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I'm Leah anddd...welcome to my mind fuckery. BlackWhite don't make my rainbow, and left and right don't exist in my sense of direction. I live my life by last minute decisions and crazy impulses, and it's always a strange ride. But it's whatever gets you off baby. ; I'm ridiculous, and insecure, and confident, and insane. I do things most people wouldn't, and say things most people can't. But that's just who I am. I contradict myself on the daily, and change my mind so frequently that it's hard to keep up. Who I am depends entirely on what day it is, and what mood I'm in. That doesn't make me flaky, and it doesn't make me fake. It just means that my personality is so big that it can't be encompassed in one person. I guess that's why I'm classified as bipolar. : I know my flaws, and I embrace them. That isn't to say that I don't try and fix them, but it is to say that the mistakes that I've made have led me to the person I am today. I learn something everyday, and I know I'm damned intelligent. As MyKala reminds me on the daily, there is a fine line between insanity and genius, and like I tell her, I walk it...everyday. I'm intense and ridiculous. And I dance around the room at random intervals. I'm a total freak, you can ask any of my friends. And I'm severely mother fucking perverted, you will probably figure this out before I'm even halfway done introducing myself, I promise you.

I curse and drink like a sailor, neither of which I will apologize for. I have an addictive personality, or maybe I'm just addictive. ; It could totally be both. I can't go a day without a cigarette, and my flavor of choice is a clove; black please. It tastes like fucking candy and I live for my next hit. Haha really though, you know it's the kind that sparkles like Edward Cullen ; and crackles with each hit you take. I'm severely in love with it. I'm definitely addicted to caffeine. Like to the point that I can't survive a day without that either. Are we seeing a pattern? I'm normally pretty loud, although I can be a really quiet person if I don't know you. I tend to say things just to shock people, just to see what kind of reaction I'll get. I like pushing people's boundaries, and seeing how far they can go. It can be a fault, but mostly it's just a source of amusement. I graduated highschool last year, and am currently taking some courses that don't really interest me. I'm probably attending the Culinary Institute in the Spring, but we aren't sure just how that's going to go over yet. I tend to change my mind alot, and change my course. I know what I'm going to do for the rest of my life, but writing books doesn't exactly promise you money straight off the bat.

I have over three hundred books written, only about half of them actually finished. I started writing in like second grade, and came across proboards and the like by the time I was eleven. I still haven't found my way out, it's kind of like Narnia in that way. I've got an entire closet dedicated to holding the journals that house my stories in them, but very few people actually get to read them, and I doubt I'd publish any of them. They tend to be too dark for most people to comprehend, and they hold subject matter that's too close to me at the moment. Though I suppose at some point in the future it won't freak me out as much to have the world reading essentially my essence poured into the pressed pages of a book.

I've been a dancer since I was like four, probably younger, but I know for sure I was enrolled at four. I've taken all kinds of styles, but my favorite is still Latin, you feel the music so much more in that particular style. It probably helps that I'm Puerto Rican, and my family basically raised me dancing it. Haha. I love singing, though I claim no great voice. And drawing is a forte that I know I excel in. Actually I'm fairly sure I love everything liberal arts related, although I haven't quite mastered the guitar yet. It's just a matter of time though! Haha. I lead a pretty interesting life, and some things that happen within it are pretty unbelievable. But then, I guess it happens to alot of people, mostly the ones I know though. I've stopped depending on other people to help define who I am. Because ultimately they let you down. I've been through hell and back, several times, but I figure it's just made me a stronger person in the end.

