"When one door opens another one closes however We often look so long and so Sadly upon the closed doors that We do not See the ones which are open For us" - Alexander Graham Bell

Sometimes when we are generous in small, barely detectable ways it can change someone else's life forever." - Margaret Cho

"I SUCK at writing and am lazy." - Me.

"We all wear masks to hide who we are. A smile to hide a frown. A familiar face to hide the stranger within. We all wear masks to protect who we are, Choose your mask wisely." - knittcapkneepad

"Everyone changes, every little experience, Every word, Even saying the simplest of things, like no. Can permanently change someone in the biggest, or smallest ways." - Unknown

"Why is it that the worst things always happen to the best people?" - Me the pessimist

"There might be a time where you have to stand your ground. If this is the case; do not yield, and give nothing. For the second you do, you will lose that determination." - Me

Bio (I guess?)

Greetings all, I originally created my Fan fiction account when I got hooked on, (You guessed it) Fan fiction. Then Five Nights At Freddy's came out, and I got HOOKED on the possible theory's, I created my first fan fiction and it was... less than satisfactory if i'm being diplomatic. I deleted it and made another, then I deleted that too. It seemed I was just a poor writer, I didn't know how to properly convey a message.

Then, I gave up writing for two years, just today, (5/4/2018) I tried to create another story: A fall into darkness and it came it much better then the others. I left the other story up as a reminder of what not to do. I have many things I need to work on if I wish to become a decent writer.

1. Learn to lengthen chapters.

2. Create decent characters.

3. Git gud.

If you want advice from me, for some f*ing reason. If you're trying a first person story try imagining yourself in the environment doing what you, or the character would do. It doesn't have to be logical, just consistent with the character type. Some times a change in the character is needed. Do this greatly and you've mastered characters.

Favorite authors:

Whatmustido: Amazing characters and a 2.7 million word story, must I say more? (He may be a MLP writer, A fan-base that I detest, But this is a damn good story.)

Devilkeyswriting: Had that early effect and got me interested in emotional conflict and how to properly power your characters as well as characters who grew properly.

Darthemius: He knows how to lengthen chapters and tell a decent story (I don't really care for the smut)

Handyman: Gave me perspective on a lot of things. Wrote great characters and a story.

The Gentleman Xerneas: Wrote a normal story at first, then it improved and improved. I miss you and Five weeks at freddy's. :(

Uncannycookie: Project Sa-N4 showed me how mental state effects a character and that ending legit had me in tears.

Notes (things that affect story and profile updates):

A fall into darkness is unlikely for any regular updates. If there are it's most likely a once in a half year type thing.

5!4-2018 A fall into darkness is made. The mystery's of a man. Is declared dead with no chance of salvation. I cringe every time.

5-20-2018: A friend of mine is planning on lending me his laptop for games, this will most likely give me more time to write since most of the computers at my residence are shared and also I don't like writing with people looking over my shoulder. It's most likely that I will miss today's update on A fall into darkness. (not like anyone reads it)

4-9-2019: Profile updated. Edgy teen stuff removed. Quotes added etc.

Things/People I dislike/hate:

People rhyming my name: Raymond as Gaymond, Wow! What a fucking poet you are! Its not like millions other have thought of that, You disgusting NORMIE F-

People who do stupid stuff.

People who'd rather force you to do something and won't listen to your suggestions no matter how much better they are for the situation. I may be young but that doesn't mean I cannot offer good advice.

People who think age has everything to do with maturity. It's experience for the most part. They would say. Mostly, yes. Definately without anything else? No.

People who think that intelligence is determined by grades and nothing else. This is simply not true, a person can study hard and long for a test, but some would not care at all no matter their intellect.

People who laugh off a life-threatening event passing them by, I'd probably be fucking shocked, and mostly thinking about how I could avoid such a instance in the future.

People who judge you on your condition, like sociopaths always hurt people and are evil, That is a stereotype if I've ever seen one. It's okay to judge someone on their condition but don't always act on that judgement is what I mean.

People who try to take charge in a non-emergency situation. Worst part is they mostly use force to try and make you do what they want, even though you don't need to and get this. "For your own good!"

People who valiantly ignore evidence in favor of their beliefs.

Pro-diseasers.

Questions I have.

Why is it in every horror movie that they force the script instead of asking how the actors would react in the mind of the character? I understand that they're supposed to be scared and these things are spur-of-the-moment. But some protagonists are just dumb. A character driven story should be driven by the characters.

If you hear rumors then why do you believe them at first hear? (unless evidence is provided.)

Why isn't there a "good" federal system for the U.S For the mentally unwell people in school districts? (Students)

While were on schools. Why do teachers get bonuses for good grades for their students, I understand good teachers should be paid more, but this can break the students engagement to the subject, because they are forced and mostly nagged by the teachers to do their work.