Ok i am a 10th grader at Ogamaw Heights High School, and i hate it. I do have many friends, but they are mosly using me for my money and everything. Well the friends i do have are nice but they all know my life sucks. Every time i get hurt or something i always want to end my life. But i know that will not accomplish nothing so i dont bother. Enstead i write storys on how i feel, depending on what mood i am in. That is about it. Oh yeah, i get too detailed when i write my stories and they ussally are interesting at the most part. Yeah and if you havent figured it out i am a FEMALE!!!!!!!!

Right now i have many guys who like me because i have money all the time, or because i am still a Virgin and they just want to go into bet with me. Fuck no never would i do that. Ok i will say some things right now, I get pissed easily and yes i know, i get jealous because i like 2 boys and they like me back but they all have girlfriends. It all sucks i hate it all. Yeah i just tried to kill myself again this year well a few times but i dont care no more.

I love reading and animals. Also drawing and making my own poems up. So far i had like 50 of my 63 poems i wrote publish in the local newspaper. I would post them online but they are confusing or not good enough.

Here is some things you should know about me
1- i believe in the purple monkeys or was it pokadotted cows??
2- My sister is an alien from the outer demention
3- I believe in talking stuff animals
4- my sister is an alien
5- I think digimon and pokemon are real
6- i was aductid from the purple monkeys and the pokadotted cows
7- You will have to be nuts if you actully believe me