Hm, if there's anything else your curious about feel free to ask, I'm a pretty open person. :

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High Anxiety by EdwardsBloodType reviews
Cute, trendy Bella returns home to escape the heartache of her past. She immediately befriends neighbors Jasper and Edward, bonding with them in the treehouse out back. Bella and Edward discover they have more in common than they ever dreamed of. AH A/U
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 111,365 - Reviews: 21559 - Favs: 12,117 - Follows: 8,060 - Updated: 7/1/2016 - Published: 7/16/2009 - Bella, Edward
The Quiet Room by givemesomevamp reviews
So, I'm a little crazy.You're a little dead, but I don't keep throwing that up in your face."I had to admit she made a valid point. I was still wary, but we out numbered her at least. After all, how much trouble could one small human possibly be. OOC/AU
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 39 - Words: 192,504 - Reviews: 4094 - Favs: 2,990 - Follows: 1,364 - Updated: 12/10/2015 - Published: 4/15/2010 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
Freedom's Rise by Michelle Amethyst reviews
Nominated for the "Everything's Bigger in Texas Awards". Bella's very special and draws the attention of Maria in 1927. She meets Jasper and Peter and swears revenge on Maria for taking everything from her.But revenge is a delicate thing to achieve.AU JXB
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 65,148 - Reviews: 659 - Favs: 856 - Follows: 904 - Updated: 11/11/2015 - Published: 8/22/2009 - Bella, Jasper
Guardian by ChampagneAnyone reviews
Orphaned at 8, Bella Swan is placed in the care of her God Mother Esme Cullen. Heiress to Cullen Swan Enterprises, Bella grows up hero worshipping 17 year old joint heir, pseudo step brother and self appointed guardian Edward. ROMANCE ANGST DRAMA
Twilight - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 21 - Words: 101,904 - Reviews: 7310 - Favs: 5,948 - Follows: 6,864 - Updated: 6/16/2015 - Published: 2/14/2010 - Bella, Edward
Get Tangled Up In Me by Alarni reviews
She's his punishment. He hates her from the start. She's the same. Though neither can deny the chemistry between them. Will lust turn into something more? Or will it all fall apart? Full summary inside. All human.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 60,775 - Reviews: 211 - Favs: 140 - Follows: 198 - Updated: 5/12/2014 - Published: 8/12/2009 - Bella, Jasper
Tropic of Virgo by In.a.blue.bathrobe reviews
He's a young but jaded musician writing lyrics for his band, and she's a naive, frustrated poet looking to break out of her shell; their words collide online. What happens when they meet in high school, unaware of their literary connection?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 37 - Words: 150,577 - Reviews: 20526 - Favs: 13,985 - Follows: 5,693 - Updated: 9/9/2013 - Published: 3/4/2009 - Complete
La canzone della Bella Cigna by philadelphic reviews
A famous voice teacher. A mysterious piano prodigy. Backstabbing classmates. Music school is competitive, and aspiring singer Bella Swan is determined to succeed. Hard work she can handle, but who expected music school to be dangerous? A story in 3 acts
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 45 - Words: 336,125 - Reviews: 7343 - Favs: 4,248 - Follows: 3,843 - Updated: 11/9/2012 - Published: 6/9/2009 - Edward, Bella
Becoming Bella Swan by BellaFlan reviews
INDIE TWIFIC AWARD WINNER! Bella Swan is being hospitalized for an Identity Disorder...Or is Bella Flanagan being hospitalized? Set after Edward leaves in New Moon or I'm writing this from an asylum. WARNING MA only. VERY DARK COMEDY.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Parody - Chapters: 53 - Words: 89,363 - Reviews: 4941 - Favs: 1,479 - Follows: 850 - Updated: 10/31/2012 - Published: 10/18/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Hiding in Plain Sight by limona reviews
Bella is a witness in peril. Emmett Cullen is the deputy assigned to protect her. When the witness protection program isn't safe, Emmett asks Bella to pose as his brother Edward's fiancée until the trial. AU, AH, ExB.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 23 - Words: 141,120 - Reviews: 10844 - Favs: 12,320 - Follows: 12,825 - Updated: 6/14/2012 - Published: 9/14/2008 - Bella, Edward
To Hell in a Handbasket by Kathryn's NomDePlume reviews
Twilight as I would have written it. Darker humour. AU. Edward isn't a vegetarian.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 11 - Words: 71,349 - Reviews: 250 - Favs: 141 - Follows: 157 - Updated: 4/25/2012 - Published: 2/19/2009 - Edward, Bella
The Unaccompanied Soul by JMCullen09 reviews
An old, dilapidated hospital residing in the outskirts of Forks, WA sits untouched, yet it's the focus of many tales, including one of a young man who resides there. He's believed to be either ghost or murderer. But it's all just tales, right?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 30 - Words: 152,637 - Reviews: 6106 - Favs: 4,524 - Follows: 4,426 - Updated: 2/5/2012 - Published: 2/14/2010 - Edward, Bella
Last Rites by halojones reviews
AU E/B meet under violent circumstances.Surviving that 1st meeting, they navigate a slow road toward friendship, then romance. But obstacles begin to multiply around them and soon the question arises: are these obstacles random or by design - and by whom?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 19 - Words: 88,598 - Reviews: 2429 - Favs: 1,905 - Follows: 1,828 - Updated: 12/28/2011 - Published: 7/17/2009 - Edward, Bella
The Vampire in the Basement by michellephants reviews
While hunting one afternoon, the boys stumble upon what appears to be a corpse. When they learn it's a severely broken vampire, they take him home to do what they can to help. But of course, fate has plans for this man. Canon Couples. AU.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 32 - Words: 164,189 - Reviews: 11774 - Favs: 9,973 - Follows: 6,754 - Updated: 10/30/2011 - Published: 2/26/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Observations by ceara1888 reviews
Bella is hiding something from everyone. How will the Cullens discover her secret. A Bella and Jasper Story. Rated M for abuse and rape mentions. HAS BEEN ADOPTED!
