Just to let you know, you don't have to read this. It's basically a mini-autobiograpy. Read this only if you wanna know me better that you already do.

Who am I? I'm a walking contradiction.I can't really say I'm introverted or extroverted.I can't say that I'm passive or I'm agressive. I just...am. Kinda cliche right? Well there's not much that I can say about that.I'm not even sure of my own opinons most of the time.

Consider yourself lucky because I don't trust people easily. Especially with my intermost thougts. So most of the time I just end up keeping everything bottled up until I break down. Like sometimes I'll just start crying for no reason. And all my thoughts and all the crap people have said to me to my face and behind my back in the past just builds up in my brain like words repeating themselves on a computer screen. I've been called cold and unemotional (along with other not so nice things). But really, I'm not. It's just that I don't like to be vulnerable. The stuff I write and the stuff I think are personal but I don't feel like just writing them down in my notebook anymore.

I'm not an unhappy person. I'm not. My grades are pretty good. I've got friends. I'm trying to read "The Picture of Dorian Gray" but it's kinda hard. I'm not even supposed to be reading it in school for a while. I just picked it up in a bookstore. I have a slight problem with writing stuff. Sometimes a line or something gets stuck in m head and so I jusr write and write. Then when I go back to it tomorrow or whatever I can't add any more to that. I don't have the same...vibes. Vibes would be a good word I guess.

I love music. I play quite a few instruments. I want to learn German. And even though they're pretty melodramatic, I love film noirs. The old classic ones. Not the new faux-oldie filim noirs. Though I hear Sin City's gonna be pretty good. And definately the Japanese anime film noirs are not me. Like at all. Anime is cool and the artists that do it are pretty talanted but I'm not really a fan of amine or manga. Sorry animanga peeps. (Yes, I make up words.)

If you've read this far then I must thank you. So here's some more stuff. I like reading and I love water. My sign is cancer so that explains a lot right? I don't like heat. It makes my dizzy. Seriously. That's why I almost never tan in the summer. My favorite days are days that are cold and dark and raining. Heavily. I don't like summer rains when the air is all hot and sticky. I don't like people that are fake. I like straight up in your face people. Though sometimes they can get annoying I think it's better to have someone tell you the straight up truth rather then skirt around a situation. But then again, when people offer you an opinion on something you didn't ask and opinion on that's just annoying. That's how I get pissed off. I hate close-minded and ignorant people. Hate is a strong word but I do feel like it isan appropriateword for how I feel. Although I am not homosexual or bisexual I do feel that they should have the same rights that people that are straight (aargh...I forgot the proper term for it) (I think it might be hetrosexual).

Yep so thats me. Any questions or comments? Probably not but if you do, seriously, e-mail me.