't know how she let it get this far, but she was now dating the enemy.

"My old partner.. he'd know what to do." Set Mid Season 15. *Trigger warning: Violent scenes and sexual assault.* E/O. COMPLETE.

In uncharted waters this case will cause ripples. *Explicit sex scenes throughout.* E/O.

A series of snapshots throughout Olivia's ordeal with Lewis and the earth shattering aftermath that followed. Carries throughout the events of season 15, showing the parts of the healing journey that the producers did not.

This story takes place after the episode "Lead" when Alex returns. After 5 years, Olivia has finally moved on, or has she? Alex Cabot enters Olivia's life once again and on the heels of their budding, rekindled relationship, they must deal with unexpected personal and professional struggles that will test their love. Will they survive?

Alex has been back from witness protection for a few months and seems to have forgotten the friends she left behind. But when Robert turns violent, she turns to the only friends she knows who can help her get her life back together. Will eventually become A/O romance. ***Warning: rape scene***

"How had it come to be that she, a person normally so strong and independent, had been rendered so helpless as to lack control over her own ability to die?" Takes place in 2005. WARNING: Very graphic story; please heed the M rating.

Because this time, It's his turn to be the strong one. "Yet, like after a wildfire, the earth renews, more vibrant and alive than the dead brush of the past." EO (Now Complete)

Tonight was Elliot's final night as a detective and his first night as Olivia's best kept secret.

Based on the 4 months later at the end of Psycho/Therapist. William Lewis escapes from prison, set on revenge. His time in prison made him smarter and he knows exactly how to get to Olivia. The move he makes catches everyone off guard and leaves them reeling.

The SVU team have made a startling discovery, they think they are investigating a serial killer who tortures and rapes his victims. It could end in tragedy as one of there own gets too close to the case. THIS STORY IS ON HIATUS. DON'T KNOW WHEN OR IF IT WILL BE COMPLETED. SORRY.

It had been nearly three years since the tragic attack in the SVU interrogation room that left Olivia with a severe, and permanent, head injury. With the help of her service dog, Suvi, she has finally regained her independence. That alone was more than she'd hoped for, but she was about to gain even more. All because of Vesuvius. Sequel to Finding Vesuvius.

The SVU squad faces one of the worst perps yet—a cannibal strikes their district and threatens to rip apart their lives—one by one.

"All they can contain right now is brown eyes that mirror blues eyes". EO. Rated M. Pls heed to the category and rating.

One of two people working together; one playing a game with another against an opposing side; one sharing an intimate relationship with another

Negotiating has always been a part of Olivia Benson's life. Now with her life in the hands of 'The Beast', how will things play out? Can Alex Cabot help her? Initially takes part during season 14 finale "Her Negotiation". Alex/Olivia. Romance/Angst/Hurt/Comfort

Liv & Amanda: Everything was going according to plan ... or so they thought!

After Surrender Benson. What if Elliot walked back into Liv's life just when she needed him most? Slight AU. Eventual M.

Falling is scary. It makes your heart pound, your palms sweat, your mind race. But it's out of your control, and there is nothing you can do to stop it. When Elliot and Olivia are undercover, it becomes very clear, very fast, that they've been on the verge of falling over the edge for too long. It's time to jump.

Its Olivia's first day back at work after being abducted by Lewis but isn't sure if she's ready to be a SVU detective again. Then on her first day back two girls go missing. Can she and the team find the missing girls? Can Olivia get her life back? This is my first story so i'm struggling with summary. Definitely Olivia centered.

Olivia realises how much support she has for becoming a mother.

They were both broken and bruised individuals who had a lot more in common than they ever thought, and for right now, they were exactly what each other needed.

The decisions we make dictate the lives we will lead. E/O, though not without some tears, pain and drama. Dark content. Be advised.

He's seen her naked... *EO*

He knows how to play her. He always has. Now he's using it against her again. In the abandoned Red Hook Grain Terminal, Olivia Benson and William Lewis have their last dance.

"These last few days, waiting, thinking that that door wasn't closed, I just imagined this whole other life." — Olivia Benson — That door isn't closed. It never was.

The case was painful once. But when a rapist who walked takes drastic measures, this time around will be devastating for the most important person in her life.

A path not taken in Surrender Benson

This is set where the show currently stands & with everything pretty much the way they left it at the end of season 15. Liv is finally getting comfortable in her life again, then Elliot walks back in & she finds herself rethinking old thoughts & re-feeling old feelings. This is a scenario I think all EO fans have imagined at least once or twice. In MY MIND, this is how it goes...

The female detectives of SVU have been having an affair for eight months now and Amanda has had enough. Olivia hates herself for doing this to Cassidy but she can't keep herself away from the blonde, even if it threatens her career. Can she decide who she wants to be with? Or will Amanda's heartache continue? Benson/Rollins Femslash [Rolivia]

After being exposed to one of the most dangerous pathogens known to mankind, Olivia is forced to confront her feelings towards her old partner. An EO love story. Takes place after the season 15 premier but before the trial.

Warning: Spoilers for upcoming episode. Lewis has escaped and he wants Olivia to pay. He abducts a 12 year old girl in order to lure Olivia into a situation he knows she won't say no to. She has to risk her own life to save the girl from Lewis. Can the team who are desperately trying to keep Olivia safe work out her plan before it's too late or will Lewis finally get want he wants?

Amanda and Olivia deal with things post 15x1. Different to how it's down in SVU obviously or I wouldn't be writing it! But some spoilers for what happened so be warned. Rated M for a number of reasons including language and sexual content.

