I'm Carlitia S. Howarding. Obviously, I love to write, and have been told that I write well, but I would also like to write better than I do now. I would like to know what you think if you read my stories, and I am appreciative of any feedback or constructive criticism you have.

Personally, I have led something of an easy life to this point, compared to the stories that I've heard from my peers. I'm going through a period of confusion in my life, and I don't know what to make of myself. I'm confused about who I am and where I'm going, and it's driving me mad. I once wrote this about myself:
"I want to be so much, and do so much, but I don't see how I can accomplish all that I want to do in one lifetime. Sometimes I would give every ounce of my brains just to be accepted, and sometimes I'm so grateful that I have the brains that I have. There are so many contradictions in my life, and all I want is to have them straightened out, so that I know who I am, and what I'm meant to do in my life. I just want to know where I'm going, and the significance of where I've been. Is that so much to ask?" I still feel that it applies. I hope you can relate.

In addition to writing, I love to listen to my iPod, which is my heart and soul, Facebooking, photography, Photoshopping my photos, playing popular pieces on the piano (in which I am failing miserably, but getting better), and singing in the car and the shower. Poetry is all right, I have more of a mind for stories rather than rhyming. I've never tried impulse writing, and am afraid to. I'm terrified of what I might find in the deepest darkest depths of my mind. Research papers are somewhat easy, but not very fun. But the bellringers from my old teacher were the best!