Hello everyone! This is the first time I have ever written anything down on my profile since I first came here to Fan fiction dot net. O.o Surprising isn't it. Anyway, you maybe interested to know something about me or another so here we go.

Name: I hate my real name so we'll stick with my nicknames they are : Cat , Kitty, Koneko(means kitten in Japanese), FKD/Flaming Kitty of Death(too long of a story to understand anything about it), Kit Cat(my best friend only calls me that though)

Gender: Female

Hair/Eyes: Short and brownish-blond./the outside ring of my eyes are a dark blue, on the inside they are gray,blue,with flecks of silver throughout and the star burst around my pupil is olive and jade green with gold streaks and flecks in it. Yes its natural and really cool but my eyes naturally change colors though. they can be gray/blue/green/hazel/dark brown/or even yellow though the description earlier is how they usually are.

Age: I'm legal enough to do stuff and not legal enough to do stuff. XD but seriously I'm 20 going onto 21 soon.

Weight/Height: 116.2 lbs(Thank god I am now over a 100lbs!!)/ 5 feet and almost 4 inches.

Race: Mixed. If I tried to explain it all I would get flames from practically everyone for being something they hate. Kinda just like my dad's family for being part black and Native American. T.T I gets no love. Though I'm thankful for being French, Irish, German, English, and Hungarian for all the great alcoholic beverage resistance, because I can drink a shit load and not get drunk! XD

Born/Raised: in USA and in Tennessee. Yeah me for being born in the City of Music!! :3

Likes: That's kinda hard...I love the liberal and fine arts, playing video games, NATURE!!, horseback riding, TEA!!, RASPBERRY LEMONADE!!, cookies,BOOKS!!, horses, cats, dogs,just about every known sport to man (I've done and played a lot of them too), cooking, watching movies, MUSIC!!, hunting & fishing, boating(My best friend has a sailboat! ;P), reading&writing, playing my guitar or violin(or hijacking someones piano or keyboard),hanging out with friends, dancing (I belly dance XD), helping to raise my cousins(although they get really annoying at times or I feel like I'm gonna drop from them running me ragged all the time), and Photography...that's all I can think for now.

Occupation/Job: going to college/ had one but had to quit. (Having a really hard time getting a job after I ripped all the tendons and ligaments out of my wrist while throwing some fast balls after playing softball for three hours. I re-injured my arm twice now and have problems every so often and get flareups in my arm because I have two areas that constantly have fluid collecting in my wrist. Yeah it really sucks. I'll never fully be able to play sorts again! T.T But I still do but my arm hurts for a while afterwards but I suck it up because I love sports and I can't give them up really, but I may have to because I have taken quite a beating over the years for playing sports and for doing stunts((small and EXTREME ones)). I have broken several bones and torn many muscles out over the course of my life. LOL! I sound like I'm really old saying this!)

Involved with any one: no...but I am in love with my best friend and have been secretly since we met over 5 years ago. Plus he doesn't come on here so its safe to assume he won't ever read this. Another thing is that he's involved with someone else, so I occasionally spend a night or two with another in need of just having that contact and to feel needed and wanted if only for one night, even if it feels like I'm breaking every time that I do. But none of you have seen what their like together. I envy,hate, and am happy for her all the time, yet I'm glad she's making him happy. I always want to laugh or cry or tell him how I really feel about him when we're alone together, but I don't and I hate myself for it but I don't want to lose him...Every time he holds me in his arms I feel home and safe and that if I were to die in his arms, I'd totally die happy or really pissed off for having to leave him. Plus his family likes me and I really like them and we all have fun together. Though it really sucks because lately I haven't been able to talk or see him in the last couple of months. It really sucks because I really really miss him and I completely cry every time I hear his voice mail. T.T I want my Michael back!!