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 18 - Words: 15,342 - Reviews: 252 - Favs: 312 - Follows: 401 - Updated: 8/26/2011 - Published: 7/5/2009 - Bella, Jasper
When Fiction Becomes Reality by BITTENEV reviews
Bella is a writer whose most successful book is one she wrote about Edward, her high school crush. Edward is now an A-list actor and has signed on to star in a movie based on Bella's creation. AU/AH Bella-of-the-Ball continuation.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 20 - Words: 157,715 - Reviews: 8255 - Favs: 8,530 - Follows: 8,588 - Updated: 8/3/2011 - Published: 12/9/2008 - Bella, Edward
To Be Stabbed In The Front by forevergold reviews
A friend should be a master at guessing and keeping still." - Friedrich Nietzsche. It's all a facade: a girl searching,a stranger who doesn't know what she wants and a boy who is just trying to get out. In Forks, none of this seems possible. AH.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Drama - Chapters: 27 - Words: 88,357 - Reviews: 640 - Favs: 216 - Follows: 252 - Updated: 7/23/2011 - Published: 7/3/2009 - Bella - Complete
Torn by bella c'ella luna reviews
Bella has liked Edward for years, but he's never even looked her way. Just when she gives up and begins to fall for one of his best friends, things change. AH, lots of angst, lemons.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 79,721 - Reviews: 3229 - Favs: 2,106 - Follows: 1,480 - Updated: 5/31/2011 - Published: 4/1/2010 - Bella - Complete
Red by Oxygen.and.Cucumber reviews
Bella hated Edward, and Edward hated Bella. Or so she thought. Forced to work with him for the money, there's no escaping his anger, his resentment, and... his love. AH/AU EDITING IN PROGRESS: CHAPTER 1-4 DONE
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 17,721 - Reviews: 3736 - Favs: 1,892 - Follows: 1,081 - Updated: 2/22/2011 - Published: 1/4/2009 - Bella, Edward
Elemental by TallulahBelle reviews
AU/AH: When the Swans return to their birthplace, Bella learns she is no ordinary teenager, and Forks is no ordinary town. Can she fulfill her destiny with the powerful Edward Cullen, or will the dark forces that threaten their families destroy them all?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 30 - Words: 189,571 - Reviews: 9511 - Favs: 9,765 - Follows: 5,225 - Updated: 2/8/2011 - Published: 7/23/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Calefaction by ExploitingReality reviews
Bella, adopted by the Cullens as an infant, has grown into an integral part of their family. When she disappears one afternoon, they desperately retrieve her. But something is amiss and everything is changing. Ed x Bel x Jas. M for later chapters.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Mystery/Romance - Chapters: 31 - Words: 203,127 - Reviews: 2158 - Favs: 1,301 - Follows: 1,293 - Updated: 1/6/2011 - Published: 4/2/2009 - Bella, Jasper
Oh, Inverted World by DeviKalika reviews
Edward is a tortured soul with a dark past at St. Teresa's Catholic Academy in Port Angeles. What happens when he meets a girl who turns his world upside down? AU-All Human. Rated for language and graphic adult content.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 1,699 - Reviews: 1131 - Favs: 1,375 - Follows: 1,596 - Updated: 10/20/2010 - Published: 6/11/2009 - Edward, Bella
Legendary by WhatsMyNomDePlume reviews
COMPLETE. Preternaturally irresistible, devastatingly charming Edward Cullen seems to have some strange power over the females in Forks…and Bella is scared she might know just what it is.M for language & naughty fun. Part mystery, part drama, all Edward.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Mystery/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 53,788 - Reviews: 1997 - Favs: 2,757 - Follows: 1,266 - Updated: 9/8/2010 - Published: 11/16/2009 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Hunted by Bex-chan reviews