Amanda's heart has been shattered but when Olivia tries to console her she tells her a secret about herself. Olivia's reaction isn't what anyone expected. Can the two women work through it? Or is this the start of something new and dangerous? Benson/Rollins Femslash (Rolivia)

There was something about her eyes, and the way the sweater seemed to hug her tightly—it made her never want to look away. Will one early-morning encounter at a coffee shop mean new beginnings for Olivia Benson, or will she let the chance drive away? Benson/Isles. Crossover w/ R&I. [xlisted in Crossovers w/ R&I]

Olivia begins to take notice of Amanda's strange behaviour and slowly attempts to find out what the other woman is hiding from her. In doing so she endangers not only her own life but that of Amanda as well. Olivia is left to face the burden of running SVU, her feelings for Amanda and her spiralling relationship with Brian. Can she rebuild the ruins or is everything truly lost?

In the aftermath of Beast's Obession Olivia finds herself closer to the edge than she's ever been. Can anyone stop her from the path of destruction she's on? How bleak will things get before someone tries to stop her? Or has the beast finally won?

The sequel of my first story, "Things Done In The Dark", where Detective Benson tries to pick up the broken pieces of her life. Post Lewis. Based on "Imprisoned Lives". If you're a Bensidy fan then this story will interest you more than my other story.

Melinda and Olivia are there for each other at some of the toughest times in their lives. Things get a little shaky as their relationship evolves from co-workers, to friends, to maybe even more. Through the ups and downs these two are tested in ways neither imagined. My first FF...Please review. Response to BlackWidow10.27's Challenge Disclaimer-All Characters belong to NBC

What will happen to Olivia when she experiences the worst thing that can happen to a woman? How will it effect her life in the long term? How will she handle the challenges she will face?

Olivia gets called to the scene of a rape, but what happens next turns her life around. Will it be for the better? Arizona is the doctor of the victim. Whats Olivias conection to the victim? Will great things happen for Olivia? Olivia/Arizon Romance.

/"When the bullet tore through her scull, she didn't know he loved her."/ Set after Beast's Obsession.

Olivia's alone in her apartment with William Lewis and for two days no one knows the danger she's in. She's put through hell by him with her with her worst nightmares come to life will she be able to survive her ordeal? Will the squad realise somethings wrong before its too late? If Lewis is caught will he be able to squirm his way to another mistrial? Read to find out. Dark!

As William Lewis's trial approaches, Olivia is battling her inner demons, trying to survive. Facing her monster is only the start as she desperately tries to keep her secret safe from her boyfriend and friends. Olivia/Brian r/ship, Elliott returns.

Olivia goes after a child molester who hurt someone close to her from her past, and becomes a fugitive while Elliot tries desperately to find her so he can help her. Still E/O, always and forever.

She swayed slightly on her feet, but she was still standing. No, she was nothing like that, she was not her mother. Never...When Olivia finally comes undone, Elliot is there. E/O.

There is a big difference between coaching others to take the survivor's journey and walking down that dark road herself. It's a road down which Olivia never wanted to go. But she must. She's a survivor. Post "Surrender Benson"

Life has a funny way of knocking you off balance, taking the wind from your lungs, and then throwing the unexpected at you. For Olivia the unexpected come in the from of a lovely night that leaves more to think about, regarding someone, so unexpected it takes her breath away, than she would have ever thought possible.

Elliot's daughter Maureen brings her friend Rae to the 1-6 so that they can meet. Rae and Olivia lock eyes and sparks fly. Will Olivia allow herself to act on feelings she has for someone that a lot of others may say is much too young for her? E/O friendship only

Inspired by the episodes of Season 15, starting with "Wonderland Story" when Cragen hands Olivia a file that forces her to face up to an inconceivable truth.

We all have our baggage. Some ends up meaning more than others.

When Olivia makes the mistake of her career she is left reeling and reaches out to her partner, but that is just the beginning... A chain of horrifying events eventually leads her to accept that Elliot will be there for her no matter what, resulting in a gift that binds them together more deeply than either ever imagined. M-rated. Set roughly around seasons 11-12.

"Her stomach clenched as she entered his neighborhood in Queens and the knot kept tightening as she approached his street. She needed him more than he has ever needed her. That's what she's been admitting to herself these past months, since he left." EO, angsty, Rated MA.

AU / MULTI-CHAP / set after 'surrender benson' / 'sometimes I'm afraid and I don't feel that tough, but I'll stand back up'

"Liv," he whispered, on the verge of speaking the words that had been burning at the back of his mind for years now, but ultimately he decided to refrain. It seemed unnecessary. His feelings were on his face, in his touch, manifested in the way he had remained almost constantly by her bedside since the moment she had been brought here..."

/"Holiday cards. Motherfucking holiday cards. She feels like a fool in the store even as she picks them up; she feels guilty with them in her hands, like someone is going to look over her shoulder and see the glittery font and cheery paper and know, just know that she's an imposter."/ Olivia Benson is a professional bullshitter. S15, multi-chapter, EO friendship (yeah right).

AU / FINAL CHAP! / 'though it was wrong, there in his arms it seemed so right, when another man loved me last night' / COMPLETE.

Six years ago a brutal mobster tried to murder Olivia. She was sent to Witness Protection alone, scared and pregnant. She's now happily married with a daughter she loves. When the mobster finds out she's in hiding Olivia needs to go back to New York and face her fears; both of her would be killer and the fear of her heart being torn between her husband and her old lover… EO O/OC

Even after Sealview, she was not this nakedly raw, this transparently vulnerable. From this he concludes: So this was worse than Sealview.