Um...yeah way off topic...Oh yeah! I'm dyslexic(Spelling?)both visual and hearing=meaning I see things differently than all of you and I can't hear certain sounds, reading and writing is hard for me and I tend to either write backwards or forget how to spell things right and sometimes I have speech problems but I usually have to focus on what I'm saying or it comes out garbled or not even in English or thickly accented by either a southern accent or European), ADHD, OCD, a Pyromaniac, a sadist and masochist(I did spell that right, right?), and I can be very forgetful

Er... on the reading thing I wasn't actually taught how to read until the sixth grade because no one knew how to teach me and I am the first person in my family to be dyslexic and have an education past the third grade. My grandfather is just like me but they quit trying to teach him so he doesn't have an education and doesn't know how to read because he couldn't be taught back then. He still can't really read now. My grandfather is still really smart though. He's a retired tree surgeon(sp?) and I think that's really our Native American blood influencing that and his family did every job there is with trees. When he drives me to school and sees all the construction they are doing lately here he curses all the white people for tearing up the land and for blaming the black folk for it and stuff and for taking all our land and so on. I love my grandpa! XD He understands me and how difficult it can be for me.

Well I gotta go now. I've been awake for over 2 days now and I'm beat.

Dudes! It's my Papa George's 69th birthday!! It's kinda sad that he's looking kinda pale these last few years but you can tell that he's Navajo, Cherokee, and German mix. He has the really tan skin(lot paler now that he's really old), really tall, pitch black hair(getting silver gray now though but you can see the black as the under tones), skinny(except for his beer bellyXD), and a penchant for loving trees and nature and cursing white folks! XD GOD I LOVE MY GRANDPA!! HE TOTALLY ROCKS!! I learned how to drive from him years ago but I can't have an actual drivers licence yet, because I'm borderline narcoleptic and do fall asleep at random at times every so often for no reason. T.T

oh well...My sister also doesn't have class for today so I'm gonna go to sleep now and wake up in a little bit and bake my grandpa some of my famous cookies as well as some Andes Mint cookies that took me three hours to chop and freeze them so they wouldn't melt on me. XD

I'm going back next semester to start in my college's culinary program for pastry. . I love baking!!

Well I have a really good question for everybody out there. Where and what happened to the writter Konane Shadow Wolf and her stories like "Forgotten Sights" because I really liked those and was hoping to read those again. When I went to search for them they were all gone. So really can anyone tell me what happened to those because I really enjoyed them and I would really like to keep enjoying them. If anyone has any info that could help please send me a message. I really wanted to enjoy reading about Riley and Hiei along with their friends and crazy adventures. Please help me find out what happened.

(August 18th, 2011)

Yeah! Today is my birthday!!!! So far I have been having a blast riding around all over Tennessee with my grandmother. Don't tell her I said that though!! She refuses to be called anyones granny. So we call her by her name or by her nick name Cookie. We picked my sister up from her doctors appointment after my cousin's First Communion. Were all very proud of him in choosing his own faith to follow. I think thats what everyone should do with their kids if their in a mixed religious marriage. Let your kids decide on which religion they'll follow and support their choices. My cousin is nine and he decided that he wanted to be catholic. He's so just cute! The kids almost bigger than me now. I am only 106 lbs and somewhere between 5'2" and 5'4". My cousin is a little over 120lbs and only a few inches shorter than me. T.T Why do they all have to be taller than me. All of my younger cousins are becoming taller than I am. So next to me you see a giant nine year old who can pick me up and he's almost bigger than me, and today I turn 22. It suck!!! Why can't they stay cute and small! Then again, I got a lot of great memories carrying him around on my hips everywhere. Such the whites thing with those big pretty blue eyes. You really can't find any blue eyes like his anywhere. Well I wanted you all to know that we are getting rid of our internet here soon so my up dating will be even more problematic for me to do then usual. So we'll have to see what happens. Wish me luck for my Neurology appointment that's coming up. Hopefully we can find a way to stop my little episodes and I can finally be semi normal and start driving a car and being able to go up and down stairs without the fear of having an episode on them and end up falling down them and breaking my neck. On my trip down to Florida I had an episode that lasted for over 10 hours and 25 minutes. It was so painful to have my cloths touch my skin and to move at all. It was really scary watching my muscles dance under my skin looking like they were trying to crawl out. It was one of the most painful episodes I've had. So hopefully I won't have anymore if we can find out the direct cause and put a stop to them. Well happy holidays and wish you all well.