Forced to work together when their old schoolmates start dying, Hermione & Draco must overcome their differences to solve the mysterious deaths. The tension in the office is getting rather...heated. Mature themes. 4years PostHogwarts/War. EWE. DMHG.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 36 - Words: 191,497 - Reviews: 2883 - Favs: 7,417 - Follows: 1,935 - Updated: 8/28/2010 - Published: 3/29/2010 - Draco M., Hermione G. - Complete
Bare by stella luna sky reviews
Winner of two Summer 2009 Indies. A beautifully plain girl writes the colors used to unravel a young prodigy of the brushstroke. What color are the eyes that see through the heart? Forest green and their rooted brown. AH/M. COMPLETE.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 28 - Words: 95,675 - Reviews: 5731 - Favs: 6,801 - Follows: 3,803 - Updated: 8/4/2010 - Published: 6/5/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Rabbit Hole by profmom72 reviews
Edward leaves Bella before revealing the Cullens are vampires. Bella’s curiosity gets the best of her, and she spends years chasing her suspicions, drawing attention from dangerous sources. Can Bella be saved from the Rabbit Hole she’s fallen into? AU
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 36 - Words: 132,260 - Reviews: 2771 - Favs: 1,076 - Follows: 582 - Updated: 7/9/2010 - Published: 5/28/2009 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Safe and Sound by Touchstone67 reviews
Edward, Jasper and Bella are best friends-but when Jasper and Bella take a summer road trip through Texas-will things change between the two of them? What will happen when the trip is over and they reunite with Edward? AH JasperxBella Rated M
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 22 - Words: 174,480 - Reviews: 1224 - Favs: 946 - Follows: 665 - Updated: 7/6/2010 - Published: 8/28/2009 - Jasper, Bella - Complete
Curtains by Rochelle Allison reviews
Sometimes, no matter how much you love someone, they won't love you back. Or maybe they just can't... right now. This is the WitFit plot "Curtains", novella-style.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 25 - Words: 26,167 - Reviews: 1820 - Favs: 1,479 - Follows: 445 - Updated: 5/27/2010 - Published: 5/14/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
If You Could Read My Mind by bella c'ella luna reviews
Bella has moved back home to Forks. It's only a matter of time until she crosses paths with Edward Cullen, her former best friend and first love. They both thought that they had moved on... full of angst. All-human, LEMONS.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 39 - Words: 143,353 - Reviews: 7185 - Favs: 5,548 - Follows: 2,926 - Updated: 4/11/2010 - Published: 6/8/2009 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Awake in the Infinite Cold by quothme reviews
Sometimes the fruit is forbidden for a reason. A mélange of Twilight and How to Be, with an Artward who so carefully and so softly sneaks under her skin and into her soul. Not your typical E/B romance. Complete.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 22 - Words: 78,819 - Reviews: 3181 - Favs: 3,016 - Follows: 1,259 - Updated: 4/11/2010 - Published: 10/13/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Watching the Sky Turn by chrometurtle reviews
Entry for "The Black Balloon" Contest. Collaboration with ineedyoursway. "There are no such things as accidents when it comes to love. And there was so much love here."
