I am never in control of my life. Or rather, someone always manages to screw things up for me. That's how my entire life has been. And still is I guess. This is not what I wanted. I don't want anything more to begin with. I am done living.

It's a lie that people in love do stupid things. People in love do crazy things. The only thing they're stupid for is falling in love.

UPDATED, CH 20 She always had a way of surprising him. Everything from emptying her glock into the ceiling of the Bebop when he left to the icy glare she gave him upon his return. Though somehow, this stunt seemed to top them all ... SpikeXFaye.

Started as a one shot in the dark. Sprouted legs and there you go. Spike and Faye and a push into the past. Rotating POVs, post Real Folk Blues. Language and some sexuality.

It all started with a Game of Cards...

Bounty heads, Ganymede lobsters, Wild Turkey, diamonds, revelations and caterwauling. Just two weeks on the Bebop. Set after tRFB. SF. Got less angsty as it went along, so I changed the categories. Reviews appreciated now that it's done. STRONG M.

[COMPLETE] When you live in a world, it gets in to who you thought you'd be... FxS

songfic inspired by the foo fighters' 'everlong'. before spike leaves, spike and faye have an experience that, thankfully, doesn't require words. give it a try, i think you'll like it.

Faye leaves. Spike finds her. She leaves. He finds her. Lather, rinse, and repeat.

SpikeFaye. In death, there is life.

Chapter 107: You'd just love to hear me beg for mercy, wouldn't you? Sequel to 'She Wanted To Die'.

Look for Leadbelly: She wanted to die ...it's the second half of the story...

After his first meeting with Tongpu in "Pierrot Le Fou", an injured Spike finds his way back to the Bebop, where the only crewmember not out for the night is Faye. (Spike+Faye. Fluff.)

This is in the mind of Spike before he leaves to fight off Vicious. Yeah I know I suck at summeries, but this is my first time doing this.

I found a new face, a new image staring back at me. Let the cool goddess rust away. Clap Your Hands Say Yeah. Another Faye and Spike interlude.

Reports of Spike's death were greatly exaggerated but he's in no rush to correct the error. Will he be better off dead or can he reclaim his place as Spike post-Julia? Completed. Rated R for potty mouths.

When every waking moment could be his last, can Spike put aside the nightmares of his past, and let himself fall in love? How can he, when all he has to offer is his untimely death at the hands of his dreamlike past? Unabashed SxF.

Red Dragons, the Italian Mob, Spike, another part of her past, all are chasing Faye. What's a girl to do to handle it?

COMPLETE: Brotherhood. Violence. Politics. Sex. Revenge. Love. Betrayal. Jazz. Spike, Julia and Vicious' lives before 2068, assembled from the photo album of still images in the series. Rated for language, violence, drug use and sexual content.

You and your arithmetic, you'll probably go far...A Spike and Faye interlude.

We all know the routine. Faye and Spike argue. Faye insults Julia. Spike explodes and hits Faye. But what if he reacts differently? SxF threepart complete

Faye and Spike...can the two co-exist in the same solar system, let alone the same SHIP? Why is the fire of hell reflected in one anothers eyes? And why is there a box of cigarettes jammed... in the toilet?

When he was living in a dream if he thought about love the word pain would be the first that came up to his mind. Now in reality he has to understand that love may be something more than pain, something that she'll help him to find. It's a SF; R&R!

Spike was kissing her. He looked just the same, felt just how Faye remembered. Apart from the fact that he was dead, and a ghost could not be kissing her. And that was the problem.SF ONE SHOT

Faye's thoughts on herself and everyone on the Bebop. Life behind the vixen. Not what one would expect. Rated R for Language, Violence and Sexual Situations. Antidepressants not included.