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,902 - Reviews: 207 - Favs: 258 - Follows: 61 - Published: 3/31/2010 - Complete
Long, Tall, Texan by BamaBabe reviews
Bella is going to grad school in Texas and her friends decide to join her. Little do they know that she has an agenda of her own. AH, non-canon. BellaxJasper OOC M for future chapters & language
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Suspense - Chapters: 42 - Words: 106,651 - Reviews: 1401 - Favs: 1,344 - Follows: 692 - Updated: 3/18/2010 - Published: 3/10/2009 - Jasper, Bella - Complete
Son of a Preacher Man by LaViePastiche reviews
The wild son of a famous televangelist, Jasper likes to love ‘em and leave ‘em. Will he meet his match in Bella, who’s in love with his sister’s boyfriend Edward? And what happens when Edward finally notices her? AH, B/E
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 29 - Words: 189,838 - Reviews: 8246 - Favs: 4,873 - Follows: 3,023 - Updated: 3/8/2010 - Published: 5/12/2009 - Complete
Kissed the Girls and Made Them Cry by justaskalice reviews
Bella is reunited with her childhood friend Alice under unlikely circumstances. When sparks fly between Bella and Alice's older brother, will she be able to resist? And what secrets is he hiding? Canon Couples
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 28 - Words: 136,377 - Reviews: 4127 - Favs: 4,719 - Follows: 2,435 - Updated: 2/10/2010 - Published: 5/13/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
The Air That I Breathe by journey2002 reviews
After Bella's catastrophic 18th birthday, Jasper leaves, returning to the one thing he knows he is good at...war. Can he one day find the redemption he doesn't know he is looking for? Jasper/Bella Rated M for language and Lemons later. Drama and Romance
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 68,416 - Reviews: 1020 - Favs: 787 - Follows: 841 - Updated: 12/31/2009 - Published: 3/11/2009 - Bella, Jasper
Out Of Choices by Picklewinkle reviews
After her mom dies, Bella becomes angry & withdrawn. Enter Edward, the handsome teenage vampire, & the start of a complicated love-hate relationship. Can their love survive the fear that rules her and the secret he hides from her? AU,OOC. Rated M.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 47 - Words: 315,271 - Reviews: 2138 - Favs: 1,641 - Follows: 901 - Updated: 12/25/2009 - Published: 12/9/2008 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Awakened to Serve by Jasperbells reviews
Bella is cursed,she has the gift of helping vampires control their thirst. What happens when she is awakened to help a very angry Jasper.Will she tell them her secret to breaking the curse and will Jasper be the one to break it? JasperxBella pairing.READ
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 23 - Words: 62,632 - Reviews: 485 - Favs: 560 - Follows: 271 - Updated: 11/28/2009 - Published: 8/27/2009 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
begrudged by wtvoc reviews
AU. forget everything they told you about true love. sometimes, everything they tell you is a well-intentioned lie. by WTVOC and JANDCO.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 15 - Words: 31,622 - Reviews: 1327 - Favs: 667 - Follows: 444 - Updated: 10/31/2009 - Published: 8/12/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
A Murmur of Fire in the Vein by ElleCC reviews
One stormy Seattle night, the last person Bella expects to see appears without warning at her door. How will history—hers and his—impact their unexpected and growing friendship? AH, Bella/Jasper. Winner 2010 Bellie Award for "Edward Who?" category.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 23 - Words: 104,482 - Reviews: 3506 - Favs: 3,351 - Follows: 1,095 - Updated: 10/31/2009 - Published: 5/25/2009 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
Forbidden Flirtation by AlexiaSkye reviews
ALL HUMAN. Bella, 21, teaches English to juniors at Forks High. Jasper, 17, is one of her students, who also has a crush on her. When she finds out and develops feelings for him, what will become of their lives? Better summary inside.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 4,994 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 70 - Updated: 8/24/2009 - Published: 8/22/2009 - Bella, Jasper
False Attraction by grey-eyed-blonde reviews
Bella moves to Forks after the death of her mother. There, she makes quick friends with the popular and spoiled kids of the sticks. When Edward, the dark player, becomes her rival for a prestigious scholarship, what will their attractions prove to be? AH
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 39 - Words: 171,218 - Reviews: 924 - Favs: 573 - Follows: 596 - Updated: 7/26/2009 - Published: 2/2/2009 - Bella, Edward
Look the other way by Insideitall reviews
Jasper likes Bella from the start, will Edward win her over first?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 45,650 - Reviews: 508 - Favs: 300 - Follows: 373 - Updated: 7/9/2009 - Published: 1/13/2009 - Jasper, Bella
Tear You A P A R T
The past stays in the past. What’s happened there remains there. You don’t carry it with you. You move on. Put a smile on your face, close out your thoughts, and throw away your feelings. This is the real world.
Misc. Books - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,250 - Updated: 9/13/2009 - Published: 9/7/2009